Matheus Fernandes didn't know how it had turned out this way. Maybe it was because he was sick of Alex thinking he was the only person who was allowed to sing high, or maybe it was the five weeks of stress finally getting to him. Whatever it was, it didn't make him feel good. He just wanted to curl up in a ball, granted a small one, and die.
However all because of his stupid pride, not only had he put himself in danger, he put Cameron in danger to.
Yes, his death would remove every trace of guilt and sorrow he had.