Look at Me

It had been two years since the Fae fought against the Wanderer. The Wanderer, to all of Fae, was a menace—a king that the Fae would never accept as the Fae would never yield to absolute dictation.

To Bo, his daughter, he was a stranger and never a father but at the end she thought of him as a hero who chose to be the demon than to be an angel. The Wanderer wanted to eliminate the Dark and the Light. Come to think of it, maybe he had won at the end as the Fae removed their labels and had become one against him. She would never forget his last words "I'm sorry.. my daughter.. for the short life I have given you.." At first, she didn't understand what he meant but when her body slowly became weaker and sex didn't heal her wounds as fast as before, she figured it out.

For the past two years, Lauren had been trying to find out what was going on within Bo's body. Her cells were dying again. It was different from the dawning where her cells were being replaced. They remembered what Trick said that her dawning was two hundred years too early. Lauren, with her intellect, knew what was happening but she just couldn't believe it—denial maybe. Bo's one of the most powerful Fae that this world had ever known and it had a price—a shorter lifespan.

Lauren told Bo to sit and remove her jacket. It took a moment before Bo did as she was told, tired and frustrated. Another sample was needed to find a solution which didn't seem to exist. The struggle had taken most of her precious time from living and loving the most important person in her life.

"Lauren.." Bo called out but the blonde seemed to hear nothing.

"Lauren…" Bo's voice became tenderer as the needle became closer.

"Lauren.." She held the doctor's hands, stopping her, squeezed them tight and stood up.

"I need to take a sample Bo.." Her voice was shaking. The doctor focused her eyes on the needle not wanting to look at her Bo.

Bo didn't let go and took the syringe from the doctor's reluctant hands. "Look at me.." She put the doctor's hands on her cheeks hoping to catch the doctor's eyes wandering eyes on the floor and then to the ceiling preventing the tears from coming out.

"Look at me.. I love you." The succubus kissed the hands of her doctor tenderly.

Her hands slid from the succubus' cheeks to her thighs. The doctor's knees became weak, kneeling down the floor, she broke into tears. She put her arms around the succubus' thighs, hugging them tightly, pleading. "Please.. Bo.. let me do this." Lauren too had been feeling the exhaustion and frustration. She had lost several patients before but Bo was someone she would never want to lose.

"I won't give up on you. Let me do this… please.. Let me save you." The last words were softer as she felt that it was something she could probably fail to do.

Bo gave a soft smile and caressed the doctor's face then gently pulled her up for a kiss. The doctor stood up and kissed her beloved with passion.

Pulling away from the kiss, she wiped off the tears from her doctor's face. It had been a while since she was this close to the blonde.

"You saved me numerous times." She held her beloved doctor's hands. "You were always the one who pulled me back when I was trapped in the darkness of my power. You're my savior.. Lauren. Didn't you know that?"

The women kissed again. Tears were still flowing from the doctor's eyes and Bo could taste them. She couldn't help but shed tears herself.

"I want to save you again.. Please Bo." Lauren had been running tests and experiments to stop Bo's cells from dying. She had read all ancient books from the Light and the Dark archives but there was nothing.

Bo looked straight at Lauren's brown hazel eyes and couldn't help but notice the eye bags that had become bigger because of all those tiring nights finding a cure for her.

"I don't need anymore saving Lauren. This is life... It starts and it ends." Bo leaned to kiss the doctor again but she turned away and faced her desk.

"Not like this.. You're Fae. It's not supposed to be this way!" She swiped everything off of her desk. Broken test tubes and flasks scattered on the floor. Bo, looking at Lauren, felt like she wasn't just losing her life but her beloved as well.

Bo called out her doctor but ,again, it seemed like she didn't hear anything. The succubus slowly hugged her from behind and kissed her neck.

"It's a dream come true Lauren.. Me, dying like this."

Lauren felt the succubus' warm breath on her neck which she had always loved and it scared her to think that she would lose it someday soon. Who would be happy dying young? Those were strange words to hear. Lauren turned around and looked at her beloved hoping for some answers.

"When you told me that I was Fae and you're human. It broke my heart because it made me think that we could never be happy together. It felt like me being Fae is a huge unbreakable wall between us. Right now, dying like this, made that wall disappear. I've never been so happy. I've never been so free. I've never felt so fit for you like this."

Lauren grabbed her succubus and ravished her lips and the succubus returned the fervor.

"What do you want to do..?" With Lauren's question, both of them started to fully accept everything.

"I wanna go away.. somewhere.. far.. just the two of us. Until .." Bo's lips were interrupted by a soft kiss.

Lauren, was still not ready to hear it.

"Alright.. just the two of us.."

The blonde wrapped her arms around the succubus tightly.

"I love you.."

~end of Look at Me~

Wow. My first Lost Girl fanfic.

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-revised 01/01/2014