Hello! This is my first and probably last death fic. I can barely take them.. I can't imagine what it'd do to everyone else.
The song is Forever and Always - Parachute.
Pairing: Kendall and Logan.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says somethings happened
That she should come right now
He. Not she. Logan was waiting for his husband to be. Kendall. Was he being left at the alter? Never. He and Kendall loved with a love that was the deepest anyone had seen. Kendall had only told him he'd be back within the hour. He had an errand to run. He got the call, and he already feared the worst.
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
His mind went to December. He could barely believe it. Kendall was asking him to marry him. At first, he thought it was some joke. "Oh, haha Kendall.." He wanted to say. But then, when he said it, Logan knew it was true.
I, I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always
Tears stung his eyes when he'd said it. He couldn't believe it. "Yes!" Logan exclaimed.
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay
He could barely keep the straight face. Wait. He couldn't. As soon as he got into the room, he saw it. Kendall was in the hospital bed. Everything was in bandages, even his hair. They weren't red with blood, that was a good sign, right? He sat beside the damaged blonde's bed and held his hand. Not once did they talk about what happened to him.
Stay, there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Logan couldn't take it. Tears were streaming down his face. He was about to wipe them away, when a bandaged hand did.
"I love you." He said.
Logan smiled a sad smile. "I love you, too." He said. "I will forever and always." He added in a whisper.
Then she gets and idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple versus
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says
He gets an idea. He calls everyone in, and the room is filled with familiar faces. James, Carlos, Katie, Mrs. Knight, Gustavo, Kelly, even Mr. Bitters was there. He borrows rings from James and Carlos, and turns to Kendall.
I, I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always
He said it nice and slow. He was sure to put all the emotion in it. Kendall just smiled.
She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting so low
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
Kendall whispered the last part, and Logan couldn't take it. He hugged the blonde to his chest and cried.
"I'll always love you Kendall. Forever and always. You'll always be in my thoughts." He said. "You're the only one I've loved, and the only one I will." He whispered.
Kendall just smiled, closed his eyes, and the smile turned to frown. He was utterly motionless, and it was over. Kendall, the love of Logan's life.. was.. gone.
"Forever and always." Logan said. He shook his head, as if trying to shake it off a nightmare, but it didn't work. His love was gone. "Forever and always." He choked out for the last time. No. Not the last time. He would say it again. He would say it countless times. To the tombstone that bore his husband's name. Because he truly meant what he said.
Forever. And always.
Geez. I've cried to this song alot. But, the very first time I heard it, I thought of Logan and Kendall. I do NOT usually support tragedy fics, but! A good author (like, anyone other than me..) can make a GOOD one. so! hope everyone enjoys this.