I'm still alive guys! Sorry for the really really long update. I do realize that it has been months since you last heard from me. A lot of things have been happening. I really can't write correctly because I'm using my iPod instead of the computer to upload it on to my Doc. then post it up using my mom's computer. Also my computer got problems with the internet and since I'm scared it will be something horrible I'm just using my iPod to be on the safe side. So here is a one shot as my make up for the inconvenience. Haven't done this next part in ages so.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN SONNY WITH A CHANCE.

Her last words replayed in my mind countlessly.

"You won the recount
 but you lost me.
Goodbye Chad."

The regret. The anger. The depression. It was pressing down on me leaving me feel useless. But what hurt the most was watching the tears cascade down her flawless check. And to think that I of all people would be the one person who least expects to make Sonny Munroe cry. I would do all I can to comfort her. Whatever it takes to make those tears disappear. But of course this wouldn't have happened if it weren't for my stupidity in the first place.

Now I'm sure that Sonny has moved on with her life. It's been months and she has seen someone out there that's better than me. More qualities that I would have to learn before doing so by instinct.

But she will always be the innocent girl from Wisconsin. I'm afraid of seeing her being played around. Unaware of the dangers around her. So when the truth prevails, her fragile heart is shattered to pieces. But what can I do to help when I am just another one of those guys.

But in a different perspective, I personally did not know what was good or bad in her sight. All I ever try to do is be that perfect boyfriend a girl always dreams of having. But when I see her magnificent beauty, I am left speechless and considered as a love sick puppy that has dazed off leaving my presence clueless.

I just can't accept the fact that the love of my life has moved on. I didn't even get the chance to tell her that I love her. I take the word love very seriously. When I tell someone I love them, it changes everything. It's not like everyday that word will come of my mouth. I know a bit dramatic but figuratively speaking, she will know that whatever comes between us, we will always know we love one another.

Basically telling her I love her is like asking her to marry me. But we all know that will never happen now. I mean with the chances I have, I'm lucky to still be her friend. At least, I know I am still a part of her world. Even if it's not a big percentage of it, I'm glad to be included in it.

But she will always be a part of my world.

My one and only

Sunshine

Author's Note: I know very short but it's my first time doing this type of writing. With the many love stories I have written, I have forgotten about the reality of what true love has to go through before finding the right one. I know very sappy of me but tell me what you think. I will try my best to write more one-shots throughout this year. But if I get an amount of reviews I promise a one-shot to come in the next couple of weeks or so.

So thank you to the two people reading this and hope you enjoy this very emotional story. REVIEW!