Chapter 1: He left me
"You….you don't want me?" I asked, with a very strained voice. Edward was my life, my everything. And here is in front of me, ripping my life away from me. I could feel a hole ripping open as it started small, and got huge, when he answered. I felt my knees buckle from underneath me, and I was crying.
"No"
"What? Why?" I choked. The hole got bigger, and it was hurting so bad.
"Bella just promise that you won't follow me. And that you will be safe," he begged, as he placed a hand on my cheek. I leaned into it, and cried harder.
"I will try," I managed.
"Remember, I won't interfere with your life anymore, I have already damaged it enough. It will be as if I never existed," he said.
"Edward. No," I sobbed. His eyes all had pure looks of rejection in them. He leaned down, kissed my forehead, and stroked my cheek.
"Be safe Bella," and with that he was gone. Out of my life. And he took my heart with him. The meadow was silent, and the vines of a tree swayed as his presence left me. forever. Edward. Edward. Ed-wince. I felt as if I was soulless, as if I didn't have a life anymore.
"Come back," I squeaked, and without even knowing I tried to follow. I drug my feet forward, and just let them take me where ever they wanted. The hole in my chest was fresh, and strong. I was nothing now. My life meant nothing to me anymore. He's gone, and I don't have him in my life anymore. The hole I felt just kept digging itself further and further down to create a massive hole. The next thing I knew, I was falling, and was curled up in a ball.
The rain came down on me, and it hit my face, as I cried. I felt a shiver run down my back, and my limbs started to numb. I couldn't breathe, and couldn't think. Suddenly, I felt two warm hands lift me up, and into a tight embrace.
"Bella. Bella Swan, this is Sam Uley, and I was told to come and find you. You're safe now, don't worry," this Sam guy whispered to me.
"He's gone," was the only thing I remembered saying before darkness came over me.