What is this pain that lives inside me?
This horrible pain that no one can see.
I feel sad, yet full of rage,
Feeling like, I m trapped in a cage.
This pain won t go, it won t leave,
Leaving me in pain, almost making me heave.
Anger, sadness, fear, and regret,
All that inside me, pain is what I get.
Screams, yells, punches, and a kick,
I wish to do these when I tick.
I wish to speak my mind yet I can t,
I wish to yell until I pant.
My mind goes through a lot although no one can see,
They think I m fine, yet I m in misery.
Orders, hits, yell, pain,
All these I hear and feel, being left in the rain.
Death, torture, killing, stuck.
I feel all this, I don t do a thing like a sitting duck.
All this and I feel like I m being slain,
No one helps, anger and sadness is what I gain.
These feelings inside me, making me want to commit suicide,
All these feelings inside me, hoping I would have died.
I m in pain horrible pain,
Can t escape, my life in vain.
Inside me, I feel much pain and sorrow,
I only feel very hollow.
What made me this, I am not sure,
Yet I know, this pain does not have a cure.
Slowly dying is what s happening day by day,
Feeling rage, sorrow, and pain, that s my life s way.