Okay, well I got this idea randomly this morning. I sat there and imagined up the whole thing, so the rest of this is in my mind. As I type this, I'm sort of in the middle of it and I can already tell that this first chapter is not how I imagined it. But I hadn't really though up a beginning, it started out as "Angelina's going out with someone else, and…" well, won't spoil the rest for you. But anyway, I've been reading a lot of fan fic's where she's going out with Oliver and Fred gets jealous, so I figured who else is there besides Oliver? As I thought, random song lyrics came flying out at me, and so you'll find then in these marks lyrics throughout the story, to make that clear so that you don't get confused. Now as I got into what will probably be the 3rd or 4th chapter, I heard in my mind an emotion filled voice, "how could you tear my world apart?!" That's Saliva's song, "Always", and I thought that it described this story perfectly. Henceforth the title. So anyway, I'll shut up now, don't forget to review! PLEASE review! Lol
I just can't live without you
I love you
I hate you
I can't get around you
I breathe you
I taste you
I can't live without you
Thursday, 12 a.m
Common Room
He loved her. He didn't want to.
How could she do this to me? He asked himself for the hundredth time that day. Wood??
He thought she would wait for him. He though she'd known.
After all, it was pretty obvious that he loved her.
He still remembered when he'd first seen her. In first year, he had just been talking to George and Lee on the Hogwarts Express, and she opened the door and asked if any of them had seen a blond with a yellow shirt anywhere (Alicia). He hadn't realized at the moment, not for a good three years.
He did not belong to himself anymore.
From that moment on, he belonged to her.
He started talking to her that night at dinner, after they'd both been sorted into the same house. He'd thought she seemed pretty cool, and over the years they'd become best friends. That crush he'd had on her turned into something more.
Love, of course.
Wednesday, 3.24 p.m.
Random Corridor
Now in his 6th year, he was still trying to gather up the nerve to tell her. He'd been walking up to the common room when he'd heard his voice (Woods).
He knew what was going on before he saw it.
"…look, Angelina, I know this may come as a surprise to you, but… let me think of how to word this." he paused for a moment. "I was wondering if… if you'd maybe go to Hogsmead with me next trip?"
Fred held in scream.
Angelina's POV
Wednesday, 3:25 p.m.
Same random corridor
"Oh, well…" she was shocked.
He started at her hopefully, expectantly.
She wasn't sure. Sure, she liked Oliver, but she'd had her eye on someone else.
(A/N: Guess who)
Fred.
She'd liked him since 3rd year, but she wasn't even sure if he'd noticed.
There was no point in waiting to see if he'd ever ask her out.
Why not give Oliver a chance? After all, Fred wasn't going anywhere.
Fred's POV
Wednesday, 3:25 p.m.
Still the same random corridor
He heard what he'd been dreading.
"Um, sure."
"Great," Oliver smiled. "See you then! Now I have to go work on some quidditch plays for the game next Friday.
He walked off.
Fred just stood there.
Frozen in that moment, time was standing still
I could feel my heart sinking, fragile
-Madina Lake, One Last Kiss
Thursday, 12 a.m.
Back in the Common Room
He paced and paced the room.
He told himself how stupid he'd been for being too slow.
He even hit himself a couple of times.
And come tomorrow, he would have to play it off like he knew nothing, like it didn't hurt. Like he hadn't seen them, like his world hadn't been pulled out from under him.
Like he still had a chance.
He had to act completely oblivious to his shattered heart.
A/N: Okay, so don't forget to let me know what you think! It could be very late tonight, maybe tomorrow, maybe a couple of days until I have the next chapter posted, I'm not really sure. I'm about to start painting my room, and I have a bit of a guitar hero obsession, and I have a few AMV's to make. Anyways, review, review, review! :)