The next morning I wake, I get out of bed and do what I do every morning. I walk out of the master bed room and to the next room, my son's room. Before opening it I look in to check he is ok, he is sleeping not even knowing of the dangers that could be in the darkness. I close the door and go in to the next room. I walk in to the room and past the many computers and servers to the main monitor on the wall. I check to see if there had been anything that could have broke in to the grounds. I think it is a way of me just confirming I'm awake and that my family is safe. Every morning after one of them dreams I do this; sometimes I think I am mad, even Sarah said to me it's all in my mind. Even when I told at Sarah looked as if she had some sleepless nights too but I didn't want to go in to details with her. If I could do anything to help my friends forget that pain we went through then I would.
Today was the day all them people died in London, the day Sophie died as well also the day my love could have died too but I can't be sure even to this day I just pray and hope. After leaving the computer room I make a mantle note to go get Sophie's favourite flowers and take them to her grave today. I go to Sophie's grave; I don't even like calling it that. I go to Sophie's place of rest, that's better, I go there a lot to get my mind together and talk to her. I hope she can hear me, makes me feel like the people I love are still alive. If only I had been there a few seconds before Emma, before she could have killed her. My powers, well they killed me that day just lucky I wasn't really dead. My powers well now that something to talk about. I haven't used them well I have but I try not to. When I wake from my bad dreams I can feel the pain and the power in my heart. The lights in the whole house even the ground flicker and get effect. It feels like if I don't use my powers soon then they will overload and burst out of me. It's like over charging a battery Kelly says, Kelly well that a whole story. She had a bad time after the London attack, she got better but the past year she has been going a bit crazy saying she can see Emma everywhere. Sometimes I think that is why I have these dreams because the state Kelly is in is playing on my mind. I haven't spoken to her in so long I should go and see her too. So now I go to the kitchen to see Danielle standing in her dressing gown just moving a fried egg on to a plate with other food. "I made you breakfast" She says in her light sweet voice. "I don't think I can eat, sorry" I said back.
Has she forgotten? "I know it's hard, but I want to come with you today to make it easier for you" Danielle suggests. So she hasn't forgotten, well why would she, I'm not surprised she hasn't been having nightmares.
I looked down at the floor and slowly walked to the table and picked up the glass of freshly squeezed orange juice and downed it in one. I walk over to Danielle and give her a kiss and tell her what I got to do next. "I am going to get ready then go right away, but is it ok if I go alone if you don't mind?" I felt bad saying this but I needed to do this on my own. "It's ok I had a feeling you would want to" She replied and kissed me back. I lifted the kitchen and walked to the bedroom to get ready.