It was like I had seen the sunrise for the first time, I couldnt breathe, move, or talk, all I could do was look at his beauty. Never before had I seen jacob in this way, he was my bestfriend, my jacob and now... well now all i wanted to do was hold him, and tell him how much I loved him, how I couldnt imagine not seeing him again, not hearing his voice everyday, not looking into his black eyes, and how it pained my to be away from him... to think about being away from him
In all the years I had know Jacob never have I had the urge to kiss him, now it was all I wanted to do. I needed to tell him how I felt, that I loved him. Even he would never see me that way, I just had to tell him, me and jake dont keep secrets, and this is not going to be the first thing I didnt tell him. I loved him and he needed to know