Title: Kinjita Koisuru: Forbidden Love
By: Animeboy45
Half of this fanfiction is based on a true story
For My Kinjita Koisuru CODENAME: LAKE A WATER RAINING ENDURANCE NEVER COMING EVER
Translations: Kinjita Koisuru means "Forbidden love"
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart….
Mariah Carey- We belong Together
Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura, only this fanfiction
Note: something's may be different, very different, like Yuki is taller than Toya. Well I'm trying to make it true to its story!
Kinjita Koisuru: Forbidden Love
More Than Just cute
Chapter 1
5/27/05
It was 4:30 and I; 12-year-old Yuki was waiting for my friend's mother to pick us up so we could go to the movies. I went to my best friend's house to introduce Yumi to Meiko. "Oh hey Yuki!" Meiko's sister said greeting me. "Is Meiko there?" I asked. "Oh no, she went to a ceremony. "Oh, well I wanted to introduce my friend, Yumi to you." I said silently telling her to say hello. "Oh, uh, hi." She said hesitantly. "Hi there." Rumi said back. "Hey Yuki, tomorrow is my birthday party at 12 or "1ish"." Rumi said. "Okay, I'll be there, happy birthday by the way, bye!" I said.
After we watched Star Wars I was admiring how cute Anakin Skywalker was. "He is so cute, did you see his abs, ugh, he is hecka fine!" Yumi yelled. "I know!" I agreed. I had totally forgot about the party the next day.
5/28/05
"Yuki, get the groceries!" My mother said annoyingly. "Ugh, why can't you get it yourself!" I thought in my head. As I was carrying groceries I saw children that weren't usually at Meiko's house there. "Hmm, oh yeah, mom today is Rumi's party, can we go?" I asked her dropping groceries on the floor. "Ok, at least I don't have to make you lunch." My mom said happily. After I took a shower I went to Rumi's party, not to many people were there.
I saw Meiko upstairs chatting with friends on AIM and said hello. "Hi Meiko!" "Oh hey Yuki." She greeted back. After about 5 minutes our best friend and Meiko's classmate, Nai (pronounced Ni with a long i.). "Hey Nai!" We both said and went downstairs to hug her. "Wow Yuki your hecka tall." Nai complemented. "Should I take that as a complement?" I joked.
After we went back upstairs to watch "Gokusen Live Action" (An anime in Japan turned into a show with real people.) after Nai had had been complaining to watch it. Before we started watching it someone rung the bell and Toya Kinomoto, Meiko's cousin came in. "Hey, its Toya!" Meiko yelled running down stairs to hug him. "Oh, its Toya, he's so cute…" I thought gazing at him. As I stared and stared I remembered Kim, his girlfriend, and that he was 17. "Oh yeah, he's straight, damn." I thought disappointedly. "Um Yuki, hello, earth to Yuki!" Nai said waving her hand in front of my eyes. "Huh, wha, what?" I asked suddenly awakening from my gazing status.
Toya came up with Meiko and I became very shy. "Ok, let's start watching Gokusen!" Nai said popping in the cd into the computer. Once it started Toya was behind me and I had a faint blush on my cheeks. I could feel his fragrant aroma around me and I couldn't concentrate on the subtitles. He shared a seat with Michelle later. After Michelle went downstairs because her mom wanted her to sing karaoke Toya offered me to sit with him. "Hey, want to sit, its fine." Toya suggested. "Oh, uh, no, its okay." I said hesitantly trying not to blush. My sister, who was watching on the floor purposely coughed to get me intention. She was one of the few who knew about my sexuality. I told her with my facial expressions to shut up.
As we were watching Gokusen I started to notice some things. The story was about a schoolteacher who was an heiress to a gang called Yazuka. She had a crush on a policeman and new she couldn't go out with him. She kept saying Forbidden Love. It was a little like Toya and I. "He's straight and way older than me, I'm 12 and gay."
I felt something circling my back. I thought it was Toya but it could've been Meiko or Nai teasing me. Once it stopped it felt like a warm soothing circle on my back. But it stopped after 5 minutes. I must have been exaggerating. Later we got tired of watching and Nai, Meiko and I started playing taboo. "Ok, this is my favorite show I used to talk about." Meiko said giving us a clue. "Um, that girl who played Daphne," I said trying to remember it. "Oh Buffy the Vampire Slayer!" I finally said. "Right!" "Hey, that's not fair, you've been best friends since forever!" Nai complained. Then Michelle started to fall asleep and told Toya to do it.
As we were playing I kept staring at his cute little stubble and Adam's apple. How I wanted to lick it so much. "Come here you!" I said in a daydream pulling his shirt and licking his neck." "Yuki, Yuki, gimme a point!" Nai said shaking me. "Oh, right!" I said giving her a tally. Later, when we were downstairs I passed Toya trying not to look but I failed. I noticed I was taller by 2 1/2 inches taller than him. "Oh no, no way!" I thought in my head. Later we started to watch Gokusen and I found out that forbidden love could be broken. She finally got the policeman's number. I was inspired to try to mess up Toya's girlfriend. But then I thought that I couldn't find happiness by making the one you love sad. Then I thought that He and Kim could've broken up! I became happier, but I wasn't sure if it was true.
It got later and later so Nai and I decided to watch Meiko sing, again. Toya was sitting on the recliner and I started to stare, but awkwardly, no one noticed. He then went upstairs to get his phone so I sat in the chair being so happy I'm touching something he touched. I'm crazy aren't I? Toya came back down and I offered his seat back to him. But he said he was just going to sit on a different chair. Then it came to my mind that I didn't like him just because he was super cute, it was because, he was sweet, and cute, and funny. He's funny because he did something really stupid with a chair, but it was very painful.
When Meiko's sister was singing "I Will Survive" Toya sat on the hand rest of the recliner. I started to blush again and I could feel his breathe on me. After a minute of me being silent Toya said, "Hey kiddo, how's it going?" "Oh, nothing, you?" I said. He didn't answer maybe he didn't here. I then thought of what he called me, "kiddo". So that's what he thinks of me, he thinks I'm a kid. I then started to get gloomy and someone offered Toya to sing, he sang "Overjoyed". I never knew he could sing he was really good. Then the doorbell rang and I really wished it wasn't my mother to come pick us up. But I guess God didn't fulfill it, it was MOTHER. I tried to hide my face with cd cases. But I knew it wouldn't work. "C'mon guys, we have to go home." She said in a cheery voice. How I hated that annoying voice she uses, it makes me want to cut her throat.
After 10 minutes we went home, I said bye to Nai, who left me downstairs, Meiko, Toya's brother (I know he doesn't have a brother… --"), Rumi, Yumi and last but not least Toya. All he said was, "Bye." At least say, "By Yuki, or "Hey, your leaving already?" Well, when I went home I felt so depressed apart from him. I decided to look for his "myspace". But I didn't find it, or Kim's (Toya's girlfriend just to remind you) either. When I went to bed I was hoping to have a nice dream about him, I was really jealous of Kim, "She's a lucky girl," I thought.
5/30/05
I woke up today happy, before even opening my eyes I was already thinking of him. Today I decided to look for Lawrence's myspace again. I looked for hours and hours, finally I had found it. I looked at him for hours, I also found out that Kim was still in his life, I had grown to hate her even though I had never met her. When I went out to start jogging with my sister. Before we started I saw Toya leave Meiko's house with HER. It was Kim, she was holding hands with him and they kissed like 2 times. I was furious. "Ooooh, are you jealous Yuki?" My sister teased. "N-no, I am not jealous!" I yelled at her. Toya heard me and said hey. "Hey Yuki!" He yelled and I turned my head around. He actually said hi. "Hey Toya!" He was so cute when he waved and said bye.
When Toya got in his car Kim said, "Who was that babe?" "Oh, you mean Yuki, he's Michelle's friend." Toya answered. "Wow, he seems nice, I think he likes you Toya." Kim said watching my sister and I start jogging. "What, no way, I'm not gay, even if I was I wouldn't be with him, he's way to young." Toya said lightly punching her on the shoulder. "Whatever you say babe, let's go." Kim said kissing his cheek.
3 weeks later….
It had been 3 weeks since I last saw my forbidden love, Toya. I had written in 2 notebooks saying, "I love Toya", or Mr. Kinomoto. Today would be Meiko's 13th birthday party and I couldn't wait to see Toya their. "Yuki, were going now!" My sister, Athena yelled closing the front door. "Ok Yuki, don't blush, don't blush, and don't fall apart when you see him, okay, let's do this, 1, 2 Fight Oh!" I said to myself. For the past 3 weeks I have been drawing pictures of Kim trapped in black ropes, arrows through her head, and recently I have created K.K.C, Kill Kim Club. So far all my classmates have joins and I have shown pictures of her to them. Some said she was pretty, but the club wasn't really serious about hating Kim.
When I got to the party there was already a bunch of people there. They had those jumping things with a giant slide where everyone hanged out. I didn't see Toya or his brother. It was about 5 and the party had started at 1, I was in the jumper with Meiko, Nai and some other people. When we were playing truth or dare Toya and Kim came out of a mini van. Oh no, why is SHE here? I thought. Toya and Kim came to the jumper and Meiko hugged them both. Toya had grown a bit taller but was cuter than ever. I was wondering if they remembered me. Toya noticed me, and he said hi. "Oh, hi." I said in a depressed tone. "Yuki, what's wrong, are you sad?" Nai asked. "Nai, stop teasing me, I'm fine!" I yelled playfully sticking my tongue out. "Uh, you little poopie!" She yelled pushing me. "Don't play wit me girlfriend!" I said pushing her playfully.
When it was 7:30 everyone was inside singing the karaoke, I was just watching as usual. I have watched Kim and Toya kiss like a trillion times! Every time I saw them kiss I got more and more jealous. She does not deserve him she's to ugly! After the party I was about to scream and peel Kim's face off. She started conversations with me four times trying to know better. She's from the CIA I know it. "So Yuki, have a girlfriend?" She asked. "Um, that's personal." I said getting bored. "Are you gay?" She asked. "Excuse me, that's offensive." I said "What, it's okay to be gay, you just need to know how to run fast so bullies won't beat you." Kim said standing up and turning.
I was now super mad, excuse me, are yo assuming I'm gay?" I asked pulling her shoulder. "Don't touch me queer!" She yelled pushing me. Now it was on, I held my water up and threw it on her back. "Aaaah, you bitch!" She yelled pulling my hair and kicking my stomach. "Oh my god, look at them!" Meiko yelled. I threw her off me and she crashed into a table. "Oh you!" She yelled punching my face. After the punch I wiped the blood off my lip and punched her on the jaw. Two guys came and pulled us away from each other, we were both kicking and yelling. After all the commotion was gone everyone got around us. They made us both sit on chairs face to face.
"Ok Yuki and Kim," Meiko said sitting in a chair between us. "Yuki, you know guys don't hit girls." Meiko told me. "What, she's a girl, oops." I said sarcastically. "Oh you shit head!" She yelled jumping on me. "Get off me dirty whore!" I yelled kicking her off me. But the kick didn't get her off Toya got her off me. "Toya let me fight this queer!" Kim yelled kicking. "What happened?" Toya asked furious. "Well, they started fighting because Kim kept calling Yuki a queer." Nai explained. "You don't touch my girl!" Toya yelled at me. Tears started to race down my cheeks and I got up and pushed through the crowd. "Yeah you better run!" Kim yelled. I stopped again and ran back to Kim jumping on her punching her face 10 times. The adults came and broke the fight. "What is going on?" Meiko's dad yelled.
After everything was explained Kim was kicked out of the house and Toya was enraged at me. He looked at me and shook his head and left the house. "Honey, Toya!" Toya's mom yelled. "It's not your fault Yuki." Meiko said hugging me. "I don't need to be treated like a baby, happy b-day Meiko, I'm going home." I said walking away. For then on I had received the worst reputation from Meiko's extended family and friends. Every party I went to at their house they stared and whispered about that big fight. I had a few permanent scratches on my cheek and arm. Toya would never talk to me or even look at me. Some parties he didn't even go to because of me. I felt so guilty.
After 7 months I couldn't take it anymore. I was at one of Meiko's parties and I had gone up onto Meiko's roof. I had tied a rope to the edge of the roof where everyone could see it. I made a little loop and I put it around my head. I started to cry as I slowly walked toward the edge of the roof. "Oh my gosh, look!" Nai yelled. "Yuki, what are you doing?" Meiko yelled. "He's going to kill himself. Someone yelled. I was inches away from falling off the roof and hanging myself. If my heart won't be appreciated, no one will love it, I thought….
END
The hanging part is not true, don't worry, just everything else except for a part of the fight. If I get enough reviews, I'll make chappie 2!
I hoped you like Kinjita Koisuru.