Tegan POV:
This venue is hot and stuffy,people really need to cut down on im setting up my equipment,I spot Sara bending over adjusting her pedals.I cant help but stare at her beautiful,perfectly shaped bum.I Know what your thinking, why am I checking out my sister ? I used to ask myself the same question all the time, and Im not afaid to admit it, I Tegan Quin, am in love with my Identical twin sister Sara. I dont know when I actually fell in love with her, but I do know that it started when I was about 15 .When sara told me she way gay,I began to question my own Sexuality. Then she started dating girls from our school,one girl in particular who was named was beautiful, she had long blonde hair,piercing Hazel eyes,and a really beautiful figure, she doesnt compare to Sara though. Sara always invited her over to the house. I would sit and watch them make out in the back yard, when my mom wasn't was then that I felt the rush of jealousy in my bones. I wanted to be Christina, I wanted to feel Saras lips on mine.
Sara POV:
God its fucking hot in here! And me setting up this equipment just isnt im adjusting my pedals,i notice Tegan looking at me ,with her mouth slightly hanging open,sweat dripping down her forhead and neck.
Is she checking me ou- . . .No Sara she's your sister remember?!
I stand up and walk to her,she straightens up acting as if nothing happened.
''Hey Tee, need some help?''
"What? . . . Oh no Im Ohkay.''
''Oh hey were all gonna go get some lunch before we play tonight wanna come?''
Please say yes
"Uhh well I was kinda hoping to go back on the bus and sleep for a bit?"
I drop my head,I wanted her to go.
"Oh Ohkay. . ."
I think Tegan picked up on my mood ,and quickly flashed a gummy smile.
"Whats for Lunch?"
Later Than Night
I rush off the stage, pushing Tegan a little to the show I couldnt help but stare at her ,the way her New haircut frames her beautiful face ,and the way her neck stretches when she sings with such was the definition of beautiful. I Kno im not supposed to be thinking about my sister that way but, cant help it. Im In love with my sister.I realize this situations fucked up but the heart wants what it wants.
As we walk to the tour bus thats taking us to our hotel,Tegan grabs me by my arm and puts her head on my shoulder. I cant help but feel a jolt in my core,Even the slightest touch from her gets me going.
Tegan POV:
"Sorry Sasa, Im just really cold" I Lie.
"It Ohkay,hopefully the hotels warmer."
We get on the bus and head for the hotel that we'll be staying at for 10 get to the hotel room,after finally relocating our luggage the bell boy misplaced.
"Single bed,Where am I gonna sleep?" Sara says a little overreacting.
"Sar we always share beds,what the problem this time?"
Im not gonna lie I get nervous everytime we sleep in a single bed,but I have to act normal right?
"Ughh nothing . . . Fuck "
She drops her suitcase and rushes to the bathroom slamming the door.
Did I say something wrong?
Sara POV:
Im on the edge of confessing my love for Tegan, but what if she thinks im disgusting? I cant share a bed with her anymore, I get to tempted to caress her beautiful body, its driving me insane! Im snapped out of thinking when Tegan starts pounding on the door.
"SAR . . . Let me in,Tell me whats wrong!"
I think about not opening the door, but i need this weight off my shoulders. I slowly walk to the door and unlock it. She walks towards me like im a dangerous animal ready to leap if she gets one step just mere inches away from my face now.I look into her eyes,and I cant help but break wraps her arms around my waist,and i snuggle my face into her neck,Taking in her scent of coconut bodywash.
"Tee,I have to tell you something. . .''
Im gonna regret this . . .
"Please explain whats going on Sar"
I take her hand and lead her to the bed, that stupid bed that caused all of this mess in the first place.
"Sara what is it,you can tell me"
My mouths dry,My palms are sweating,When did it get so hot in here?
"Tegan . . . Please dont be disgusted about this and runaway,please?" I plead.
"SAR" She says with a worried look on her face.
"What would you do. . . if . . . If i told you i was . . . If I told you i was in love with you?"
I put my head down,Feeling sick to my stomach already.
"Are You Sar?"
I can imagine whats going on in her head,shes planning on forgetting me and going solo,when people ask about me she'd say whos that?
"Tee ,Im sorry It just happened Im sorr-"
Im cut off by Tegans hand cupping my mouth.
"Are you in love with me Sara?"
She looks kinda happy. Why? Shouldnt she be disgusted, never wanting to look or touch me again?
"Yea I am"
Your so stupid Sara!
"Well I have a confession for you,Im in love with you too "
My ears perk up and my heart starts palpitating at a hundred miles per second.
Did she just say that?
"What?"
"I always have been,But I thought you would shun me out of your life forever and hate me"
"Are you just fucking with me?" I ask in disbelief.
She quickly attaches her lips to mine, and im instantly in pure slides her tongue across my bottom lip, asking for entrance.I quickly accept ,her tongue feels soft making a light moan escape from my mouth. I smile,when i feel her smiling in the lays me down on the bed gently ,she captures my lips in a quick kiss and trails her tongue to my ear.
"Does this feel like im fucking with you Sasa?" She says with the most sexiest hushed voice.
Tegan POV:
"Does this feel like im fucking with you Sasa?"
I say in her ear, I feel her body tremble,and her throat vibrate with hushed moans.
Oh god shes making me so wet
I sit us up and straddle her waist , I unbotton her shirt, she takes off mine. I cant help but stare at her beautiful breast, I dont hesitate and take one in my mouth and swirl my tongue around ,finally I stop teasing and bite her nipple,Earning a loud moan from Sara.
"Ughh God Tee!"
"You're beautiful,Sara"
I stop, she wimpers, I continue and kiss down her stomach.I move between her legs ,I began to unzip her pants-
"Knock Knock? Are you guys in there?"I here Ted yell out.
I groan in frustration.
Perfect timing huh Ted!
"Ughh what Ted,Im kinda busy at the moment?"
I smirk at Sara and resume unzipping Saras pants .She has her back arched, and her delicate hands are working her beautiful breasts.
"Baby something happened to the bus!"
Whats the fuck,is that Lindsey?
I jump up off sara, quickly finding our we look presentable,and dont have that "We were just about to fuck" look plastered on our face, I open the door to a out of breath Ted, and a hyper Lindsey.
"Lindsey what are you doing here?"
I try to sound like im not shocked and mad.
"Oh well I came to suprise you,I was walking to your room when I seen Ted running telling me something happened to the bus"
"What happened with the bus Ted?'' Sara finally speaks.
Holy shit I forgot Sara was here.
"Oh The Driver was driving back to the lot and a truck hit the front of the bus,The drivers ohkay,but now we have no bus?"
Sara POV:
"Well Im gonna call our manager in the morning and see if I can get us another bus." I say.
"Ohkay well just call my cell if you need me kay?"
"Alright Ted Thanks"
He says bye to Tegan, Lindsey and I, telling Lindsey it was great seeing her ,and walks back to his room.
"Hey Sara!" Im greeted with a happy Lindsey.
Ha if only she knew I was about to go down on her girlfriend,she wouldnt be happy.
I look at Tegan and back to Lindsey.
"Hey Linds"
"Can I Come In?"
Tegan looks at me and i already kno that look,That what the fuck do we do just act natural, look.
"Sure" I say.
"Well Tee thank god I got a room here at this hotel ,so now Sara can have her own room!"
Lindsey says looking at us then our queen sized bed.
Bitch we weren't gonna be sleeping, so queen sized is fine
Tegan looks worried,mad and annoyed all together.
"Linds you kno where only in town for 10 days right?"Tegan says sounding a bit frustrated.
"I know thats not enought time, but we'll make the best of it" Lindsey says,not noticing that Tegans slightly annoyed with her pressance,and probably mad that she just interupted us.
"Come on get your stuff,my rooms on the next floor"
I look at Tegan like what the fuck,arent you gonna say something? But she stays quiet. I didnt expect her to tell Lindsey flat out that she wanted to fuck me tonigh,i just wanted her to at least say that she wanted some "Sister time" but no she just stood fucking quiet.
"Is that ohkay Sara ,or are you gonna get all lonely here by yourself, Cause i miss my little Teegs"
Lindsey flashes Tegan a wink and I cant help but slightly vomit in my mouth,the thought of Tegan going down on Lindsey or vice versa always made me sick.
"Uhh Ill be fine" I say looking at Tegan. She puts her head down and walks to grab her Suitcase and her Handbag.
"Bye Sara " Lindsey says.
Bitch
"Bye Sar?"Tegan says with an Im sorry look.
I close the door not saying anything to her. I walk back to the bed, and remove my clothes. I replace them with an oversized V-neck and a pair of boyshorts.I crawl into what now seems like, the most small and empty bed. I Stare up ,finding pictures in the rough ceiling, till I drift off into a place where my dreams overcome my fucked up reality.