Hi everyone! This is my first story ever. I wrote it mostly out of fun and trying to meet some of my unmet expectation after reading Breaking Dawn (if you know what I mean *-*)

Anyway, let's get started with Chapter 1 :) Enjoy and leave a review if you wish!

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight, or any of the characters, sigh...but oh, how I wish. haha!

Bella was furious at the tenacity Edward held against her. They had been together for over a year and he'd been strong enough in keeping himself from killing her during that time. Edward fought a constant battle between wanting more and keeping a thick distance for the sake of her life. So, he insisted on marriage before anything else. She was mortified by the idea in the beginning but decided if marrying Edward Cullen would grant her an eternity with him then so be it. And now, here they were: out near the ocean on their honeymoon with him shooting her a chastising glare from across the room. She wasn't too certain these days whether he was so truthful about not being able to read her mind.

Bella stared out the tall window, mesmerized by the way the moonlight sparkled on the ocean waves . . . like diamonds. The image of Edward's skin reflecting in the sunlight inundated her mind. For the thousandth time that night, the rhythm of her heart went haywire. She knew he could here it from across the room and would possibly become even angrier with her at what ever thoughts she held that were making her heart misbehave. She tried to calm her self by once again thinking of how resolute Edward had been with her tonight. She heaved a small sigh and felt her heart rate decline to a dull thud.

After she was calm he spoke,

"Bella, why must you truly overestimate me? Haven't I told you that I simply can not afford to lose control with you?"

She slowly turned towards him wearing a matter-of-fact expression

"And what exactly do you think will happen if you do?"

His eyes were suddenly full of shock and horror at the answer that had come into his mind. He flickered them in her direction,

"What I know will happen, is that I will not have any restraint and if I were to bite you . . . I certainly would not have any intention of pulling away, not this time. I can promise you that."

He threatened in a menacing and icy tone.

She cast her baleful eyes on him. Her emotions were a chaotic flutter that seemed ready to tear her apart and yet he was determined not to fill this physical gap between them, the hunger that she had for him.

"You know, for a mind reading, lightning speed, dazzling, gorgeous, perfect being, you don't have any faith in your self."

"Not when it comes to this, with you."

Edward heaved a heavy sigh and slunk down on the foot of the bed, the moonlight nearly touching his face.

"If I was to make love to you, to put my self inside of you like that…it's bad enough that I'm hungry for you even when your flesh isn't so exposed! Don't you see? It will be too much. I don't think I'll be able to deal with having you so fully…being inside you that way would just be…"

His lost for words was replaced by an immeasurable depth of thought that crept into his eyes.

Bella saw her opportunity. She took her hand from the window sill and slowly strode across the carpet. A sudden eagerness filled her gut as she stood in front of his defeated position beneath her. Her trembling fingers found the delicate knot in her belt that held her silk robe together, hiding plush, naked body. It silently came loose and fell gently to the floor.

Edward felt suddenly frozen, his wide eyes staring down in disbelief at the robe. He was terrified of what would happen if he looked up, and his eyes took her in. He tried to fight it. He failed. As he lifted his head his mouth dropped leaving him speechless...