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A/N: Yeah, so, same story as before, listening to music, falling in love with music, humming music every second, becoming obsessed with music, becoming obsessed with the fics that pop into my head while listening to/humming said music. Song is Why by Secondhand Serenade. No, it's not the Crisis Core one. All of this happens in one day. Or should I say, night?

This is going to be three chapters, one is Roxas' POV, the other, Namine's. Then Roxas' again. Roxas's comes first. This is Roxas'.

Why?

A lone blond boy sat on his couch, staring at the lifeless phone in his hand, angry at himself, his friends, sad, grief filled that it was over. Why? Why did he feel this way? He had never felt so lost before, so crushed before, and he didn't know how to express it in any other way than the one he knew best: Song. Picking up his guitar, his last true friend, he started playing.

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Making up the lyrics and the tune as he went along, he cursed his stupidity. How could he have not seen this before? He had lost all inspiration and motivation to write and sing before he met her. She was the one who had gotten him into music again. She had been his inspiration, his muse, his reason for singing.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Even this, writing, singing, music, even it had betrayed him. It wasn't his anymore; it was hers. All hers. Even this, which should have been his sole comfort, was only bringing him pain, but still, still he couldn't seem to stop.

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Iis harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why did his friends have to be so idiotic? Why did he have to be so idiotic? Why did she have to find out? Why did he feel like that the moment she confronted him was the moment to tell the truth, after he had already lied so many times, broken so many of his promises, and now, broken her heart and his own? Why? Why couldn't he have just lied, told her it was a joke, that his friends were kidding? That what he felt was real?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

I should've known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

He did, he should've known better. It was a bet. That's all it started as, all it should have been. "Make her fall in love with you. Come on man, it'll probably be the best thing that ever happens to her. I mean, look at her man, she doesn't have any friends, and all she ever does is just draw. So come on, what do you say? You in?" And he had said yes, thinking it would be easy, not suspecting the chaos and storm that would follow, and sure as hell not expecting to feel like he did now.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me...

The last notes reverberated in the air, and Roxas closed his eyes as a single tear trailed its way down his cheek. Wiping it away angrily, he grabbed his keys and his guitar, determined. He would make it right. He would sing for her. The lyrics to his song fresh in his mind, he threw open his door and ran off through the rain.

So, good, bad? Review please. Thanks. If you want a happy ending for this fic, please review and tell me.