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Dancer Of My Dreams
Kaiba:
For the hundredth time, I thought of her again: the dancer of my dreams. If you let her go, why start thinking of her now? I asked myself angrily. A small voice asked me: Since you claim to love her so much, why let her go in the first place? Seto Kaiba! I mentally slapped myself. You have a company to run and your reputation to think of! Stop thinking of Tea Gardner!
You will stop thinking of her right now! Did you forget that it was you who made her leave? You asked her to leave!
Great, now you're talking to yourself! Just like Yugi! Problem is, you don't have a yami. Which technically means that you're talking to yourself. Again. They say the first sign of madness is talking to yourself…Don't go there! Focus on the files. Your FINANCE files! Yet…why do my thoughts wander to her? she won't ever forgive me anyway!
Flashback
"I told you, I don't have the time!" I tell you, calmly. Anger showed on your face "Seto! It's my birthday, and you promised! It isn't the first time…""Tea! I don't have the time! I have a meeting "I say. "Fine, then I'll leave" Anger had reached its peak with me. "Yes, do! Get out of my life as well!"
End Flashback
How could I have been so stupid? How…why did you take me seriously? I…feel so lost without you. I act as if I don't care, but it's only been a few hours, and I miss you! I need you. I don't even know where…
Perhaps I do after all. You might have told your friends…There would be records of your flight. All I can do is hope. I've never been religious before. Yet…now I find myself praying…to whoever may care to listen. I pray that I can find you….I pray that you'll be back with me…I pray for you to be safe.
Tea:
I watch the plane leave the ground. Goodbye, Domino. Goodbye, Seto. Goodbye to all my memories! I'm leaving for my new life .I don't want to be hurt again! I'm going to Los Angeles. I'll never come back, I decide. Not for the world. There's nothing more precious than that.
I know he'll confront them. That's okay. I didn't tell them. I want a clean break with my past. They are part of my past. I only care about my future. It can't hurt as much as it did. It can't! Nothing will ever hurt this much. Perhaps someday I'll return. Meanwhile…I'll have to take a break from my life. It's not that I don't love him-I do. I just don't know if he loves me anymore. Lately, everything has been a quarrel. I cry silent tears in my heart. Once, and never again, I promise myself.
It's raining. Droplets of crystal drop downwards, to the place where it will bring life, to someone or something… In every delicate crystal is a small rainbow, wherever there is light. "Bring my love a rainbow. Wash away my pain and sadness", I murmur, softly. It's too late to regret anything. Those words echoed in my mind. Too late…
Time to forget…
Kaiba:
"What do you mean, you don't know? She would have told you!" I try my hardest to blink back my tears. I fail. A single tear falls. No more, I promise myself. This time, I succeed. I dash away, feeling helpless and lost.You have changed me so much.
I'm in front of the mansion. My mind is clouded with memories of her. Her smile…her laughter… her musical voice…those beautiful eyes. I go in, feeling as if I am truly nothing. The way she comforts me…how she listens to all my troubles. I have fallen for her, I know. I'll never have enough time for her. Perhaps this is for the best. Still, I can't seem to convince myself. Tears hidden deep within my heart released themselves, flowing freely. Every tear is a wish for you to be back at my side.
Where ARE you? I wonder. Did you know that I'm thinking about you? I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry…
So,what do you guys think?Should I keep it as a oneshot or write more?As for Kaiba,I had a problem on writing:Was it going to be Seto or Kaiba or Seto Kaiba?I finally settled on Kaiba...Tell me if you think that's inappropriate