This is Randy Orton/CM Punk. It's short, just a oneshot, something I wanted to write because I was having a little trouble on the next chapter of my CM Punk/John Cena fic in hopes of shaking something lose…
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Punk's not sure at first why he likes this but it becomes clearer the longer it goes on. It becomes clear the more times he lets Randy into his hotel room, the more he lets Randy hover over him, when he never protests Randy pinning his arms above his head and taking complete control.
That's really what it's about. Control. His entire life is controlled. Not so much by others but by himself. He's never liked surprises and he's never liked not being in control. He likes things neat. He likes being on time.
The straight edge thing is a part of that. That's about control too. Nobody's really in control when they're drinking or taking drugs and he can't see the benefit in that, could never see it.
Everything Randy is, is in stark contrast to everything he is. Randy's hardly in control, even of himself. Randy's constantly doing things on an impulse brought on by his emotions, usually anger. Randy can't control that part of himself.
That's how this starts, at least Punk thinks so. He thinks he's tired, he thinks maybe this is the only type of control he can give up. He's surprised at how good it feels to do so.
He bites his lip and lets it slip away, lets Randy do what he wants. Maybe it's what they both need, maybe it helps them both.
Punk has been ready for a while to walk out on a job he's loved for years. He's just so…exhausted, so burned out. These moments, when he lets Randy in are a reprieve he hadn't known he could have before.
The more time goes by, the more frequently it happens. He starts looking forward to it more and more. And somewhere along the way, it stops just being about sex and control and starts being about something more.
And maybe this is one of the reasons why he comes back to WWE after his contract expires. Maybe this is one of the biggest reasons because maybe, with Randy there in his bed, he sleeps more peacefully than he has in years.