I Thought She Knew
by -shinigami-
disclaimer: i dont own the rights to own Nsync OR Gundam Wing

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Ohhhhh I, guess I should have told her
I thought she knew
She said I took her for granted
That's the last thing I would do
Oh I'll never understand it
I thought she knew

I stood at the door waiting for you. I told you I said I didn't want to see you again, but I lied. I do want to see you. Touch your face, tell you that I love you.

But pride has kept me from saying it. I'm sorry. Why does this injustice happen every time you're near? I always get that jiggly feeling whenever you're near me.

I yelled at you. I'm so sorry. I wish I could take back the words, but I can't . What is said is said, what is done, is done. I wish I could see you soon.

I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

I love you so much. I wish I could have told you earlier before you left. Stupid missions. Nataku, why must you be so bold and stubborn?

You would always yell at me for something I did wrong. And I would yell back. Why?

These aranged marriages are so stupid. I wish we could have met each other in diffrent conditions

We would have been happier that way.

A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought she knew (I thought she knew)

Did you know that I think of you often? And its not always bad thoughts. Did you know that? Of course not, what am I thinking?! I know I'm not much in showing emotions but inside I do love you Nataku.

I wish I could tell you how much I love you. I sincerely do. Pride and all, when you get home I'll tell you I love you and we'd be happy for the rest of our lives.

Wouldn't that be wonderful Nataku?

I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

Oh shit. I got a letter from the government concerning your mission. I hope you're ok. I'm heading there as fast as I can, really, I am.

I just got over to the mission base. You're missing?! Dear God....I hope you're alive Nataku, you've GOT to be!! I'm going out to search for you.

I found you Nataku. I'm too late. I'm sorry. Injustice, why must you die in my arms?! I have so many things to tell you, please come back alive! Please! please....please....

I placed a kiss on your forehead. I hope you know that I really did love you...but just incase you didnt... as I looked up into the heavens.....I said.....

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Woahhh I guess I should have told her
But I thought she knew (I thought she knew)
I thought she knew (I thought she knew)
I thought she knew (I thought she knew)
Ohhhhh I thought that she knew

I love you, Chang Meiran......

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