Why Cant I

(songfic)

By: Becky

Collage years will always be a break from your long years of high school. But there are some things that you will miss. Like your undying love for somebody that has gone somewhere, somewhere where you're not, but even a good flashback can't bring back those moments.

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

She and Phil have been the best of friends since we met in high school, even if he was from the future, I felt it had been right then, but it might have been just a little late now, but they hadn't seen each other for years so it was hard to say.

What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

"Knock Knock". Keely knocked on the Phil's front door she smiled and he opened it and everything flowed back to her, everything about what she'd been before and who she was everything just flowed back.

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

Tonight was the night that she was going to spend out. Tonight was the night to forget the rest of their lives and run out there just tonight, her and her memories, but it was the moment that they had to live.

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

I looked at him the way I looked at a monkey sitting in my fridge, but I smiled at that monkey and I mad a simple wish, I wanted to live what I had lived before and feel the thing I never wanted to let go.

Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fued yet, but my heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

It won't be over for her, since that night… because there are some things in life that make you wonder, some things that you just can't let go of—ever.

High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dying
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's a fantasy, no more, snapped back into reality. It was a flashback…just like any other, but this one was special…she was going to make it happen.

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

She was going to make it happen…and feel what she could never let go of, for just one night…maybe tonight…