Trying my hand at writing this fandom again. I plan on updating my other fics this week, but this idea came to me and I had to explore it. Will post another chapter later today. Read and review, good or bad :)

And no, I do not own Twilight.

Life was never the same, that was for sure. I sighed as I walked back into our Alaska home. It didn't even ifeel/i like home. It had been months since that fateful birthday party for Bella. Months since Edward made the decision for the entire family to pack up and leave. A clean break, he said. As soon as he made that decision the future for Bella went blank. Nothing. I had an awful feeling about this, but between Jasper feeling so much guilt over what had happened he had agreed with Edward. Everyone else eventually agreed to leave, aside from herself and Carlisle, and they left. Overnight white sheets covered all of the furniture in hopes that after this generation we would return, but I had a feeling we would never come back to Forks - at least not as a family. It would never be the same.

Jasper was sitting in the room staring at the television lifelessly without blinking. He didn't even look my way when I walked inside. I gave him a sympathetic smile. It was all to easy to pick up on his guilt yet again. Nothing changed in all of these months as far as his emotions go. He wasn't even trying to not project it on everyone else, it was like he wanted everyone to know how sorry and how guilty he felt. It wouldn't have been so bad if the family was happy but the truth of the matter was we were all far from it. Edward was gone, last time I had a vision he was in South America tracking down Victoria. Carlisle and Esme didn't get along too great, they of course missing Bella who seemed to bring parts of our humanity back. Rosalie and Emmett were even a little iffy at times. Emmett just missed the family being together and of course picking on Bella.

I sat down next to Jasper. I loved him through and through but I wasn't sure how much longer I could keep going with him like this. It was difficult to even be around him most of the time. I missed my best friend and my husband.

I didn't get long to think about his and my relationship. The first clear vision of Bella came startling to me.

Bella was standing on the edge of the cliff, whispering to someone but no one else was with her. She smiled down at the raging cold water, inches from falling it looked. She was more pale than normal but the wind blowing gave a small hint of red to her cheeks. She was thinner, looking like she hadn't eaten since the Cullens had left.

"I love you Edward." She whispered out into the wind before she was falling.

She hit the water and was gone. The only thing to be seen was the dark water raging still, then a flash of red.

I gasped and blinked, trying frantically to look for Bella in the future, but she just couldn't see her coming up out of the water. "She's gone."

Jaspers arm went around me and I had no doubt he was feeling the horror and anxiety coming off of her. I could almost feel it echoing from him and bouncing back to myself. For once he finally seemed to be out of his own grief filled world. "Whose gone Alice?" He asked.

Before I could answer I was hit with another.

Alice was standing near the old treaty line at Forks, smiling from ear to ear. She looked carefree and happy, not a care in the world. It seemed she was waiting on someone.

The someone must of came because Alice was walking through the forest, talking and laughing with a big blank spot. A huge void was next to her, but it was clear it was someone. A hint of a deep laugh came with it. Maybe a man?

I looked at Jasper in wondering before my eyes went blank once more.

Alice was looking towards who she thought was her mate in despair. They were arguing.

"How COULD you?!" Jasper screamed at her.

She shook her head, knowing damn well if she could cry she would be letting it all out. She wished she could have some relief from her body, just to get it out once in for all.

"It wasn't my fault! You're going to run, aren't you?" She already knew the answer but she still couldn't believe it.

"I would be stupid not to. Do not come looking for me, I can't...I can't even look at you right now." The last few words were almost whispered before he bolted out the door. She just stood at the door in disbelief.

I gasped. The fear, wonder, and betrayal all coursing through me. How COULD my visions be right this time? What kind of decision had I made that would cause Jasper to leave me? And who was that big void standing next to me?

I could see the curiousness in his face as he was no doubt taking in my emotions. "Bella's going to jump off a cliff. I didn't see her come up." I was keeping the other two visions to myself until I could figure more out. The main thing on my mind right now was Bella. Is she still alive? I took his hands in my own. "I have to go Jasper. I'll call you in a few days. I have to...I have to help, even if its too late. We did this to her, all of this. We should have never left."

I could feel the guilt overtake me again and I shook my head, gripping both of Jaspers shoulders with force. "STOP. This is NOT your fault, ok? I never blamed you, none of us did. I had a vision right when she opened that present and sliced her finger. You weren't the only one overtaken by the bloodlust. Edward was too. It was a battle. But I could see that neither of you were going to kill her."

He just nodded and leaned in to kiss me. I returned it with a soft sigh. "I love you." He whispered, though the guilt was still there. I figured it might always be. I feared to think if Bella was dead what he would feel like.

Within five minutes I was on my way. I didn't tell anyone else where I was going. Without Edward to read everyones mind we could finally keep a secret if we had to. It was a good thing in this case. He made us all promise we wouldn't interfere with her life anymore.

I ran as fast I could, not bothering to hunt. My main priority was to get to Forks in time. I hoped. It wasn't all supposed to end this way, it could't.