A/N: As of now this story is just a one-shot, if I get enough reviews I will continue it.
Chapter One:
Forgetting It all
I threw my body onto the bed, trying to hold my shape together. My breathing now verging on hyperventilating. The only thing on my mind was Bella.
Bella, the love of my life. Stolen by that filthy bloodsucker! How? How could she want to be one? Here I was offering her a full life, yet she still wanted him. After all the pain this has caused me, he- he who I cannot even name for fear of losing my self. Sent me an invitation to the their wedding.
Bella, oh sweet Bella, wanted me! ME! To attend the prelude to her inevitable death. I could not sleep-I would not sleep. However exhaustion defeated my anger and pulled me into a deep dream of sorrow.
Jacob's Dream (Not A Vision or anything):
In my dream I saw her. My Bella. Pale and lifeless. A corps. Her eyes fluttered open, they were blood red, a deep crimson. The color of a filthy bloodsucker -- I cringed at this image but I forced myself to keep looking.
She stood up, her hair the same beautiful flowing river of brown. Her features now pale yet much to the dismay of my werewolf heritage strikingly beautiful. But no matter how beautiful she was still a bloodsucker, she was still just a freak of nature, something chiseled out of stone. Then there he was -- Edward! The thing that had taken my beautiful Bella from me! That thing was cuddling her and kissing her.
THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!
Bella's eyes now like HIS, were a beautiful topaz butterscotch. The thing that sent me to the abyss, that abyss that I can now never come back from was the fact that that thing was wearing Bella's perfect smile! That thing that looked like her! Wearing her smile like it's own!
Reality:
My eyes snapped open. I ran out the window my body thrashing about, trying to hold human shape. I couldn't take it anymore! I let it all out. My body fulminated in a flurry of hatred and sorrow, my clothes gave a satisfying rip.
My paws pounded against the ground wanting to forget it all. The voices in my head beginning to go away Sam saying "We'll all miss you don't be gone for long."
As my paws pounded against the ground I felt my heart go numb. The pain fading. My conscious leaving me, only to be replaced by pure instincts. I drove onwards with the gut wrenching thought of that bloodsucking abomination wearing my Bella'ssmile.
I just want to forget it all.