What Now?

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In darkness shadow I hide in pain
Why faith must play though there's no gain
The tear streak new, my life now done
Damned for eternity to never be gone

My never ending sober, my constant cries
But life continues on, a life so full of lies
My hopes and dreams have vanished, I find a place to hide
Yet secret feelings cannot be kept, the pain and suffering shall be confide

The twists and turns has led the way
My confessions found in ones I stay away
The ones I thought will never do
Yet best of choice, my friends by two

My life goes on now what to say
The hidden words no place to stay
I hide behind a lifeless mask
To take it off, my endless task

I hide in shadows I hides with tears
To be the light now not a fear
For so long now, I've been chained down
Yet blamed myself, my inner frown

So trapped in sober I dream a scape
Till miracles work wonder, I finally escape
I've longed for magic, a desperate way
A sudden change, I'm finally away