Hey, I love Doctor Who, I cry at it a lot :L so I was thinking that no one really knows the Doctor's past so, I thought I'd share my veiw...

DISCLAIMER! I DON'T OWN DOCTOR WHO UNFORTUANTLY I MEAN IF I DID MATT SMITH WOULD BE MINE I MEAN HE IS SO HOT LIKE FOR LIFE! SO IM SAD NOW :( WEH

"So sweetie, tell me...everything!" River Song said as she placed a perfectly shined boot on the TARDIS console, to be quickly ushered off by the Doctor.

"Everything, River? Well, that will take a while...Any specific topics?" he said this whilst jumping around the console hitting buttons and changing levers.
"Why about you of course, honey!"

The Doctor stopped in his track, his back to River. If she could see his eyes she'd regret asking,
his usually playful, childlike green eyes were brimming with tears. The Doctors two hearts were breaking, he used all his strength not to breakdown and hug himself. The sound was so loud,
the sound of cracking, of lonliness and of fear, of remembering, of loss. He held on to the TARDIS console to remain stable. "I...I..." he mumbled to her, before turning round and leaving the room swiftly and without looking at River.

She searched the TARDIS for hours, looking in all the bedrooms and bathrooms, swimming pools and libraries. She eventually found him asleep in an old looking study, surrounded by books and dust. He sat upon a dark green armchair and had his feet on a dark, oak table.
She could see tear tracks down his perfectly sculptured face, and his hair was sticking up at all angles where he had pulled at it in either anger or despair, she didn't know. She sat down and looked at her husband, "Oh, darling, I'm so sorry."

She picked up a book and waited on him to wake up.

The doctor jumped with a start as she reached the 9th chapter of the 7th Harry Potter book.
"Hello, sleeping beauty!"

He rubbed his chin and ran his fingers through his hair. "I cried at that book..." He said when he noticed what she was reading.

"Are you okay?" River looked at him over the rim of the book.

He nodded slightly. "I'm sorry River, I really am..."
"Sweetie what for?"
"For leaving when you asked...asked about me."
"Oh, you silly man, its okay. I understand!"
"No, River, it isn't...I have to tell you, no matter how much it hurts, I...I have to tell you"

so...sorry for the grammer and spelling, I was using notepad...weh. I'm hoping to get 2 reveiws...for a next chapter ;) so reveiw :L xx