New York Heartbreak

*I do not own Glee or any of the characters in this story. They all belong to the producers of glee.

"Blaine, how could you do this to me?" Kurt stared at him with shock on his face and tears in his eyes. "I thought I knew you but after this I feel like I don't know you at all." He walked quickly away from Blaine to keep him from seeing the tears bubbling out onto his cheeks. The incessant flow of waterworks was keeping him from seeing clearly and he walked straight into a bench. Kurt felt the bench hit his legs and he sat down and hung his head in his hands. Blaine followed him to the bench and sat at the other end.

"Kurt I didn't mean to do it! I'm so sorry. It's just that whenever I would talk to you, you wouldn't listen and you were so preoccupied with yourself that it felt like I wasn't a priority to you."

"So that's how you justify cheating?" screamed Kurt suddenly, turning on Blaine with hatred written on his face. His emotions were very unstable and he kept fluctuating between extreme sadness and extreme anger. Kurt crumpled into his hands again and hid his blotchy face from Blaine.

"I'm not trying to defend myself. I just want you to understand what I was going through," Blaine told Kurt.

"Why didn't you tell me before you cheated then?" Kurt whispered.

"You didn't have time for me remember?" Blaine said, his voice rising in a hysterical sadness. "You were always answering calls for your new important job and you didn't have time for me when you got home because you were always too tired. I felt so neglected and tossed aside by you. I'm so sorry for what I did Kurt, but you weren't there for me when I needed you. I just needed to talk, to be reassured that you love me and you couldn't give me two minutes!"

By now the tears were streaming down Blaine's face too. He moved closer to Kurt on the bench and tried gingerly to take his hands from his face. Kurt wouldn't have it. He rose hastily from the bench and walked quickly away again. Kurt was going back to his apartment and all Blaine could do was follow him back. When they got back, Finn and Rachel had already settled awkwardly into one of the beds. Kurt crawled onto one side of his bed. He promptly rolled onto his side so that he was facing the wall. He felt Blaine get into the bed beside him and shudder with silent sobs. Inside Kurt was feeling conflicted: he hated knowing that Blaine was crying and that he could do something about it. But he also felt betrayed and with that came the desire to make Blaine suffer. Kurt wanted Blaine to cry until his eyes dissolved in his tears and then maybe he would understand half of what Kurt was feeling. He felt hatred for waiting for Blaine and having Blaine, his best friend and boyfriend, cheat on him.

The night was long for both Kurt and Blaine. Both were crying their own puddle of tears as quietly as they could. Kurt kept repeating Blaine cheated on me until he fell into a restless sleep. His dreams were plagued with images of Blaine plunging a knife into his heart as Blaine smiled and climbed on another man unashamedly. Kurt awoke at 5:43 a.m., getting up to escape his dreams but finding reality no better. He decided to wait for Blaine to get up so they could talk. He didn't have to wait for long.

When Blaine came out half an hour later, he looked like death warmed up. His eyes were bloodshot and swollen, his skin had an eerie paleness, and his hair was a mess of chaotic curls. Blaine looked up at Kurt with apprehension, walked very slowly toward him and sat on a chair. "Kurt…" Blaine whispered but Kurt cut him off.

"What you did was completely unacceptable and a complete betrayal of my trust," Kurt began. He had planned out all he wanted to say and now he was going to nail Blaine to the wall with his words. "I trusted you to be faithful. I thought all the good times we had together meant there was something special between us but I guess I was wrong. And all the times you said you would never hurt me, that you would never cheat, and that you would love only me forever were just words that didn't hold any value. I should have known you were too good to be true and that you would fail me worse than anyone ever has. I should have known it would never last, that you wouldn't last. I'll never be that naïve again and next time I'll be so much more careful whom I put my trust in."

"Kurt I meant all of those words! And I still love you more than anyone in the world!" Blaine pleaded. "Please Kurt, I screwed up. I know that! And I'm so sorry! This is the worst I've ever felt in my life. I want to take it all back because it wasn't worth hurting you!" Blaine was crying again because he was so desperate for Kurt to forgive him. Kurt had started to tear up as well but the anger was all too clear in his eyes. "Kurt please give me another chance!"

"I don't think so Blaine. Even if I did give you another chance, I would always be angry at you for cheating and worried you would do it again whenever you felt an urge. You've lost my trust and you'll never get it back."

"Kurt please don't say that!" Blaine cried with tears streaming down his cheeks. He had gotten out of his chair and was literally begging at Kurt's feet for another chance. "I forgave you when you cheated! Why can't you forgive me?"

"I didn't hook up with another man!" Kurt yelled. "You shared your body with someone else, I only shared texts. I know it wasn't right but what you did is on a completely different level! Don't you dare compare them!"

"I'm so sorry, Kurt! Please let me make this right! Let me make it up to you somehow!" Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes and what he found there did not reassure him. Although Kurt was freely crying, he found a coldness to his eyes and he had a feeling none of his words were going through to Kurt.

"Blaine, we're over," Kurt stated with tears covering his cheeks.

"No, Kurt, we can work this out! Think of all the times we worked it out before! Please, this will only take a little more time, but can't you see I'm willing to fight for our relationship? Can't you see how sorry I am? I love you Kurt!" Blaine said as a last ditch effort to save his relationship.

Kurt hesitated but then spoke again. "Blaine, I'm so sorry, but I can't do this anymore. I'm done." And with that Kurt got up and walked away, leaving Blaine sobbing loudly on the floor.

This is my first Glee fan fiction so please be very honest WHEN you review it hehe! Ok IF you want to review! Thanks guys XD