i feel like super duper drunk but im a teenager and dont have accesses to the stuff so idek what im feeling send help
i dont own ft, if i did i would make natsu and lucy kiss every other minute
characters maybe ooc, and this is my first, first person story, that'll I'll be trying to make multi chapters out of
enjoy!
r&r
You know, it's kinda weird.
Have you ever told anyone something, but they think it's too crazy, and then they think you're crazy?
Well if you have, welcome to my world.
They told me that seeing him was just my overactive imagination going to work, but when I saw him a second time I knew it wasn't because of sleepless nights or my stupid imagination.
It's currently four am in the morning and I had just snuck back into my small apartment from sneaking out and doing things any kid like me would do.
Drugs..
Yeah I know, I'm a bad kid. But don't get me wrong, I don't do it so people see me as 'cool' or... anything else. I have issues. Issues any abnormal teenager would have. I don't have the best childhood. A girl with daddy issues basically, but ten times worse. See my father used to abuse me and do things to me any teenage girl or boy would hate. Any person would hate in general- well, unless you're into that. I moved away from him when I was fifteen and I'm seventeen now. I'm currently sharing an apartment with my always drunk half sister, Cana.
We have the same Mom. Not the same dad. I envy her for her father honestly. I wish Gildarts was my legal father, but sadly he isn't.
Cana is almost always drunk, never a moment she isn't. I might be over exaggerating but it really does seem like that. Cana's got the most beautiful brown hair I've seen, it's all wavy and lengthy. She's got really pretty blue eyes too, and an enormous chest, something that runs in my mom's side of the family.
My mom... Sadly isn't here with us anymore, but I can still remember her face like it was yesterday.
The way she smiled, the way she laughed, the way she sung. It's all still fresh in my memory. The woman had beautiful long blonde hair, and these huge brown eyes that made everyone fall in love with her. She never seemed to ever be angry at anything. She died from cancer. Harsh? Not really. A lot of people lose their parents to cancer. I'm sorta over it.
Back to me sneaking into my house, I was just with a couple of friends who are probably still by the pool hiding and smoking. I on the other hand decided to head back because I felt like I was gonna puke every time a person would walk by... Not only that but I swear I keep seeing... Him.
It's not a bad sorta him, but ain't good either. This guy likes to sneak into my house at night, and there was only two other times I saw him. Once was in my bedroom, snooping through my panty drawer. I thought he was some panty raider, kinda funny if you think about it. Second was in my kitchen snooping through my food. Both these times in the middle of the night.
Now I saw him with my gang of friends. Gajeel, Levy, Erza and I were all smoking and Erza and I got to the point where we were... what others refer to as 'baked'. I just felt like everything was spinning. I stood up groggily at that point and told them I was going to go home, but I hadn't realized Erza was too busy laughing to her heart's content, and Levy and Gajeel were all over each other to pay any attention to me.
So I decided to go before we would all get in trouble. Finally inside my house, I hear Cana snoring and look into her bedroom to see her topless, and most likely naked underneath, next to her stupid boyfriend Laxus.
I turn back around and creep into my room and change my clothes into pajama shorts and a crop top. I slip into the covers and start to wrap myself in my comforter. Right when I was starting to drift into sleep, I hear my patio door open. I instantly jolt up and there he stood.
With the moonlight finally gazing upon him I was able to get a good look of him, and he was not what I expected.
He had pretty green eyes, like prettier then I had ever seen green eyes. They sorta looked like lizard eyes in a way. He had a well built body it seems, but most of it was hidden under a cloak. He also had... Pink hair, that stuck out everywhere.
"Who- Who are you?!" I finally muster out. The man flinches and turns to face me.
"I'm... I'm Natsu." He utters. His voice is rougher than I expected for a guy with pink hair.
"Why are you in my house?" I ask persistently. He sits down on my bed and I flinch towards the wall. He crawls closer to me and our faces are two inches away from each other. And he does the one thing that made me want to jump off my patio.
He comes in closer and then takes a huge whiff of me. Yes. You heard it. He's smelling me. I let out a quiet shriek and almost melt myself into the wall. He pounces towards me and slams his hand over my mouth. My eyes start tearing, thinking of the worst case scenario. His furrowed brows pull back into a softer expression.
"Sorrow." He says silently. I tilt my head sideways. "You know sorrow." he said. He pulls back and the grips my shoulders pulling me forward and my head slams against his chest. I struggle to be let go, but his grip won't budge. It makes me feel so uncomfortable, yet comfortable.
Ah! What am I thinking!?
As if an eternity goes by, the strange man pulls away from me.
"Lucy." I say. He tilts his head. "My name, it's Lucy." I repeat. His eyes light up as I just gave him a million dollars. "Why have you been sneaking into my house?" I ask the awaited question. His eyes narrow.
"Please don't ask that." He says mysteriously. I wince back in fear, the way his voice was just now sent shivers up my spine.
I look up at him and our eyes meet. Though his eyes aren't that pretty green they were before. They were now a piercing crimson red, like Gajeel's. My eyes widen and I crawl away from him. He shuts his eyes and rubs them.
"W-What was that just now?!" I say, wanting to yell but restraining myself from doing so.
"I.. You... You make me feel weird." He says. What?
"What's the supposed to me?" I say, whisper yelling in the process. He looks at me, his eyes the same crimson as they were before.
"It means this." He said before leaping at me. My arms pinned above my head. His breath was hot on my neck as he just laid there like that. I struggle underneath him and yelp. He puts his hand over my mouth and I start to cry.
I don't want this to happen. Not again.
Please.
...Please.
He gets up and stands before me, a tall figure. I sit up and move myself to the wall.
"LAXUS!" I scream. I hear a shuffle in the room next to me and running feet before the door is swung open. I sob frantically into my knees and when I look up at him, he's look at me like I'm mental.
"Why'd you scream my name?" he asks. I look before me and evidently, the pink haired bastard is gone. I want to scream and punch a wall, because this only further proves I'm going insane.
"Nevermind." I grunt. I push him out of my room and I go to lay on my bed, while sleep takes away my consciousness.
Morning time comes around and I got to check the spot where my friends were. Evidently they were all sleeping on the concrete floor. So I woke them up and brought them to my house so we could eat breakfast.
Levy sits across from me, she has pretty blue curls and her hazel eyes are always looking at books, like now. She wears a orange sundress that fits her so well. She has a tiny body so it looks good on her.
Erza had long, red hair. She has duller brown eyes then mine, but they always seem to bring me happiness. They tell me that she's hear and she awake, and not like the little kid she was.
Erza has a tragic past. She was kidnapped when she was little and held as a small worker for this cult that wanted to resurrect this guy named Zeref, who they called the over lord of the blood sucking demons or something. It hurts my brain just to think about. I don't want to say I feel bad for her but I do. I don't want to pity her though.
Gajeel looks like a metal man, hence earning the nickname Metal face from me. In return her calls me bunny girl. Why? Because the first time we met was at a club and he said I looked like a Bunny dancing. Gajeel's got long black hair with piercings all over his face, he's got really red eyes. I don't even know how Levy can love him.
It still freaks me out though. Every time I look at Gajeel's eyes now, I can't help but think of the pink haired bastard. Natsu. I think I'll call him Cupcake since he had pink hair.
"Whatcha thinking about Lu?" Levy says, breaking my train of thought. I look at her nervously.
"About how to kill Metal Face." I say. Gajeel looks at me and spits out his food.
"What did I do Bunny!?" He shrieks. I stick my tongue out at him.
"You put your filthy, rusty hands all over Lev!" I say jumping over the table to pounce at him.
"Cease this!" A booming voice yells. Everyone sits quietly in their places. I shiver in fear as I avoid eye contact with Erza.
"Sorry Erza..." I say. Gajeel nods in agreement as we all sit down and finish our breakfast in silence.
I go onto my phone and scroll through my instagram feed. I instantly stop as I see Mirajane, a girl who goes to my school, posts about what her classes are for our Senior year of highschool. I grin happily as I go onto our school website to check out what my classes are.
First period, AP Lit
Second Period, Culinary Arts
Homeroom, Dance
Third Period, Psych*
Fourth Period, Support Class
"Class are up!" I yell jumping up and down. Everyone instantly pulls out their phones and searches for their classes. Happily, I have Homeroom with all three of them, AP Lit with Levy, and the Support Class with Gajeel.
Though I say we have homeroom all together, Erza is actually that homeroom teacher...
Believe it or not.
She was a Junior when the rest of us were Freshmen, and she was exceedingly good at her classes and Graduated her Junior year, going to college early, and also exceeding those classes.
She now teaches Fencing and contemporary dance, and I couldn't be happier for her.
"Gah! I don't want school to start!" Gajeel complains.
"Gajeel, I'll pay you for that O-Pen so I can smoke in Support Class." I grin, Erza hits us both on the heads.
"I believe in having fun, but in class, we learn. Not smoke." She says Sternly. I sigh as I nod and Gajeel coughs.
We put our dishes in the sink and we go off into my room, and speaking of smoking, that's exactly what we do.
Cana doesn't really care if we get so high we can't walk. She just doesn't want us to get caught.
I take a hit and hold it in, and ten breathe it out towards Levy. She breathes it in and breathes it out. We giggle. Gajeel snatches the pen from my hand and takes a larger hit then we did and scoffs at us. Show off.
We just chilled in my room for the rest of the day, watching movies, playing cards against humanity, truth or dare. You name it, we played it.
But now it was the part of the day I dreaded. Night.
Ever since that happened last night I've kinda been scared he'd come back.
It scares me just thinking about it.
The position he put me in last night made me feel like he was going to... do things to me. I've already experienced that sorta thing with my bitch ass father. Luckily, my cherry is still intact, but it could've broken in any moment, and that scares me.
I crawl into the shower and turn on the steaming water. I breathe heavily as I soak my body in the water. It hits my joints and I sigh out. Relaxation.
Fourty-Five minutes later and I'm comfy in my bed.
That is until I hear my patio door opening.
lol short beginning pls help
Psych* Pronounced 'Sike'. It's a class at my school that teaches about mental health. :)