This is gonna be a story of different chapters about different kinds of songs, supposedly love songs. These are mostly taken from it's music videos, mostly but not all, some ideas were mainly taken from the lyrics and the meaning.
Anyway, other idols will be mentioned, but yes, the main characters are still Adam and Allison (yay!!)...
Hope you guys like it ;)!!!
Love Song Drabble 1
You and Me by Lifehouse
Adam awoke to the sound of thunder from outside the room of his apartment. He sleepily sat up, and found himself alone in his room. Adam checked the time of the clock, it was 09:28 in the morning. He realized that he wasn't supposed to be inside his apartment anymore.
He hurriedly got up from his bed and went straight to the bathroom. Adam took a quick bath, then he changed clothes. After that, he ran to get his car keys and went right out of his apartment door. He flew to the door of his car, not caring that it was raining, and that people were trying to get his attention.
The traffic was pouring that day, and he couldn't get to his destination in time if he would wait for the traffic to finish. He had no other choice but to leave his car in the highway.
Adam got his keys and went out of his car, he ran to the sidewalk. When he arrived in the train station, he was already soaked with rain.
The officer wouldn't let him inside, 'cause he was dripping wet, but Adam begged and pleaded. So the officer let him through.
True Adam didn't know where he's gonna look, but he knew who he was looking for. He was looking for the person who changed his life, showed him what love really is. He didn't know that it was gonna hurt so much when she left.
He was know in the middle of the Grand Central Station, there were a lot of people around him. Thankfully no one was thrilled that Adam Lambert was in the train station.
Adam thought he saw her, so he grabbed the shoulder of the person, but when she turned, it wasn't who he was looking for, so he apologized.
"The train to New York will be departing in less than seven minutes." Adam heard the announcer say that, he knew she was going back to NY.
He hadn't had much time, so he took the stairs. Adam ran as fast as he could, he barely bumped people or walls that he passed.
When Adam reached the train, it already left. He tried to catch the train, but he was too late. He was so frustrated that he sat on the bench, his hands on his head, when he heard someone sobbing.
The voice was familiar that he stood and checked it out. The person had her back on him, he was confident that this time it was her. He gently grabbed the person by her shoulders and said, "Allison?"
Adam was overwhelmed that it was her, it was obvious that she had been crying 'cause her make up was smudged by the tears.
"Adam!" she exclaimed and through her arms around him, he spun her around and gently set her back on her feet.
He kissed her right then and there and whispered, "Please stay."
"I wont go, i'm sorry I got mad at you." she sobbed on his chest.
He hushed her by rubbing her back, "Dont be, I love you and that's all that matters."
She replied by the only way she knew how to, she covered his mouth with hers and kissed him gently.
Crush by David Archuleta
"I'm here for your entertainment..." Adam heard his phone ring, he looked at the screen and saw who it was, he threw his phone on his bed and watched it bounce on top of the covers. He couldn't answer her, not know.
For the first time in his life, he was going crazy. He didn't know which was which, he said he was gay, but why is he somehow having feeling for his one and only little 'spitfire'?
Flashback (Adam's P.O.V.)
The party just ended, I honestly had fun! My friends from Idol got together to throw me a party. I'm honestly tired, I really want to go to bed, but it was my birthday, so I guess i'll just wait for this day to end.
I sat on the grass, facing the night sky, although it was turning to morning, I still peacefully watched the sun rise and paint the sky with shades of purple, orange, pink, and blue. This site was so breathtaking that I tried to close my eyes and fall asleep.
A few minutes had passed, when I suddenly felt someone tap my shoulder. I looked at the person and smiled to see that it was my bestfriend in the whole world.
"Hey, why are you here?" she asked me.
I just smiled at her and patted the other space beside me, gesturing for her to sit with me. I took my hand out to her and allowed her to admire the view with me.
Instead of her sitting beside me, she sat in front of me, somehow sitting on my lap, but I didn't care, this moment was more valuable than it was for she was here with me.
She leaned closer to my chest as I wrapped my arms around her, my face next to hers. I took her hand and rubbed it with mine, smiling against her pale skin.
I couldn't help but kiss the back of her neck, then I whispered softly to her ear, "Thanks for being here with me."
"I couldn't find anyone better to spend this moment with." she said sweetly and held my hand tighter.
We both watched the sky, and it's different kinds of shades. Then I felt her lay her head on my chest, which I just let her.
It was quiet, it was perfect, just the two of us.
"Adam?" I was awakened out of my thoughts by her sudden question.
"Mmm baby girl?" I asked, trying to shut my eyes closed.
"I love you." she honestly told me.
I felt my heart beat faster than it usually does, ofcourse I heard her tell me that she loves me. But it was usually me that told her that infamous phrase.
I looked her straight in the eye and said, "As I love you."
I made her face me, never taking my gaze from hers. I took her hand and kissed it, she smiled and softly rubbed my cheeks with her soft, tender hands. I smiled, and leaned my forehead on hers, inches were the only things separating our faces.
Just going with the flow, I dipped my head and slowly touched her lips with mine. It was a soft yet sweet sensation that surely we both felt, we shared a moment that couldn't be taken from us.
It wasn't our first time to ever kiss each other, I mean, we even kissed in Tampa after doing Slow ride. It was kinda like a brother and sister kiss, but the thing is, she wasn't my sister, Allison's my bestfriend. And every time we kiss, it's like the fire inside me just wants to burst right up.
She broke the kiss, which before we could barely catch our breaths, I gave her one more, just to blend with the sensation.
I kissed her forehead and let her stay with me for awhile, our hands were still intertwined, and our bodies close to one another.
No one really spoke after we kissed, but I could tell she didn't mind. I didn't want to go too far with her, but again, I got carried away, maybe i'll just let this feeling pass, for awhile...
End of Flashback
He had no choice but to go to the studio, although it would hurt him, he just had too.
Adam arrived at the studio, being surrounded by reporters, camera men, paparazzi, and his adoring fans. The bodyguards helped him enter the studio, when he was inside, he saw Kris sitting with Katy, and Allison, she was with Tim, the guitarist, he was her boyfriend.
"Hey dude." Kris told him.
Adam just nodded at Kris, but he was looking at Allison, he never saw her like this. She looked like she hadn't gotten any sleep for a century or something.
She looked upset and mad, at her 'boyfriend'. People said they had gotten back together, Adam didn't really care. He wanted to ask her what was the matter, but the other guy with her was on the way, as usual.
So Adam just sat beside Kris, who was having fun with Katy. He tried to ignore Allison's raising voice at Tim, he wanted to help, he wanted to punch Tim, he knew something was wrong, but he tried to stay calm.
He then heard the guitarist guy walk away from Allison, he looked over at Allison, who looked like she was about to cry.
Adam went to her and hugged her, "Hey, you okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, i'm fine." she told him and made her way to the girls comfort room.
Adam turned to the Allen's, who was looking at him.
"What's wrong with that guy?" Adam began, he couldn't help but say something about Tim.
"Guy who?" Kris asked.
"The guy, was it Tim, Allie's boyfriend." he said, as if wanting to punch the wall.
"What about him?" Katy curiously asked.
"Cant you guys see, he only wants to make Allison cry, that's all he does!" Adam exclaimed.
"Woah! Dude, chill... Maybe they just had an argument." Kris tried to make Adam relax.
"Argument? You call that an argument? The guy left Allison hanging." he said.
"Well, he did do that, what would you do if you were the guy?" Kris asked him, 'cause he still couldn't understand why Adam was kinda overacting over their 'little sister'.
"That Tim guys not thinking, he doesn't understand that he's the luckiest guy in the world! If I was him, I would give my life for her, I wouldn't even dare to make her cry, I'd be the one she needed, I would comfort her in all the ways I can, I would love her and not leave her, that just ain't right." Adam sounded as if he was releasing what he really felt.
"So, you love her?" Kris looked at him.
"I... I do---..." before the tall rocker could answer the reigning Idol king, Allison interrupted.
"Adam, they want us to do Slow Ride." she said quietly.
He nodded and followed her into the recording room.
After Rehearsals
Adam stared at the buildings outside the glass windows from FOX's recording studio. Then Allison came up behind him.
He put an arm around her and asked, "You okay?"
"Yeah, i'm fine 'cause your here." she confessed.
Adam grinned and held her hand with his, then he placed a soft kiss on her forehead.
Tonight by FM Static
The cool air splashed on Adam's leather jacket while he was walking on the park. It was a nice time to explore the park, it was late in the evening, so people were sleeping, it wasn't really the mood for walking but Adam was up for it. He had nothing else to do and decided to do a little something.
While walking, he saw people sitting on the benches, or at least walking together, having a great time. It reminded him of Allison, his Allison.
He remembered the time they played and fooled around. But before they became the best of friends, a time came when they were sitting beside each other going to Hollywood (Hollywood Week), and they started introducing one another, till they found out they had a lot of similarities.
Adam really missed Allison, and it hurts him that she's not here right now, and there was no way of her going back. He felt like sitting in one of the unoccupied benches, just thinking about the very day, the day he found out.
Flashback (Adam's P.O.V (again!!!))
I just arrived from the recording studio, when I suddenly heard my phone ring. Ah, it was Kris, wonder what he wants.
"Hey Kris!" I told him in a very joyful tone.
"Adam! Thank God you picked up." I heard a sigh of relief escape him.
"Ofcourse I'd answer, what's up dude?" I answered, turning on the television.
"Adam, could you come here now?" he asked me, hoping for a yes i suppose.
"Come where, and why, what's wrong?" I asked worriedly, Kris' calm and gentle tone turned into a very serious and upset one, something's not right.
He was silent for awhile, I cant believe that my very lively and happy mood turned to a very worried and scared one, I dont know why i'm suddenly feeling this way, I really think something went wrong, then he suddenly answered, " I'm at Allie's right now, and I'll tell you when you get here." then he hung up.
Before I could ask any further information, Kris hung up on me. Now my heart is beating real fast. Although I just arrived from the studio, and I was honestly exhausted, I got my keys and ran to the door of my hotel room, I ran down the stairs and into my car.
I found the strength to stay awake even though my body didn't want me too, but my heart told me to do what Kris told me. Questions filled my mind, I mean, why is he at Allison's place? The matter was serious, I would do anything for Allison, hopefully nothing real serious happened to her. Oh God, what in the world am I going to do?
I quickly drove to the nearest road to her place, not seeming to care if I was already beating the red light, speeding, and for short, bending the traffic rules.
I increased the level of my speed, trying to hurry, hoping that I wasn't too late. Inside me, there were thorns pricking my heart, I dont know why, but I really wanted to cry, even if I haven't heard what the news was yet.
When I got to her place, I saw an ambulance parked in - front of her house, and it's like the rest of the Idols were there.
I immediately parked my car and hurried to where everyone else was.
"Adam!" Kris yelled at me, tears filling his eyes.
"What's happening?" I asked him, as I saw people running everywhere, crying.
Kris didn't answer me, he just led me to the sight I never wanted to see.
What I saw was something I never dreamed of in my life, I got to my knees before the person lying on the bed (of the ambulance; dont know what it's called).
I couldn't speak, as if my whole world suddenly stopped. I couldn't breath, but I couldn't hold my tears. I got closer to her, kneeling once again.
"Al.. Allison.." I muttered, tears covering my eyes.
She couldn't reply to me, and there was no way she could ever. Her face was covered with blood, and her whole body was limp.
I took her hand and I buried my head on the bed she was lying on. I couldn't scream, I couldn't shout. I didn't know what I was going to do.
Then I felt the other Idols come up to me and said, "She's gone."
I turned to them, my eyes were deep red, and my hands were covered with her blood. "Dont say that, dont you ever say that!" I yelled at them, still crying. "She's not dead!" I continued.
"Adam, she was hit by a car, they said she wouldn't make it." Matt told me, I just looked at him, with eyes full of anger, and sorrow.
"I swear i'm gonna kill whoever did this to her." I yelled, as if I was crazy at some point, but I didn't care, it's Allie were talking about here, it's my Allie.
"Adam..." Kris called my name, but he knew their was nothing left to say.
I looked back at her, my poor Allie bleeding, dying at this very moment. Oh God, she doesn't deserve this, take me instead!
I looked at her, eyes full of pain, and guilt, for not being with her the moment she needed me the most. I was too late, I couldn't bring her back to life, but if their was only a way, I'm willing to give my life instead of hers.
People just looked at me, looked at me talking to the girl whom I loved, and will always love, whatever happens. I whispered to her, even if she cant hear me, "Allie, I know you cant here me, God baby, why was it you,,, I mean, why now?, I imagined a life for us baby girl, I blame myself for this. I'm sorry, i'm so sorry,,, I guess it's too late for me to say this, but I swear, that I love you, and I will love nobody else but you." and after those words, I kissed her forehead and stood up.
Danny and Kris grabbed me by the shoulders as I watch the people carry Allison inside the ambulance, which they'd bring her to the hospital, to prepare for burying her.
I didn't want her to go, I tried to go to her, but Danny and Kris held my arms, I wasn't able to do anything but shout her name, and watch her, slowly, disappear.
I could see that everyone was quiet, I felt pity for her family. I didn't want it to end this way, it's like I wanted to die as well.
They finally let my arms go when the ambulance was nowhere of sight. I placed my hands on my head, falling slowly on my knees, not knowing what to do, where to go.
She was my life, my world, I loved her, more than anyone has ever loved, and now, she's... gone.
"C'mon, her mom wants to talk to you." Kris told me, lending his hand for me to grab.
I followed him to Allison's house, and saw her family members mourning in agony. Kris told me that they had to go, so we bid our farewells. When I entered the room, all eyes were fixed on me, for once in my life, I felt so ashamed, my hands were full of blood, my eyes were red, my hair was destroyed, I looked like hell, but I dont care, 'cause I felt like hell.
Her mom immediately came up to me, and hugged me. "Thank you Adam, for loving our daughter."
I couldn't help but accept their kindness, "I'm sorry." that was all I had to say.
Allison's father let me sit on one of the chairs, handing me a box of tissue. "She loved you, and you meant so much to her." he started.
"She means the world to me." I honestly admitted.
Though I was surrounded by Latin - Americans, so what? They're like family to me, I remember spending parties with her family, I had fun, they're her family, and I loved everyone she loves.
"We're just happy that you loved her too. It was very unexpected, and were sorry for you too Adam, we couldn't imagine the pain you're feeling right now." her mother added.
"I mean, none of this would've happen if I didn't go to the studio. I should've been there with her, I should've protected her, but it's too late. I'm too late, this is all my fault." I told them, as if pouring all my anger in front of her family.
"Adam, we know you're hurt right now, and you feel so guilty, but dont blame yourself, none of this was your fault, or was anyone's, she wouldn't want you too feel so down right now, would she?" her father tried to calm me, but what was I supposed to be, relax and say i feel so happy?, ofcourse not!
I swallowed my throat and spoke, "Yeah, I guess I'll just go home." I said standing up.
"Adam, you could stay in her room for the night, it's raining, and we dont want anything to happen to you too." her mother offered, but I couldn't say yes.
"Thanks, but it would be more painful for me to stay in her room, I guess it would be best for me to go home, and just rethink all this, it's just hard for me to take it in, i'll be careful, dont worry about me." I told them.
They walked me to the front of their house, and I thanked them. "Goodnight," then with one last glance, I went to my car.
"Take care Adam." I heard their voices echo in my ear.
Instead of going back to my apartment, I drove myself to a place no one really goes. I found myself outside of my car, in a park somewhere in that city.
I kicked every rock in my way, I threw the grass and tried to pull it from the ground. I allowed the rain to fall on me, fall on me hard. My eyes were bleeding, my heart was bleeding, I was bleeding.
I stood on my feet and looked at the sky, "Oh God, why do you have to take her?, why her, and why now? She doesn't deserve this, take me instead!" I yelled and screamed as loud as i could.
Minutes after, I was able to put myself together, so i approached my car and just sat on the drivers' - seat. I couldn't start the engine, not that it wasn't working, i just couldn't. I buried my head on the wheel, hearing my car beep... but I had no choice, i had to go home.
I arrived at the hotel safely, but I felt that I was so screwed. I slammed the door and threw my things on the bed, I practically screamed and looked at myself in the mirror.
I really cried my heart out, it just pains me inside to know that she's gone. I couldn't help but stare at her picture which i pinned at the side of the mirror.
I didn't plan on sleeping, i didn't know if i could, i knew sleepless nights would haunt me. I looked at the pictures of us, in the internet, my phone, and even photo albums. I watched her past performances, and even read the comments.
People loved her, and I loved her. Unbelievable as it is, but she's gone. I buried my head on my hands, I cried myself all night long, as I continued to hear the thunder and rain pour even harder every time i cried, i collapsed on my bed.
Funeral Day
I couldn't speak, and I couldn't talk, true I looked great, but I felt terrible, it had been five days since my girl died, and now she was going to buried.
I was sitting beside her family, instead of the other Idols.
Then I heard the priest call my name, I stood up and went in front.
Instead of her family giving the farewell message, they asked me, and I was honored to do it, it's the least I could do for them, for her.
I didn't bother writing what I was gonna say, i wanted the words to come out on the very day I was going to deliver it.
I took the microphone and began, "We all know why we're here, we're here to witness and bid our farewell to the one and only Allison Iraheta. She was loved by everyone, she was an amazing person, perhaps too amazing that when the world found out about the incident, we all mourned with sorrow. Personally, Allison was more than a friend to me, and it was hard for me to let go, I never really knew the feeling of losing someone you loved so much, until now. I remember before all this happened, we were both in the park, playing around." I paused, holding back the tears.
"Then I asked her something, I knew that this was the hardest question i was ever gonna ask someone... I asked her.. to marry me, and she said yes. I imagined a future for us, I was ready to spend my life with her, but i guess... i guess... i was wrong." I got more saddened by the thought I had, tears now strolling down my pale face.
"Usually, when you lose someone, you blame yourself, for not being their with them when they needed you, and I honestly did the same thing. People say we have to move on with our lives once we encounter things like this, but it doesn't mean we have to forget. In fact, we have to remember the moments we spent with them. That's why it's true enough, we should spend all the time we've got with the people we love the most, 'cause you'll regret it, you just wake up one morning and realize that they're gone, and they're never coming back, take it from me, I've learned from experience. Allison, where ever you are right now, we just want you to know how much we appreciate everything you've done for us, for bringing us the joy and love we never thought we could have, even for a little while. Thank you for everything, we love you." and with that I got back to my seat, receiving a few pats and condolences from the people there.
Then it was time for everyone to see her inside her coffin one last time, before she'll be buried in the ground. We all lined up, with flowers and napkins in hand. I was behind her mother and father, I was actually the last in line. I saw the deep sorrow of her parents, I really wished I was dreaming, but unfortunately it was real, to horrible, to untrue, it was and is my biggest nightmare in a very wrong way.
I was brought out of my thoughts when her father called my name, "Adam." then he gestured to my fiancé in the coffin. I nodded and walked up to where she was, I looked at her, she was so beautiful, even when she was already.. dead.
Oh God, what am I gonna do now? This was gonna be my last chance to see her. I took her hand and kissed it, then in her hand, i placed a small ring, it was our friendship ring, long before we were together as a couple.
The workers told me that it was time, so I wiped my tears and kissed her forehead one last time as I whispered a soft "I love you, and I will always love you."
Then I took a step backward, watching the men lower her coffin into the ground, I threw the last flower, the white rose, never looking away.
I stayed there, just standing, looking at the people around me slowly fade away. First, there were only fifteen of us, then twelve, then to seven, then only the three of us, me and Allie's parents, and before I knew it, I was all alone.
When everyone else left, I slowly approached where she was recently buried, I read the sign, it said "Allison Iraheta, 1992 - 2011. I fell on my knees with dismay, and the conscience that continues to build up inside me.
I knew I would like an idiot, talking to myself there, but I wouldn't, i know i was talking to her. So i slowly began, "Allison, baby, i'm sorry i let you be, i never thought that not having you here with me would just hurt so much, it's killing me to know that you're gone. Your life perished and i wasn't even there to at least see you close your eyes for the last time. I dont know what to do, with you, everything was right, great, i felt so loved and needed, i found my strength in you, to get up when i fall. I wanted to be there to catch you, but i wasn't. I need you, i cant do this, i just cant." by that time, I had my hands on my head and soon enough, the sky began to cry, the rain was so hard that i was left soaked in my sorrow, soaked with guilt, feeling the torches strike me every second a tear falls.
End of Flashback
Adam's thoughts were mixed up once more, thinking of her was too hard. It had been a year since she perished, and up to now he wasn't able to let go. He did visit her in the cemetery almost everyday, spending all his free time with her there, always bringing fresh flowers, not caring what people told him.
Tears fell his bright blue eyes, he looked up at the night sky, seeing shades of blue, black, and a little of gray, somewhere in those shades of color, a few stars still managed to shine brightly on that night.
Among the stars, one of it was different, it shined so brightly even though it was small. He knew that Allison was somewhere up there now, looking down at him. Adam knew the stars where holding her close, close for him. Although he really needed her tonight, and in his life, somehow he finds the strength to stand right back up, even though the pain still rests in his heart.
End of chapter one, so what do you guys think? Just a warning, not all of this would be songs of love, some maybe, but some would still be songs, ofcourse... Thanks for reading, sorry if it was tooooo long.....
REVIEW please!!!!! Need to know what you think, and you could also tell me the songs you want and know, so i could put it in one of the chapters, please also indicate whoever sang it.
