~ Chain Ring ~

A Hetalia Fan fiction Written by: Sinceredreamer330

Warning: this APH Fanfiction is not suitable for younger audiences, this fiction is for ages 18 and above. If you are below the age PLEASE DISCONTINUE READING.

This fiction contains explicit amount of sexual contents, including BDSM, psychological disorders, homosexuality, use of slang/ indecent/ vulgar/foul words and also verbal and physical abuse that are very much not suited for younger audiences.

Disclaimer: Sinceredreamer330 doesn't own and will never own APH for it solely belonged to Himaruya-sensei alone. This fiction is for entertainment purposes, OOC s can be seen in this fiction so I do humbly apologize before hand.

Pairing: Germany x Italy veneziano

+ Italy's P.O.V +

Chapter one

I have a secret that I can not tell to anyone,

The fact that I have a relationship with a man who will never learn to love and uses me as he see fit. But ironically that is the man whom I am head over heels with, that is why even though this is only a physical relationship we're sharing I don't mind,

I mean he doesn't have to be mine but I can still dream of a very selfish love, can I?"

These were the thoughts that was running through my head as I wash myself with all those mixed sweat and juices in my body, I looked at my wrist marred with red streaks from the cuffs, it doesn't hurt at all, what hurts the most was my behind thanks to the cascading water from the shower it helps lessen the pain, this is what I get from touching him without permission,

As I finished taking a bath I walked through the bedroom and saw him lying in his bed still asleep, I looked at the clock it is 4am, I really wanted to lay next to him, but I am not allowed.

So I fished out my clothes and started dressing after doing so, I slowly pecked him in the cheeks and darted outside to go home.

Every single time I do that, I can't help but tears will spring into my eyes, see I am one fucked-up person too. I got home, brother was still asleep, well it was nearly 5 in the morning, I went to my room and undress and fell in my bed, dead tired, I let the sleepiness over power me as I drifted to sleep.

I woke up, it was very bright outside, when I shifted to my right side to looked at the alarm clock it was 8:30 in the morning.

It was 8:30 in the morning

8:30 ….

"Ve!? The world meeting!"

I jumped up carelessly and ran towards the door.

"brother why didn't you woke me!" I shouted at my brother who was reading news paper by the couch.

"you were so hard to wake! Goddamit!" Romano shouted back.

Without any complain I fixed myself and head to the meeting.

When I reached the meeting.

"Italy your late again! Do you have any good reason why you are always tardy!? Show some responsibility and conduct!" Germany preached.

As usual every meeting Germany would preach, America will cut through showing some weird things or discussing some stuffs that will always bring him in the lime light. Big brother France and England will start bickering at each other. Then Russia will give of a very frightening aura. China will offer some food, that is always so delicious, Japan is always sitting beside me, quietly. But for some reason it is fun to watch Japan's face shift from one expression to another.

The meeting ended, as I was about to leave, Germany suddenly whispered to my ear, his low voice making me shiver.

"I need you tonight, don't keep me waiting"

I looked at him but he disappeared.

"ve~"

I went out of the meeting room and headed down the grocery to buy pasta and brother's tomatoes

While I was shopping, someone suddenly tapped me.

I looked from my right and I saw Prussia, Germany's Brother.

"yo, Italy. How have you been?" asked Prussia. Combing his silver hair. His eyes boring into mine.

" ciao, Prussia. I'm good, I'm buying pasta"

"Oh, I like to have a taste of that! Specially the pasta you made that goes well with beer!" said Prussia.

"ve~ I'll make you again someday!"

Ve, it's so nice to be this cheery sometimes. I wonder if Germany was this kind like Prussia? I think it would be more fun, ve~ I miss those years, where nothing of this are happening yet.

"eh, is something the matter?" asked Prussia.

"ve?! No, there's nothing to worry about." I lied.

"hey, Italy. I better go now, west is waiting for me outside." said Prussia.

"do you want to ride with us?" asked Prussia.

So Germany is with him,

"ve~ ahh no, it's alright I-I need to buy some stuff s ,you go first."

"you sure?"

I nod.

"ok, bye then."

With that Prussia left. I am on my own again. After I bought the things needed for the pasta I went home and started cooking.

"ah, welcome back, stupid little brother" welcomed Romano.

"ve, I'm back"

I head straight to the kitchen and started cooking, I started boiling water for the pasta noodles, next I took out bunch of cherry tomatoes, and started slicing them into quarters. I fished out the olive oil and also some fresh herbs like, thyme, flat-leaf parsleys and some basils, and started chopping them coarsely. When the water was boiling I put the noodles and added some sea-salt and a table spoon of olive oil. While I was cooking brother came into the kitchen,

"hey, bastard what the hell are you cooking for dinner?" asked he,

"ve~"

"hey! Bastard I am speaking to you! You dimwit!" said brother.

"ve, I am cooking garden pasta"

"oh! Not bad, you damn bastard!" then brother left.

After I cooked the pasta and mixed the sauce, brother and I ate in silence. But I can't hide the bliss because of what I cooked, since it is my favorite dish, especially if it is partnered with a cold white wine~ the crispy taste of the wine goes well with the aroma of the fresh cherry tomatoes, thyme, parsleys and basils. After eating, the usual brother will sneak up cleaning the dishes, so I always do the cleaning.

After cleaning, I went up to my room and took a bath, to get ready, I don't know if I am excited or what. I am excited because I will get to see him, but the usual will always do. I wonder what kind of scene he will made me do, tonight.

After taking a bath, I put my clothes on and went down.

"hey, bastard you going out again?! Damn it!" said Romano.

"ve, mmhm, see you"

I closed the front door and headed towards his apartment.

The good thing with this, is that Germany lives separately with his brother, I arrived at his place, at exactly 9pm.

My heart is frantically pounding over my ears. I knocked at his door, just standing at his front door is making my heart beats faster. He opened the door, his blue eyes boring into mine.

He smirked at me.

"I'm glad you didn't come late"

He let me inside and closes the door. Then he turned to me and whisper into my ear again.

"I want you to be ready in the room before I come inside"

His voice so low, I can't help it but it just turns me on, I went inside the room, we never used his room for this things, to be honest I never been inside his bedroom at all.

I started to undress myself and kneel in front of the door. Head lowered for I am not allowed to look into his face, whenever we are in this room. The room as usual cold and there is that scent, a feint scent of coffee?

While I was counting the beats of my heart, Germany came into the room, he locked the door behind him, and went behind me, he produces in his back pocket a black scarf, and carefully tied into my eyes. While whispering in to my ear. " I think you have seen enough, let everything go, and surrender to me."

Why does his voice turns me on, so much? Without my eyes, my other senses became more sensitive.

After he blindfolded me. The next thing he did was to hand cuff me again, this time he used some kind of cloth.

"tonight I shall punish you for being late, a while ago, during the world meeting, I will have to spank you tonight 6 times, using nothing but hand, since you've been good for going here on time this is my reward for you. But before anything else, I want this inside of you right now."

I really don't know what he wants to be inside of me, until he suddenly placed two metal balls inside my mouth.

"suck" he commands his voice soft with a hint of power.

And I did what I was told.

"I need you to suck those balls hard, they needed lubrication after all" said he. Without any warning he suddenly slipped two of his fingers in my behind,

"amfph"

His fingers moving in and out, it makes me hard and wanting. My breath becomes hard.

"you really like this, don't you? Wench"

Then he suddenly put his other fingers inside my mouth and removed the metal balls inside my mouth, fully coated with saliva. He stopped fingering my behind and pushed the balls inside me, "ahhnn~" the sound that escaped into my mouth as he pushed the balls inside me making me full in instant, then he made me stand, I could feel the friction of the balls inside, making me more aroused, then he led me into a hard surface, and made me bend, exposing my behind. I felt more aroused for some reason.

"because you are late a while ago, during the world meeting, I need to punish you. I will spank you six times, and I want you to count with me." said he, his voice low and velvety.

He stroked my behind, and then his palm gone, then he hits me - hard, my eyes opened, it stings so much, but it made the balls inside me move.

"one"

Then he hit me again, it aches, but why do I find it quite alluring? It must be the balls' movement.

"two"

Then again, I can hear Germany's breath became harsher.

"three"

The blows took turns he fondles me, then he'll hit me, then he'll caress and then he'll hit me, my mind is already blank because of the various sensations I am feeling, but the sensation that I can feel the most was the sharp pain he is inflicting in me.

And for lastly the time for the last blow, he hit me so hard.

"ahhn~" a moan escaped through my lips, with all the sensations I am feeling now, I'm nearly at my limit.

"so, you liked being spank, huh. What a lewd body you have, Italy" said Germany between harsh breaths.

"don't worry it is just the beginning, now I am going to fuck you real hard" added he.

I was still bending on the surface, then he suddenly took the blindfold I was wearing earlier. When I opened my eyes, I was surprised to see myself in the mirror in front of me. I don't want to look at myself when I am like this, I felt a little degraded somehow.

"I want you to look at yourself when I fuck you, I want you to see how beautiful you are." said he.

I wanted to ask myself, how can he not know love when even the harshest words can make me feel good inside.

He took me in by surprise, he pushed his hard cock inside me. I felt a new wave of sensation crippling inside me, he started to move, in and then out, in his rhythm my body began to follow his movement my numbness to the mixed sensation of the pain, and arousal I can feel it building up inside me.

Then I looked at the person in front of me, I was frightened, I never knew I'd make such a lewd face. Then, another moan escaped through my lips.

I can no longer hold it back, then he said between breaths.

"you want to come, then beg for me"

Beg. God why is this person so mean.

I can no longer keep up with the building sensation.

"g-ger-ma-ny, p-pl-ea-se l-let me" I begged.

"that's, not good enough" groan Germany.

Tears, springs to my eyes, the sensation is overflowing

"please, let me come" I pleaded.

"good" he smirked

"come for me" said he.

His word was my undoing, all the sensation flowed. Then after me he came next inside of me, the warm wet feeling overflowed inside me.

"good job, Italy." he said as he gasped for air. Then he took of the scarf binding my hands, and then he held my face and claim my mouth with his hot tongue, kissing me hard and hungrily. We just parted when both of us gasped for air.

"go take a bath now" he commanded.

I did what I was told, and went inside the bathroom, I looked at myself in front of the mirror, then suddenly the face flashes back, and made me close my eyes, and tears spring from my eyes once more.

"ve, what are these for?" I asked myself as I was showering.

I don't know why am I crying, I got what I wanted right? I have a relationship with the man I love, but we have different perspective with this relationship. I view it as I wanted it, but it is the exact opposite for him; for him it is only a physical relationship nothing more, nothing less.

I stepped out of the shower and as I was drying myself up, Germany knocked on the door.

"italy, open the door, I'll give you something."

When I opened the door he gave me a bottle of baby oil.

"here, let me rub it in your ass, to help lessen the pain." then he let me hold in front of the sink. There I was again looking at myself at the mirror, the vision is coming back again, making feel sick. After he applied the baby oil on my bottom. He left.

I slipped down from the floor, god can I still keep up with him? Can I still endure this fuck-up relationship we're having?

I got up and put my clothes on, and fixed my hair. When I'm done, I will always found him lying on the bed inside the room, and usually I caught him sleeping. I went towards him. I was about to give him the secret kiss, but then his cold blue eyes stared at me.

"what the hell are you doing?" asked he.

I can not tell him that I was about to kiss him on the forehead like the usual.

"I was about to wake you up, since I'll be leaving now." a lied.

"oh, I see, well then, good bye, and oh please, I know what you are about to do, cause I am awake whenever you kiss me on the forehead. Don't do that EVER again, or else I'll punish you big time. I told you touching me is forbidden. You got that!" said he. Then he turn his back on me, then I quietly left the room.

I was about to dart outside, when I bumped into Prussia along the way.

"yo, Italy" greeted Prussia.

"ve, ciao Prussia"

"are you going home? It is already late. Did you visit west?"

"ve, yep I'll go home since I told brother I'll be home late, and yep I …"

I remembered what he told me.

"hm?"

"ve, ahh! No nothing… I better go! Bye Prussia"

"oi, italy!" shouted Prussia.

But I can no longer hold my tears, for some reason my tears are springing into my eyes. And for some reason there is a stabbing pain deep in my chest. I quickly went home, and got myself a glass of wine.

I remembered Big brother France told me that drinking good wine will help you feel better.

It does help me feel good, but now it is not really working. I looked at the clock it is already 12 midnight. So I thought I should really retire for the night, so I drank the remaining wine from my glass and headed up to my room, when I was about to remove my tie I suddenly looked in front of my mirror, then remembered the face I made while Germany was fucking me. For the first time I felt wrong. I wonder why? What is happening to me, I undress and fell in to my bed. Physically my body is exhausted and aching, but tonight not only my mental and physical stature was exhausted as well. Then suddenly I remember the day before I accept this kind of relationship. He told me before hand that, he will never make me happy, and he sees me only as physical partner, nothing more nothing less.

For the first time again, I cried myself to sleep, because the last time I remember doing that was, when I was still a child. A friend never comes back, even though he promised me.

Before I drifted to sleep only one train of thought comes inside my head.

Is this enough for me? Even though he'll never be able to return these feelings? Is this what I truly wanted? Am I happy?

With that I drifted into slumber, while scalding tears kept rolling down my cheeks.

That night, I prayed that someday he'll change and accept my feelings. I wished he'll look at me.

Chapter one - END

Author's Note:

God I finally finished this Chapter! And I really don't know how did all that happened!

And I am truly happy that I finished it on time. Now I can start with the second chapter of my other fiction, and this is the FIRST time I made this kind of PLOT so OOC's can be seen here and I AM SO SORRY for that…

Special thanks to:

E.L James' Fifty shades of grey - for inspiring me to make this and also for references.

GerIta Doujins - for references.

Bad apple *music box ver.* for giving me some inspirations and for the good background music while typing this.

Germany's 2nd character song entitled "Einsamkeit" - also for giving me some inspirations and also for keeping me awake J

And of course the instrumentals and other anime/j-pop songs on my windows media player play list. - they help me think more and kept me awake.

Reika-chan Castro - for pushing me to do this *laughs* thanks for everything J

Aujanfeb pongo - also for giving me some hints in this fictions since you are MORE knowledgeable about these stuffs than I J

And lastly to the readers I appreciate it so much J

Sinceredreamer330