HiHi!! Umm.. ya this is my 2nd fanfic. I wanted to do loveless cuz I absolutely LOVE this series. Rit-chan is so cute!! ) ok well plz review! ----- If you have any suggestions its open. (but you wont really be able to tell.. i will twist it in my own way!! D)

Loveless Chapter one: What Am I To You?

I sit steadily at the table, eating my food carefully as I feel mothers stare pierce through me. I wait.

'' Ritsuka, How is it?'' She asks, right on schedule.

I give a childish smile as I nod, chewing my food. '' Its great, mother!!'' I try to sound enthusiastic.

She smiles.

I smile, weakly.

How does she see me? I wonder. Does she know how old I am? Does she know I am 14? Or does she still see me as a young child?

I gently set my hands against each other and bowed my head, '' Thanks for the food!''

Her eyes soften as she watches me gather my dishes and make my way to the sink. I feel the dishes against the grey steel. My hands slip from the dishes, letting them go and sliding into my sweater pockets. I face her. '' I am going to do my homework, Mother.'' I say cheerfully, walking torward my room.

I open the door silently and step into my room, facing the door as I shut it. I sigh.

'' Has she done anything to you, Ritsuka?'' A low voice penetrates the silence.

I turn around to look. The window is open and the curtains look like they are breathing. Beside the window, a tall man stands smiling, his hair flowing freely.

I want to see him.

He smiles gently as he walks torwards me. He stops infront of me and looks down. His large hand strokes my cheek as he lifts my face with his other. His hair hung lightly passes my face, avoiding my skin just barely.

His smell overwhelms me. I can feel my face become warm just from the way he stands. Moves. Smells. Or even Touches. Touches me.

I cant control myself as much around him. I feel weak. I want him to be mine. Only mine. He cant? why? Why cant he be only mine? He is Seimei's. I'm only borrowing him.

His cold hands slightly touch my back but my legs weaken. I can feel his breath against my face. Am I breathing? I can't tell.'' Soubi..'' I barely whisper. Am I in some sort of trance?

'' Yes, Ritsuka?'

'' I like how he says my name, as if there are only us in this world.

'' I..''

I can't say anything. His face inches closer slowly. I close my eyes. My lips become warmer against his. His kiss is so soft and gentle. Not like before. After a few seconds he ends the moment and I open my eyes. '' I love you, Ritsuka.'' He whispers in my ear, sending small chills down my back.

I stare into his eyes and along the outlines of his face, '' Do you really mean it Soubi? Or is it because Seimei told you to say it?''

Does he still have control over Soubi after these 4 years?

I want to know. What am I to him? What is he to me? Is he only my fighter? someone to help me catch my brother? and what about him? Am I only with him because of Seimei? But what about when he kisses me, is that fake too?

There is silence for a moment, letting his eyes rise, '' Ritsuka..?'' His face softens again. He closes his eyes and holds me tighter, again saying, '' I love you, Ritsuka.''

Why am I so attached to this man I wonder? is it because no one ever tells me they love me like Seimei did?

My heart sinks but my expression remains the same. I knew all along what the answer is.

I just..Knew all along...

I know it's not that long. but this is a preview/beginning type thing for the story to describe the detail and stuff.. the next chapter will be longer and hopefully better )
Please review!! or I'll forget to update like my last story-- Which I'm probly gonna continue BTW---- thank you!