Ok so this is my first fic in a long time and I'm kinda rusty at this! I know this chapter is short but if i get enough people who like it and would like a chance to see where it goes i will definitely continue and of course make the chapters a lot longer! So here ya have it! Enjoy!
Oh and my disclaimer.. sadly i don't own rookie blue or anything with this story other then my mistakes.. happy reading!
It had been 4 hours since she had left his room. 4 hours since she had heard him flat line before they revived him and had made her leave to take him up into surgery. Still no word. That can not be good she thought, 4 hours was a long time to not hear anything from the doctor. Since she left his room she had come back out to sit with her friends because she knew that now she needed them just as much as they needed her. She couldn't believe the events that led up to this very moment. She couldn't help but feel a slight pang of anger toward Marlo because had she just been honest to start with none of this would have happened, but at the same time had she stepped up and confronted Frank when she wanted to she could say the same thing.
Everything was going well with her, she was having a great time with Nick. It was turning into a very easy and open relationship. One she had always wanted with Sam but could never have because of his lack of communication. Then to come back from UC and see how easy it was for him to be with someone else, someone who wasn't her, it made her realize that maybe it was never meant to be with them. So she did what any normal woman would do, she moved on. It was great something she never expected to like with him, but with them it just seemed to work. She'll admit it was kind of awkward at first but after the first few times of taking it more than friends she actually started to really like him and thought that they can definitely go past the friend zone into something so much more. That was until Sam had let her in just a little bit into his head and told her that he only wanted her to be happy above all else and that she was happy with him and that's why he had to leave. Now here she was apologizing to the guy she thought she could see a future with because she didn't know if she could go back to the one she tried so hard to have one with. dammit why did he have to do that to her, right when she's happy he goes and does this to her. Making her now second guess everything that she thought she already knew. She knew that she still had a lot to think about but that would have to wait until she was able to see how he was. She was still lost in thought when Nick tapped her on the shoulder. When she looked up she saw the doctor walking towards them, a very serious and non readable face in toe.