Twisted

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters except for Alyssa Swan and her parents the very talented Stephanie Meyer owns the characters and all recognizable events.

Author's Note: I haven't decided where I am going with this so any review and ideas are welcome as this is my first TWILIGHT fan fic. I have been writing for years but it's been a while so I am a but rusty so bear with me.

Chapter 1: Wickedness Leading to Freedom

Alyssa Swan grew up in a small town in North Carolina and to everyone that knew her she had a wonderful life. Alyssa would beg to differ her life was anything but normal. Every day her father, Greg, would leave to work a 12 hour shift at some factory she had never laid eyes on and the second he walked out of the house her mother, Cathy, would invite random men into the house to turn tricks for bill money or drugs. Quite often when Alyssa came home from school her mother was so stoned out of her mind that she didn't even pay any attention to the fact that her Johns would come into her room and rape her. Alyssa would scream and fight but her mother would continue to either turn another trick or take another kind of drug to kill her craving.

Her father would often come home from work and the first thing out of his mouth would always be "ALYSSA YOU STUPID BITCH GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE AND GET ME A BEER!" he would scream. Alyssa did whatever her father told her to do because she didn't want to see the bad side of him. The bad side came after a few drinks, her mother would start screaming for no reason and her father would knock her across the room. Alyssa got the worst end of the beatings though "ALYSSA YOU FUCKING CUNT!" he would scream "HURRY YOUR ASS UP!" If she didn't bring him another beer right when he asked for it he would kick her in the gut so hard that she would fly across the room. Most of the time after he was done with her he would send her up to her room to "wait for him until he got there", she knew what was coming next.

Whenever her father told her to go to her room she laid on the bed and silently cried to herself not wanting to shed a tear in front of him because it would only add fuel to the fire. He would come into her room, lock the door, rip her panties off and then after pulling his down he would proceed to rape and beat the hell out of her until his desires were met. Then he would leave Alyssa broken and beaten in her room and always said before closing the door "You tell a fucking SOUL you fucking slut and I will slit your fucking throat!"

Her escape from home was at school with her girlfriends Joey and Nadia. They knew there was something wrong with Alyssa but they never pressured her to talk unless she absolutely wanted to, they were her best friends. Joey and Nadia had demons of their own and I think that's why they all 3 became so close from the start. One week however Alyssa did confide in her friends when she missed a period. "I think I'm pregnant" she said and the girls immediately skipped 4th period study hall to run to the local pharmacy and purchase a pregnancy test. They went back to Joey's house and the test confirmed that she was in fact pregnant.

Alyssa had been pregnant 2 times before and didn't ever know, nor did she want to, who the father was because she was raped so often but she never told the girls that because they just figured she had some boyfriend that she wasn't telling them about. Alyssa wanted so badly to tell SOMEONE about her father and her mother's boyfriends but the fear of her life kept her from doing so.

That day she went home from school and for the first time in a while her mother didn't have a boyfriend there but she was still stoned out of her mind. "Alyssa? Darling what's the matter?" she asked and Alyssa started to get scared because her mother was NEVER nice to her "must be the drugs talking" Alyssa thought to herself. "Ma Ma I'm pregnant" she whispered and that threw her mother into a tizzy "What the FUCK Alyssa?" she screamed "How the FUCK can you go and get yourself knocked up at 17?". She wanted to scream back at her that it was both her fault as well as her father's but she didn't dare speak those words. "Get your stupid ass up there to your fucking bedroom and do your damn homework, I'll have to tell your fucking father about this shit and you are NOT going to like when he finds the fuck out" she said and when I froze at the thought of her telling my father she screamed "GET OUT OF MY SIGHT YOU FUCKING WHORE!"

Alyssa ran up to her room and immediately started to cry fearing the worst. She didn't want this baby to begin with but she also couldn't hurt an innocent child.

Alyssa held her breath when she heard the front door slam announcing the arrival of her father. "ALYSSA" he screamed "GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE" and Alyssa walked down slowly, evidently two slowly because her father bound up the stairs two at a time and grabbed her by the hair. "What's this I hear about you being fucking knocked up?" he said and Alyssa let out a whimper from the pain of him holding her hair so tightly "I take that as a yes" he said throwing her by her hair as hard as he could causing her to rip and fall down the stairs and break her arm with a loud CRACK! In lightening speed he was at the bottom of the stairs stomping on her motionless body with all of his might all the while screaming "I CAN'T" stomp "BELIEVE' stomp "YOU!" stomp and then he picked her up by her shirt and threw her across the room breaking the coffee table "You see what you fucking made me do you little whore? Get your ass up to your fucking room!" he scream and Alyssa slowly walked up the stairs to her bedroom and collapsed on the bed hold her arm blood gushing out of her private area indicating yet another miscarriage.

That night Alyssa cried herself to sleep praying that SOON she would have enough money to leave and go to Forks, Washington where her favorite uncle, Charlie, was the Chief of Police and her cousin Bella was also there. She always was close to Bella and Charlie but every time she saw them they always saw the fear and pain in her eyes and when asked what was wrong she always lied and put up the "everything is fine" front that her mother and father were sporting.

Between money that she had stolen from her mother and father she almost had enough to go she just needed to sneak down one more time while they were asleep and her hidden stash would be complete. She just had to think of a plan to get out after that.

Later that night when her parents were in bed she quietly snuck to the kitchen and pulled out 200 from her mother's hidden trick stash and snuck back to her room to stash it away in the floor board. She was finally financially set to go now to do the planning. She laid awake that night going through options in her head and finally had a plan. She had to talk to her friend Joey for the getaway ride to the airport and the other part would be simpl considering Nadia's brother was a drug dealer,

The next day at school she sat with Joey and Nadia at lunch and said "I have a plan to leave but I need your help, guys!", "Whatever you need I'm in" they both said at the same time and then Alyssa said "Joey I need you to meet me at the corner at exactly 8 pm tomorrow night to give me a ride to the airport I am leaving North Carolina and I am never coming back! I can't say where I'm going but just know I am in a better and SAFER place" Joey nodded and then Alyssa continued "Nadia I need you to get Ralph to send me some liquid borium hydrochloride" and Nadia raised her eyebrows and Alyssa said "Don't worry neither you nor Ralph will be connected I just need to make sure they won't follow me." Understanding filled both Joey and Nadia's faces as they agreed to help her.

That afternoon the same shit happened to Alyssa, she got home and her mother had another John there so yet again Alyssa went to her bedroom and started her homework waiting for the door to bust open. Alyssa just kept thinking to herself "One more night one more night then on to greener pastures" and just as she thought that her mom flung the door open and said "Alyssa you stupid bitch get up you have company!" a man stepped into the doorway and her mother said "This man is paying good money to come see you so you better be a good little whore and your father won't have to know" She slammed the door behind her and the man proceeded to rape her. Alyssa laid there like she had so many times since she was 5 years old and took it crying on the inside to avoid letting her emotions show. When he was done the man pulled up his pants and paid her mother then left. "That's a good little whore" her mother said "Now get down here and start supper your father will be home soon" Alyssa did as she was told and started supper knowing that she only had one more meal after this to make for these horrid people before she was gone for good.

Her father entered the room with the slamming of the front door and immediately Alyssa scrambled to get him a beer. He sat down in his chair drinking his beer and her mother said "Greg, Alyssa was a naughty girl today!" Cathy lied "She started screaming at me and throwing shit" "ALYSSA ANNE SWAN GET YOUR ASS IN HERE" he yelled and Alyssa walked in slowly "Yes Daddy?" she said sweetly loathing the fact that she had to put on the front "Don't 'Yes Daddy' me!" he said standing up "Your mama told me what your stupid ass did today!" and he smacked her hard across the face with such force that she hit the floor "Now I'm going to take it easy on you for NOW cause I'm hungry now get your fucking ass in there and fix be some fucking food" he said furious. Alyssa finished supper and after eating she went up to her room.

Her father waited until her mother was asleep before he came in that night and it was no different from any other night, he ripped her clothes and left when he was done leaving Alyssa there broken and alone. "I swear if I get out of this alive I will NEVER be with another man ever again!" she thought to herself before crying herself to sleep.

The next day at school she got the bottle of borium hydrochloride from Nadia and ran through the plan with Joey. After they agreed to the plan they spent the rest of the skipping considering it was their last day together. They went shopping for a duffel bag and clothes and Joey and Nadia added to her getaway stash. Alyssa left the bag with the clothes, snacks and money in Joey's car for later that night and they took her home.

Yet again Alyssa came home to see that her mother had a John and yet again she silently cried as they raped her for the LAST time. Afterwards she went to fix supper and put a few drops the borium hydrochloride in her parents' food and none in her own. Alyssa set the table and had everything in it's place when her father came storming into the house. As usual he called her some choice names and she brought him his beer before he grabbed her on the ass and shoved her back into the kitchen "That's a good little whore" he said and both Greg and Cathy burst into laughter.

Everyone sat down to dinner around 7 and after the food was done her parents went up to their rooms to have "alone time" and watch TV. Alyssa heard a loud thud about 45 minutes later and she rushed upstairs and cracked open the door to see her father passed out cold on the floor with his pants around his ankles and her mother passed out naked on the bed. If the batch that Nadia's brother had made worked they should be out for another 2 hours, long enough for her to be well on her way to Forks. She gathered what she couldn't live without, which was her money and her pictures of her uncle Charlie and Bella, and left to meet Joey at the corner.

She arrived at the corner to see that Nadia was with Joey in the car and she jumped in and they drove. "Nadia?" she said shocked and Nadia said "I couldn't let you and Joey do this alone…so now on the way to the airport you can fill us in on what has REALLY been bothering you all these years without fear of death". So Alyssa took a deep breath and described all that she endured through the years and all three of them were crying when they hit the airport "I am going to live with the only people who have ever considered me family and hopefully I'll have a better life there. If you never hear from me again you know it's because I am doing well, just know I love you guys! Thanks for putting up with me for so long" she said hugging the girls one last time before going to the ticket counter and purchasing a ticket for Port Angeles, Washington and walking through the terminal to her plane.

Alyssa was nervous as she sat in her seat and clicked her seatbelt. The stewardess took her food order for later in the flight, she was nice, and helped her with whatever she needed. She even gave her a stick of gum for when they took off so that her ears wouldn't pop, she could tell Alyssa hadn't flown before. She relaxed into her seat as she heard "We have now turned on the fasten seatbelt sign so please buckle up, sit back and relax and we should be in Port Angeles within a few hours" the captain said over the intercom. The plane to take off and Alyssa looked out the window and smiled because she was on her way to freedom.

Author's Note: I'm sorry if I may have offended some of you with what Alyssa had to go through but I thought you should see why she is so twisted. Please read and review and if you have any ideas on what to write in future chapters let me know as I am currently working on chapter 2 as we speak.