My Love
Abby POV:
"I can't stop now." I muttered out loud. Even though there was no one in her bedroom with her Abigail Cameron looked like that person who wants to say something but holds back so they don't revel too much. But that was also the problem she was alone on this matter, and that's the way that she had planed for it to be so nothing could go wrong.
"It was impossible the second that I felt her move." I muttered into the empty room.
Even though the argument going on in her head was not something new because it wasn't, she had been haven't the same argument in her head for months now. Four months turning into five months as of this Thursday to be exact, the very Thursday four months ago Abby found out she was three months pregnant when she got back from a mission.
She is going to be mine She thought. And that was enough soothed me for months.
It kept my panic at bay until my doctor started to talk about giving birth and began to ask if I was finished preparing to bring the baby home after I gave birth.
What would happen if something went wrong? What if someone found out and tried to hurt her? What would happen if HE found out? Would both of them hate me?
What about Rachael and Cammie? What about Matt?
Thoughts raced through my head making me feel dizzy and causing panic to set in. I shouldn't be having her I thought. And almost like she could hear me I felt a kick on left my side. It was so strong that it distracted my panicked mind enough to come to my scenes.
As I looked down I saw it the tiny bulge moving under the skin of my stomach. My pulse picked up and my breath got caught in my throat. I rushed in front of the mirror and lifted up my night shirt just in time to see it. The frown that I had been sporting for a couple of weeks began to disappear as a smile slowly began to appear on my face.
"That's why your have her" I whispered to myself. A tiny hand was slowly making its way across my belly. The hand went from right to left and then back to right before disappearing.
Placing her hand on her stomach Abby walked out of her bedroom to go to the kitchen and eat something before she fainted from lack of sugar. Just as she was about to take her hand off her stomach she felt it, the tiny hand made another appearance as Abby was about to walk through the door. It caused her it freeze and pause in the door way of her bedroom.
She pushed my hand Ithought, asI stared at my right hand as if it was the weirdest thing I have ever seen.
Day dreams immediately began of a dark haired little girl holding my hand, as we walk through a sunny park, with the wind blowing leaves on the walk way showing early signs of autumn coming. The very same little girl sliding down a big yellow twisting slide screeching with laughter on the way down with a look of excitement and thrill on her face. A smile beamed across my face and a small laugh escaped my mouth as I continued my dazed walked to the kitchen with many more day dreams flowing through my head.
A kick to my left side woke me up from my day dreams. "I can't wait to see you either little one" I cooed to my belly when I finally made it down the hall and into the living room.
"Talking to your self is the first sign of mental problems. You know?" A voice stated from across the brightly lit room. The sun shining through the big bay window parallel to Abby illuminating a blond haired woman who was sipping coffee with a teasing smirk on her lips.