A/N First Oneshot. I actually have no idea what im gunna write this second but i'll make it up as i go along. I just really wanted to write a oneshot.
-madicullen
A flash of white, smooth movements of the entertwined bodies. I watched the two Cats dance. Why was life so cruel to me? They were very much in love, weaving around one another like some complicated pattern. Fleeting thoughts danced through my head as I studied them. Feelings overwhelmed my mind. A yearning tore at my heart for the beautiful white queen. What did she see in him? No one would ever know.
Love sent me over the top. I blacked out; fell to the ground. Of course, no one noticed. All eyes and ears were on the Cats in the center of the clearing, beautifully twined together. As he ran his hands along her body, my vision reddned. Envy boiled my blood.
The only problem with this scene, for me at least, was that I could never have her. Having her meant hurting him and hurting him meant hurting her. I couldn't hurt her, my love, my beautiful ballerina...but she wasn't mine. She was his. His forever. The tears spilled forth from my eyes. I couldn't watch any longer, yet I had no controll over the movements of my body. My legs were frozen in place; in time.
Why? I thought. Why is life so cruel?
Sometimes, a Cat is given a challenge - something to make his or her life more interesting, yet overall, it is supposed to be fun. This wasn't. This was torture. It was like watching your best friend killed, or witnessing your parents dying right before your eyes. It was the equivalent of standing in hell, of observing the worst scene you could ever possibly imagine. It was downright horrible.
At least she was happy. Those were the only words that floated through my brain. At least she's happy. I don't matter. Nothing matter's as long as she's happy.
While the Cats pressed their lean bodies together, I had to turn away. I could not watch that. I could not watch my love giving her virginity to some airhead. Tears flooded my eyes again and they spilled over. The loss tore at my weak heart. The overwhelming sense of helplessness overcame me. I could not bear it any longer, but I was still rooted to the spot. Nothing in hell could make me move.
I tried to transmit something to her through telepathy, but of course it didn't work. My magic didn't work like that. I couldn't make her fall in love with me. Instead, I had to watch her dance the Mating Dance with another tom - one she loved more...
At last, I ran. I ran from the clearing and into my den. Then, I curled up into a ball on the floor and wept for the one I loved, but could never have.
A/N Wow i didnt know i was capable of something so emo. Anyway, I hope you like it. I know this has obviously been done before, but as i said, I had no other ideas. plz r&r
-madicullen