Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
Author's Note: [Another E+T] An idea came into my mind... I don't really understand my best friend right now... We certainly did NOT have a fight but we're not speaking with each other... Well... it's been a month since I talked to him... I also see him with a certain girl [who seems to be very close to him] very often... I just needed to think about it and I suddenly got the urge to write... I haven't been in good terms with my friends so... I don't have anyone to confide to... The only one who seems to comfort me is FIREBLAZE so thank you so much for being there for me... E-mail me at: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com if you want to comment about this fic... Flames are accepted and if you want to give any ideas, feel free to do so... Gomen Mihara Chiharu coz I lied. Hope you won't get mad. I haven't told anyone from our barkada especially... [you know]... because I will just be discouraged... We both know that she loves to discourage me... If you don't know what I'm talking about ask me...
Disclaimers: I don't own CCS. [I'm not in a good mood to make this!]
Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
by: KawaiiChibiTomoyo
~~T*O*M*O*Y*O~~
It was when classes resumed after Christmas. We had just got our friendship back before Christmas vacation... I didn't get the chance to talk to you on the 24th of December. You didn't tell me that you were going to celebrate Christmas in England. I looked like a complete fool waiting for someone to answer your phone. You called me twice. You called me on New Year. I was very surprised. You warmly greeted me a Happy New Year. I was very happy to hear from you. I was beginning to worry why no one answered your phone. I asked about the phone call and you told me that you went to England. We talked until the clock stroked twelve signaling that it was really a start of a whole new year. I thought we would really get closer but... I was wrong.
Terada-sensei had changed our seats... I was transferred at the front. Another girl sat on my former chair. You smiled at her and asked how she was. She smiled back, pulled a strand of her hair away from her pretty face and said that she was fine. She asked how you were and your smile grew wider. You answered that your day was better because she was there. It seems as if I was immediately replaced the moment I left. We talked to each other very often but it began to cease into hi's and bye's. Soon, we never talked... as if we never knew each other. Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. I'm giving up. I know I lost you the moment Terada-sensei changed my seat. You promised me that you would never replace me for anybody. I trusted every word you said because you were my best friend... I never thought that it would be broken. You promised that day...
**Flashback**
"What's wrong Tomoyo-chan? What happened? It's been weeks since we have talked to each other. You have given me almost three letters?" Eriol asked, terribly confused. His face contorted.
"I don't know Eriol-kun. I don't understand. It's just that things have been happening and I'm very pressured." I answered quietly.
We talked for a while about what has happened between us. Then you asked, "I noticed, Tomoyo-chan... You and Sakura-chan have not been that close anymore. Is everything alright?"
"Uhm... Not really... It's just that... Naoko-chan asked me said that she noticed that almost everyone has replaced me for another person as their best friend or close friend. Sakura-chan was my best friend but Syaoran came and I was replaced. Other girls have replaced me as Rika-chan, Naoko-chan, Meiling-chan, and Chiharu-chan's close friend. I'm losing everyone." I babbled, quietly.
"I noticed." he answered sincerely.
"Yeah... I know... I'm very easy to replace." I murmured.
"No! You're not easy to replace! Why? Have I replaced you before?" he demanded gently.
"No." I asked uncertainly.
"See. I can never replace you for anybody to become my best friend. You are my one and only best friend," he declared. We talked quietly for a few minutes.
"Well, then. It has been a long day. Why don't we go home?" he gently prodded.
"Yes. I'm very tired. I need to get some rest."
**End of flashback**
We went home that fateful day and I thought that we were going to become best of friends. I look at you whenever I get the chance. I want to know what is going on in your head. What you see behind those thin glasses. I don't know what's in your head. Maybe I never knew because I never got close to you. I think I know Syaoran more than I do with you. I would wish at night that you will wake up and notice that I'm confused and hurt. That I need someone to comfort me. Someone who will listen to me. I'm frustrated with the way things are happening with our group of friends. I know that you are not the sensitive type. I often hang out with Sakura-chan, Syaoran-kun and Yamazaki-kun now that I don't have excuses when we were still close. I was very depressed but neither Yamazaki-kun nor Syaoran-kun noticed. They never saw that I wanted them to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be all right. I was hurt but nobody noticed. All I hope is that you'll notice me. See that I'm hurt and pained and not someone who is very strong. I'm going to pray tonight that you'll talk to me tomorrow. Hope that when we cross each other's path you will smile and greet me with your warm and gentle voice. Hope that you'll realize that I'm in pain... but if not, I hope that Syaoran-kun or Yamazaki-kun or just one of the girls would get through the thick walls I've made around me... Someone who'll get through... but I know that there's only one person who can do such... and we both know that it's you... Eriol Hiiragizawa...
~to be continued~
Author's Note: Hmm... I know... It was very depressing and very boring... I'm going to make the second part as soon as I know what really IS happening in my best friend's head... =) Hope you'll make it... Feel FREE to e-mail me at the following: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com... I'm really sorry for the lame title but nothing came to my mind so I just placed this... =)
Next Chapter: Eriol's thoughts...
Author's Note: [Another E+T] An idea came into my mind... I don't really understand my best friend right now... We certainly did NOT have a fight but we're not speaking with each other... Well... it's been a month since I talked to him... I also see him with a certain girl [who seems to be very close to him] very often... I just needed to think about it and I suddenly got the urge to write... I haven't been in good terms with my friends so... I don't have anyone to confide to... The only one who seems to comfort me is FIREBLAZE so thank you so much for being there for me... E-mail me at: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com if you want to comment about this fic... Flames are accepted and if you want to give any ideas, feel free to do so... Gomen Mihara Chiharu coz I lied. Hope you won't get mad. I haven't told anyone from our barkada especially... [you know]... because I will just be discouraged... We both know that she loves to discourage me... If you don't know what I'm talking about ask me...
Disclaimers: I don't own CCS. [I'm not in a good mood to make this!]
Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
by: KawaiiChibiTomoyo
~~T*O*M*O*Y*O~~
It was when classes resumed after Christmas. We had just got our friendship back before Christmas vacation... I didn't get the chance to talk to you on the 24th of December. You didn't tell me that you were going to celebrate Christmas in England. I looked like a complete fool waiting for someone to answer your phone. You called me twice. You called me on New Year. I was very surprised. You warmly greeted me a Happy New Year. I was very happy to hear from you. I was beginning to worry why no one answered your phone. I asked about the phone call and you told me that you went to England. We talked until the clock stroked twelve signaling that it was really a start of a whole new year. I thought we would really get closer but... I was wrong.
Terada-sensei had changed our seats... I was transferred at the front. Another girl sat on my former chair. You smiled at her and asked how she was. She smiled back, pulled a strand of her hair away from her pretty face and said that she was fine. She asked how you were and your smile grew wider. You answered that your day was better because she was there. It seems as if I was immediately replaced the moment I left. We talked to each other very often but it began to cease into hi's and bye's. Soon, we never talked... as if we never knew each other. Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months. I'm giving up. I know I lost you the moment Terada-sensei changed my seat. You promised me that you would never replace me for anybody. I trusted every word you said because you were my best friend... I never thought that it would be broken. You promised that day...
**Flashback**
"What's wrong Tomoyo-chan? What happened? It's been weeks since we have talked to each other. You have given me almost three letters?" Eriol asked, terribly confused. His face contorted.
"I don't know Eriol-kun. I don't understand. It's just that things have been happening and I'm very pressured." I answered quietly.
We talked for a while about what has happened between us. Then you asked, "I noticed, Tomoyo-chan... You and Sakura-chan have not been that close anymore. Is everything alright?"
"Uhm... Not really... It's just that... Naoko-chan asked me said that she noticed that almost everyone has replaced me for another person as their best friend or close friend. Sakura-chan was my best friend but Syaoran came and I was replaced. Other girls have replaced me as Rika-chan, Naoko-chan, Meiling-chan, and Chiharu-chan's close friend. I'm losing everyone." I babbled, quietly.
"I noticed." he answered sincerely.
"Yeah... I know... I'm very easy to replace." I murmured.
"No! You're not easy to replace! Why? Have I replaced you before?" he demanded gently.
"No." I asked uncertainly.
"See. I can never replace you for anybody to become my best friend. You are my one and only best friend," he declared. We talked quietly for a few minutes.
"Well, then. It has been a long day. Why don't we go home?" he gently prodded.
"Yes. I'm very tired. I need to get some rest."
**End of flashback**
We went home that fateful day and I thought that we were going to become best of friends. I look at you whenever I get the chance. I want to know what is going on in your head. What you see behind those thin glasses. I don't know what's in your head. Maybe I never knew because I never got close to you. I think I know Syaoran more than I do with you. I would wish at night that you will wake up and notice that I'm confused and hurt. That I need someone to comfort me. Someone who will listen to me. I'm frustrated with the way things are happening with our group of friends. I know that you are not the sensitive type. I often hang out with Sakura-chan, Syaoran-kun and Yamazaki-kun now that I don't have excuses when we were still close. I was very depressed but neither Yamazaki-kun nor Syaoran-kun noticed. They never saw that I wanted them to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be all right. I was hurt but nobody noticed. All I hope is that you'll notice me. See that I'm hurt and pained and not someone who is very strong. I'm going to pray tonight that you'll talk to me tomorrow. Hope that when we cross each other's path you will smile and greet me with your warm and gentle voice. Hope that you'll realize that I'm in pain... but if not, I hope that Syaoran-kun or Yamazaki-kun or just one of the girls would get through the thick walls I've made around me... Someone who'll get through... but I know that there's only one person who can do such... and we both know that it's you... Eriol Hiiragizawa...
~to be continued~
Author's Note: Hmm... I know... It was very depressing and very boring... I'm going to make the second part as soon as I know what really IS happening in my best friend's head... =) Hope you'll make it... Feel FREE to e-mail me at the following: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com... I'm really sorry for the lame title but nothing came to my mind so I just placed this... =)
Next Chapter: Eriol's thoughts...