You don't see me.
Kagome cried alone in her bedroom.It had been already a month since she left but it was so painfull, she never thought she loved him this much.She never thought he liked and cared about her so little.
Flashback
She could not believe it.She was back.Kykiou was alive.And he was going after her.Again.He was leaving her alone again.They had kissed already but nothing happened.And now he was going to look for her?That is too much.
"Inuyasha..."-he turned to face her."Stay please...just this time."-she said holding her tears.
"I can't Kagome.You know I can't."-he did not even gave her enough time to answer.He just left.
Miroku and Sango looked at her not knowing what to do or what to say.There was nothing that would make it easier for her.She sat in front of the fire and try to think about something else.She looked at the stars, the flowers,everything, but nothing could get her head out of him.
After what they thought to be 3 hours he came back.With Kikyou on his back.He was carrying her.Miroku and Sango looked at each other than at Inuyasha then at me.I simply continued to sit there in front of the fire with mix feelings of anger, sorrow and a heartbroken.
"Kagome..."-he began and she did not look at him."I...you...Could you...help me please?"-she thought he was going to apologize.No.Not only he left when she asked him to stay he was also asking her to help Kikyou.
She stood up ,picked some medicine out of her bag and went near Kikyou.She was already
asleep and Inuyasha didn't bother to look at Kagome's face.So she breathed heavily and started to open the medicines so she would take care of Kikyou's wounds.
"Inuyasha let Kagome rest a little bit I will do that -"
"I will do it...don't worry"-she said to her friend with a sad smile on her face.Sango looked worried at her, but there was nothing that she could do...
End of flashback
The days passed and Inuyasha kept taking care of Kikyou.He was with her day and night, consoled her when she was sad, smiled with her if she was happy, but he completely forgot about Kagome.
Kagome took care of Kikyou wounds day after day, brought more medicines and eventually she was healed.But Inuyasha did not even said thank you.
After one month she went back home to study for some tests and try to rest her mind.But when she came back 2 weeks after she noticed that they were fine without her.She was going to say hi but they were all talking and smiling and laughing.She was no longer needed.She was burdden to them.She didn't belong there anymore.
It was time to leave...and never come back.
That is why she was crying.The thought of never seeing Miroku , Sango and most of all Inuyasha was killing her.
It was morning already.'Great...'-she thought'Another night without sleeping.'She wiped her tears and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
She climbed down the stairs slowly just like every other boring day of her life.She was still in her pajamas not that she cared at all.Lately she didn't care about anything anymore.
"Good morning my love!Did you sleep well?"-her mother asked and smiled at her.She looked at her mother and just walked away.Today she wasn't in the mood to fake smiles.
Her mother's smile faded away and a sad expression appeared in her face.
"Sweetie, I think it's time for you to go back you know?I mean you already did your tests at school and you saw your friends yo-"
"I told you before I am not going back.I will never leave our time again."-she said with anger and sadness.
"I know that...I just thought it would be nice for you to solve your problems instead of being sad day after day."-her mother said ,worried about her daughter.
"This is a problem that cannot be solved because it's only my problem.I have to solve it alone.No one can help me."-she said and the tears were coming back to her eyes."Mother I don't feel like eating, I will just get ready to go to school ok?"-she faked a smiled to her mother.
"Sure my dear...wherever you like."-she said trying to please her daughter.
Kagome got changed and went to school.She cried on the way.Just like every single day in past month.
'Why do I love you so much even when you hurt me so bad?'- Kagome thought while she stared at the blue sky...and wish he could read her thoughts.
Inuyasha stared at the sky...Kagome had left a month ago.He had no news about her.She didn't go to Kaede's village.Nothing...
He didn't want to admit but he missed her.Everywhere he went , something in that place remind him of her.A smile of a person, a sunny day, soups...anything, everything.He needed to see her, but how?He knew what he did to her making her take care of Kikyou's bruises and not care at all about Kagome's feelings.
"Thinking about her again aren't you?"- Miroku said with a smirk.
"About who?"-Inuyasha pretend not to know who he was talking about.
"You know perfectly who!Kagome!"-Inuyasha stopped pretending.Hearing her name was enough to make him feel sad.And that was so strange.The same thing that always happened with Kikyou."You know, you have to choose man."-Inuyasha looked at him questioningly.
"You can't have Kagome and think about Kikyou , and you also can't have Kikyou and think about Kagome.You can't have both.You have to choose."Inuyasha looked down.Miroku oddly enough was right.He was hurting both of them.
"While you choose, could you please do me and Sango a favor?"-Miroku asked pulling a letter out of his robes.
"What is it?"-he asked.
"I know you don't want to go there.And I know you are not ready for it.But Sango and I wrote a letter for Kagome and you are the only one able to send it.We can't pass the seal remmebrer?"-he said.
"Do I have to?"-he said reluctantly.
"Please Inuyasha.This is very important.Please.I never asked you anything before.Neither did Sango."-he begged.
Inuyasha took the letter and started his way towards the well that would take him to her.He never felt so scared in his life.
'Maybe I will be able to talk to her'- he thought.But he had no idea of how hurt she was.Or how much she changed.But he was soon going to find out.