Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow
No one can know, no one…
I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Sometimes I really wonder if we can do it, Robotnik all ways brings out more and more powerful machines while we progressively get weaker and weaker it's only a matter of time before he wins…
Am I the only one that sees this?
Shut me off
Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Cant be my own
I shouldn't be thinking like this, I know I shouldn't but, but it all seems so fake at times, fake that makes me laugh if there's anything fake around here it's me. I'm the fake I know I am because I hide my true feelings away, I have to no one can see the real me…
Now I see the times they change
I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
I can't let this go on any longer I have to brake away, brake away from myself from this façade, well no longer will I hide. I will let my true feelings out then I can be free again; we can all be free again…
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to win this race?
I guess Gods up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come?
I'm in Robotropolis making my way to the main control room to face him, the reason I hide my real self away from everyone and everything.
A bomb, yes a bomb so cleverly concealed that even his new scanners won't be able to sense it.
He will die and so will I but what do I have to live for? At least I can be free again.
I won't have suffer alone helping others when theirs no one to help me, I won't have to hide all the guilt and pain away in till I brake down and cry myself to sleep at night…
Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Robotnik, he's in front of me now, red eyes looking me over before he grins and sarcastically says "good evening and what brings you hear Princess"…
Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
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My first attempt at a song Fic, not sure if the lyrics fit quite rite but at the time I wrote this they seemed to now I'm not so sure. The songs Alone I Break by Korn
I wrote this because I was working on one of my other fics while listening to this song and the idea came to me also it's to try and put me in the mood for writing again so I thought I would try this before I started back on my other fics anyway thanks for reading.
Shade-the-Hedgehog