Far Away
In the beginning,
I hated you.
You hated me too,
But we both knew the truth.
You always made fun of me,
I pretended I didn't care,
But really…it hurt.
Because you said it
with a hateful glare.
We went through a lot,
You started finally acknowledging me.
And for once in my life,
I felt happy.
For once in my life,
I knew I wasn't alone anymore.
That first kiss
Brought in a great feeling…
Bliss.
That first 'I love you'
Brought me kneeling.
I loved how we pretend,
I loved how we faked,
But in a room alone,
You were my escape.
My escape from pain,
My escape from loneliness.
Then one day,
My lucky clover…
Torn apart,
Like our 'unbreakable' bond.
Someone stole you away,
Away from me…away from everyone else.
You started changing…rearranging,
You became emotionless…uncaring.
I wasn't good enough,
It had to be,
For you left,
Was it because of me?
When you left,
Your memory…your picture I kept.
I need you back,
Please come home.
I'm nothing without you,
Just a bird without it's song…
When I found you once,
You seemed as if everything meant nothing.
You tried to hurt me,
Do I even know you anymore?
You left again,
Again I couldn't stop you.
Day after day I'll die.
Why won't you come home?
Day after day I'll lie.
Lie about how I'm feeling.
Lie about the nothingness deep in my heart.
Why did you have to tear
Our bond apart?
Outside I'm alive,
But without you…
I'm
DEAD…
I won't give you up.
I'll get you back,
Even if it kills me,
On the outside that is.
In the process,
All I can do is pray,
To a lifeless nothing.
I beg of you,
COME HOME,
So I don't have to feel so…
Alone.
Come back to me,
So everything can be,
What it used to be.