…To See Your Face Again…
Author's note/Warning: This is a Yaoi story, male x male. The pairing is Seme Eren x Uke Levi. If it offends you, you might want to turn back now. For those that don't mind that, I hope you enjoy the story. All reviews are appreciated.
P.S.: This is time travel and Omegavers! You have Been warn!
Disclaimer: I will only say this once. I don't own anything and make no profit off this story.
Chapter 1.
Eren was forty years old and he was tired. He is so, so tired that everyday pains him to be alive and breathing. this wasn't how things were supposed to turn out, no it wasn't. they were supposed to have a happy ending, but they all didn't, because half if not all of them had died.
He now stand on a high cliff near the ocean, the ocean that he had always dreamed of seeing. But at what cause. Losing his family, his friends, his mate. the ocean had lost it's magic once he had lost his mate.
Eren look at the ocean and give a humorless smile. the blue that turn into a black at night, just like how his heart had turn to an organ full of hate. it would be a fitting place to end everything in, his grave as black as his heart. and maybe he will finally find peace that he craved for, for 23 years now, but never for once had the fates granted him that wish.
He know he had fucked up a lot in his life, after all if he was strong he would have saved his friends, his mate, or he could have loved his new mate, and accept his new life, but he didn't. Because he knew that the ghosts of the past will always chase him no matter what, even after his death.
"Eren…please! Forget about them! Please, it had been 22 years and I can't see my mate suffer anymore." Said Historia as she sobbed softly hiding her face in her hands, the two of them had shared a lot of pain and sadness, but still it seems like her mate won't forget a past, that left the two of them broken.
"Krista…" he whisper softly as he look at his mate for 20 years, and somehow he couldn't find it in him to go and comfort her, even after everything she had done to him.
Historia looked at Eren with hurt, her mate was still clinching to a past that long since gone. Her face become hard at that. "It is your duty Eren." She whisper in a shaky voice trying to be strong, even as her Omega whine at her. "I know it hurt, I have lost my mate too. Or have you forget that."
she sniff wiping her tears of then look at Eren with a heartbroken look, even after she lost Ymir, she was able to love, and loving Eren she did, after all he was the person who saved her from insanity. "You are now the king of this walls, if you don't stop running behind the past, you won't be the only one who suffer."
With that she turn away leaving Eren alone.
Eren give a shaky sigh at that and look at the night sky. He tried, he really did try to love her, but it seems like his heart was already dead for a long time to realize what the word 'love' meant anymore.
He was kneeling on the floor in shock, tears were running down his face as he look at the body that was hanging from the ceiling. He didn't know what to do, he didn't want to believe it, but his voice had long since left him.
What made Eren give an ear piercing scream of agony was the words that were written on the wall with blood.
'I am sorry, Eren'
Eren had lost the only friend that he had that day.
Tears weren't running down Eren's face, after all his tears had long since dried and left him too. But even after years though he did try and cry for himself, for his sake, only to not have one tear to he tried with all his might to stop the sobs that want to get out of his chest.
"P-please, please." He repeat the word over and over again looking at his mate in his arms, begging to not be left alone.
His mate give him a shaky smile, as he save the imagine of the love of his life, his brat, his love, his Alpha. Even as they both knew that he had broke his mate over and over again.
"I love y-you."
With that his mate left him alone, taking their unborn child with him.
Eren give a shaky sigh as he dry-washed his face, he looking at the ocean below, he could imagine how it will play out. Some fisher man will find his body in the water, he will freak out and go to tell the queen. Eren know she will be sad and heartbroken to lose him even after everything he had done to her, but he also know that she will rule this land fairly. Since all the titans are dead now.
Eren take a deep breath, feeling the salty air on his tongue and sigh as peace finally start soaking him softly. "I am ready." He whisper in a broken pray, looking at the moon that was shining on the land and the sea. He spread his arms and sigh as the wind start caressing him like an old lover. With that he let himself fall forward.
Gone…
He will finally see his mother's face as she smiled at him softly, tugging at his ear playfully.
Gone…
He will finally see the friends that he lost, he will tell them how he was sorry that he couldn't save them all.
Gone…
He will finally look at his mate's face once again, the beautiful face that he start to forget. His mate will hold their child and smile at him, they will finally be a family once again.
GONE…
Once upon a time, the original titan Ymir look at the humans with a soft smile.
Though she frown at the dark future she saw ahead of them, then she cried.
Her last child will die, the attack titan who brought the peace to this land will die.
So with a heavy heart she prayed to the Gods.
'Please! Please save my son from his broken heart.'
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Eren woke up with a gasp and a silent scream, sweat was running down his body, as his body stayed frozen in his bed, he shakily look around him only to be shock at the sight he was seeing.
A lone tear had escaped Eren as it trick down his cheek, it was the first tear that he shed in 15 years, and that by itself shocked him. He was back! He closed his eyes as he took a deep breath to calm his heart down. He was back where it all had start. He shakily look at the recruits that were sleeping in their beds and held his sobs at the sight, he was happy to finally see the dead again, but maybe he was dead too.
He didn't know how it happened or why, after all he had jumped, he was supposed to die, he was sure of that. But instead of that. He had moved backward thirty-eight years into the past. To the day he enlist in the military, Eren wanted to laugh at that but in the same time he wanted to cry.
Eren closed his eyes as he took a shaky breath trying to sit up on his bed, his body hurt so much he felt like he was stepped on by the armor titan.
At that he freeze, he look at Annie's, Berthold's, and Reiner's beds. Only to see nothing, they weren't there.
Eren give a humorless and cold smile at that, he know where they are now. Eren sigh in relief as he narrow his eyes then give a bone chilling smile at that. it seems like the fates were really a cruel but a funny thing all the same.
Eren stood up and start walking to the door, his footsteps are silent, years and years of practice had done it, sometimes when he stood behind people they will always scream and run, calling him a ghost, and somehow he was one, always holding to a past that had left him.
Eren hummed softly as his heart beat wildly in anticipation, could his mate be alive too? He sigh at that then look at the moon, who strangely was glowing like it knows about what will happen in few minute and it wanted to help Eren with his mission.
Eren smile softly at that as he walk until he reached the place he wanted to be in. he saw those three people who cause him so much hurt and pain and smirk, he could feel the power of the attack titan singing in his body, it sing to attack, to kill, to protect. And that what Eren is about to do.
"I didn't find where the true king is." He heard Annie sigh softly in a tired voice as she look at here friends and he had to smirk at that.
He saw Berthold sigh softly shaking his head will Reiner growl at that. Eren looked around the place and smirk dangerously. No one is in his sigh. That was just perfect.
Eren walked until he stood near the three of them who didn't hear his practically non existed footstep. Eren give a cold smile as the three smell him and jump away looking at him in shock.
"E-Eren, what are you doing here?." Reiner said as he smiled at Eren. Eren could see Annie narrow her eyes at him, and Berthold sweating softly, and he hummed softly at that.
"You know, I am impressed that you had breach the wall only to find the 'true king' titan shifters." He said with a knowing smile seeing them tense and stiff. Annie glare at him ready to attack if he move.
"I don't know what are you-" Reiner start only to be cut by Eren as he look at him with a freezing look.
"Silence." Eren said making Reiner shut up. Eren smirked at that coldly. "You don't have to look for him anymore." He said with a bored voice looking at the three, looking for the one he will kill first, his eyes fell on Annie's and he hiss and smirk. "I am already here." Eren saw them freeze in shock at that, the looked at each other then took their stand as the three were ready to fight him.
Eren just smile at that. "Freeze." Eren use the coordinate, making the three titan shifters look at him in fear as their bodies become like stones.
Eren give a cold laugh at their horror filled face. "I have been waiting for this moment for years you know, it is unfair that you will run away from the 'true king'. Didn't you search for me? Then why are you trying to run away. We just start." He cackle madly as he look at the moon then at them.
With that Eren bite his right hand, a lightening struck him from the sky. Instead of a human, a ten meters titan stood up, with a brown shoulder-length hair, and blue-green eyes.
The titan look at them with a hate fill eyes then huffed a cloud of steam and roar.
The screams of the three titan shifters as they were eaten, went unnoticed by all.
Eren curl around himself in a small ball and growl softly, he had killed those three murders before they breach wall Rose. Though just after Eren had left his titan, his body become hot and weak. He fell into the ground as pain start holding his body tightly.
He was thankful that the titan's corpse had long since gone, but it seems like his shift had a price, and a heavy one at that.
Eren heard a footsteps running to his direction and he growled lowly in his throat at that. he raise his head to look at the other Alpha who look at him in shocked eyes, those eyes were of the one and only Keith Shadis.
Keith kneel next to Eren but not close scared that the other will bite his head off, and he truly believe he will do it as he heard Eren start growling at him in a dangerous voice. He couldn't believe it, and maybe he didn't want too. because after all in front of his eyes was the first person who present at a young age, and an Alpha too.
It was physically and mentally impossible, for children to present under the age that range from 16 to 18, any child present earlier than that, his dynamic will shock him until his body die. But to see a boy who survive the presenting and at the age of 12 was mind blowing. Hell! The boy turn out to be an Alpha.
"Are you Ok, kid?" he asked as he look at the kid up and down. Eren just hissed at the man but give a shaky sigh and nodded his head.
Eren look around him and hissed. "I need a shelter." He said then look at the man in the eyes waiting for him to do something. "Away." He said making the man nodded his head.
Eren grunt as he felt his titan's power finally kick in and heal him, after that he stand on a shaky legs much to Keith's surprise.
Keith stand up and start leading the boy to his cabin to sleep. Once he reached the camp he summon a doctor to see the boy.
Eren lay on Keith's bed and hold his legs close to his chest as he tried to sleep, tomorrow would be a long day.
Eren look at his mate with a love fill look, his mate had finally given him a chance. A chance that the two could be together finally.
Eren frown as his beautiful mate not wanting him before, and he give a sad sigh.
He know that his mate had want Eren to have a family, something he couldn't do with his beautiful mate because his mate was barren.
Eren frown at that with a scowl on his face, he didn't care that his mate couldn't give him children. Hell! They could adopt he doesn't have a problem with that as long as his mate was happy.
Eren felt his mate woke up and look around, once his mate's eyes fell on him he smile softly.
"Good morning brat." His mate murmur still sleepy but then purr as Eren start kissing his neck. Eren smile at that and hum.
"Good morning Levi." Levi smile softly at that as snuggle into Eren's warm chest.
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Eren woke up with a soft growl as he felt his rut was still here, burning his body from the inside, thankful it was suppressed, which made him sigh in relief at that.
It seems like turning into a titan, had made him present much earlier then he thought. though he was thankful for that, he need all the strength he could get, if he will change the past for once and for all.
Eren set up and look at the window it was still night, and the moon was shining softly through the window making Eren sigh.
"I love you, my heart." He whispered, hoping that his mate would hear his voice and answer.
With that Eren look at the moon until morning come.
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