My name is Jenifer Shepard and this is my story, and the what really happened to me, in other words, the real reason I died alone in a diner , with out the one man I ever truly loved; Jethro Gibbs.
I went to the diner, to save him, I knew that if I didn't go they would kill my Jethro. Only thing i he isn't mine anymore, and he hasn't been for quite a while now, but I wish he was mine.
I died because I wanted him to live.
I know you probably think I was stupid but to be true, If given the choice a million times over I would still do the same thing, cause in the end he is alive and thats what matters, and he deserves happiness, even if it pains me to say that it is with someone else.
Today is the day of the wedding of Jethro and Ziva. It makes me smile to see my two favourite people, happy at last.
I watched from above as they danced around eachother, neither wanting to betray my memory but in the end, love overcame them, Im glad they got together.
Its been ten years since my death, and they have been together for the past six years.
They have a beautiful daughter, she's four years old now, her name's Jenifer too, they named her after me, I feel so proud, specially to see her run around, her sparkilng blue eyes shine in the sunlight.
She makes me so happy yet so sad at the same time, she reminds me how, I never had that chance with Jethro, but I know in my heart that this ending was meant to be, even if it was at the cost of me, because I would give everything to see Jethro happy, and he is now, and this makes me happy.
I will always love him, he was the only man I ever truly loved, and fully trusted, and I will always love her too, she was like a sister to me, and she saved me on so many occasions, I owe her this, so I will forever be happy for her.
I never lived to have a child or to marry, but i realise now, I did find happiness, I found that in Paris, even if I didnt know it at the time.
I smile now, I smile because I know that I was lucky enough to choose my death, because I chose to go, knowing the consequences before I left, becauase if I hadnt have died then, the tumour that was rapidly growing on my brain wouldve killed me within the next six months, and that wasnt the way that I wanted to go, I wanted to go with dignity, and I did just that.
Forvever I will watch them, and forever I will be happy for them, I will wait for them to come here, and I will continue to smile, with happiness, even if he be with someone that is not me.
My heart will always belong to him, because there was no-one else that I trusted with it, I died for him, and I would happily do it again.
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