We had an assignment in english to write a soliloquy like Hamlet's "To be or not to be" and I figured I may as well post it.
Kaito's Solioquy
To tell, or not to tell, that is the question.
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The silence, the lies, all the flaws of closed mouth,
Or the damn it all, to bring her to the light,
And face the punishment of my lies. TO hurt, to die,
'twould indeed be kinder than to make her choose.
Myself? Nay, she would indeed go to her father.
For what, to any noble man, would the value of a traitor be over a father be?
No, I shan't make her chose, shan't hurt her as such,
But will watch from afar, keep her in my sights
And remain silent; keep up the mask forever more so as to keep her hope.
She need not know, need not be forced to choose loyalty,
As such, I'll not make her, not hurt her anymore.
Nay, she must be kept well, must be kept safe.
And I, I shall do what's needed.
Whether it be to leave or to stay, I must so the best
For her, the hurt shall be bearable, the pain endured,
And never make her choose, never send that truth to light,
I'll keep her safe and happy, though 'twon't be with me.
Love, love can't be selfish, can't be valued above her.
I'll make silence her comfort and stay as I am.