First Fanfic I've published! A very short one-shot I wrote when I had some free time during class. Just a lonely Sasuke trying to unraval the mystery that is Naruto Uzumaki. Be kind {Rewind *Smiley Face*} If I have made any mistakes, please let me now. I was never good at spelling. I hope you guys like it :3
Warning: Very Light Shounen-ai
In My Way Again
There are times when I find myself thinking about you. I always try to supress the memories of us, but once they resurface, it's hard to get them out of my head.
I think about your smile, which always annoyed me. The way you always seemed to be so determined in everything you did, never failed to get under my skin either. I never understood you. And how could you be so happy all the time? Even with the kind of childhood you had, with the way everyone looked down on you, growing up alone... How? How could you forgive them so easily? But I hated that about you too. I hated that innocence more than anything... I hated you so much Naruto.
I hated the way you treated me. I hated the way you used to be by my side all the time. I hated the fact that when I tried to leave, there you were, getting in my way again. Just like you always did. I hated you because you wouldn't stop. You would't give up on me, no matter what I had done. I hated you, because when we were together, you made me feel like a good person, and everything bad that had happened to me, the thought of taking revenge on my family's behalf , and the cruel empty feeling of lonliness just seemed to fade. Even if it was only for a moment. And I hate it.
I'm not a good person. I have killed, butchered, slaughtered many innnocent people... And yet... How can you still look at me the way you do? How can you still come running after me, screaming my name for me to come back even after I betrayed you? After I caused you so much pain? I don't understand you. After everything I've done, and after everything I've put you through... Why do you still love me Naruto?