Disclaimer: All rights to the song belong to Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow. All SVU characters belong to Dick Wolf, not me.

Author's note: I thought of this while listening to nothing but Kid Rock for an hour. I hope you like it! This is a song fic based off of Picture by Kid Rock featuring Sheryl Crow. The Kid Rock parts are Olivia and Sheryl's parts are Alex. Also, the song says him in Sheryl's part but I'm still going to make it a woman in the story.

Livin' my life in a slow hell

Different girl every night at the hotel

I ain't seen the rise in three damn days

I put your picture away

Sat down and cried today

I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her

I see your picture across the room and I have to move it. I get up and put it in the top drawer of my hotel dresser face down so I don't see your smiling face when I open it in the morning to get clothes. As I turn around I see her again. Just another one of the girls I brought to my room after spending hours in the bar looking for someone who looks like you. I finally found her, just like I have every night for the last two weeks. She doesn't really look like you now that I have sobered up, yeah she is blonde and she has blue eyes, but she is definitely no you.

I called you last night at the hotel

Everyone knows but they won't tell

But their half hearted smiles tell me

Something just ain't right

I hang up as I approach the squad room. I ask the guys if they know where you are or if they had heard from you and they tell me no just like they did yesterday and the day before. I know they aren't telling me the truth, the smile of pity they all give me tells me everything I need to know.

I put your picture away

I wonder where you been

I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him

I hid your picture before I let her in. She doesn't need to know about you, or that she is just a replacement. I put your picture in the dresser that had your close in it a little over a month ago. As I look at her now I realize how much she looks like you. Short brown hair, brown eyes, athletic build.

I saw you yesterday with an old friend

There you are, having coffee with Casey right up the street. It wouldn't help to cross the street to avoid you because the cafe is right next to the store I'm headed too. Here goes nothing I guess, I know you are going to see me.

It was the same old same "how have you been"

We talk. It is awkward. I had hoped Casey wouldn't see you when I saw you walking this way. But she did and it was bad. I could see how sad you have been but I know I can't fix it anymore. It has been too long.

I thought about you for a long time

Can't seem to get you off my mind

I can't understand why we're living life this way

I found your picture today

I swear I'll change my ways

As I stand here outside the door of the apartment that was once ours, I can't help but feel nervous. Why should you forgive me? I don't deserve your forgiveness.

I'm sitting here staring at the phone knowing you won't answer even if I hit dial. I miss you and I just want you back.

I finally get the courage to knock. Now I wait. This is nerve racking.

There is a knock at the door. I get up to answer it leaving the phone on the couch. There you are. I open the door and I know there are tears in my eyes.

I can't help but feel emotional when I see you and the tears spring to my eyes. I wrap you in a hug, I can't hold it back. Now we are kissing, God how I have missed your kisses.

"I missed you." We say at the same time. And I know you are home to stay.

Author's note 2: Okay so that last paragraph might be kind of confusing. It goes back and forth between Liv and Alex. It starts off being Olivia and then the next part is Alex and so on and so forth. I hope you enjoyed it!