Hey guys so I need help finding a story about Bella being an empath as she arrives in Forks and instead of falling in love with Edward, she and Jasper fall in love. I think she had some military training or had been in boot camp or something- it's been years since I read it. She becomes a vampire and she has a shield too, that can change color the angrier she gets until it's black. Please help me out I know this isn't a lot to go on but again it's been years since I read it and I've been looking for it since.