A/N: Before you proceed, on reading the contents of this story, I suggest, that you read first, the Pages of my Life which is the first part of the whole story, because this story, was the second part already. ^_^

Because I don't want you, to get confuse, on some parts of the story.

Anyway, Happy reading, and thank you, for the support until now, I'll try my best, to keep you all entertained, at the best of my ability, but in return, I asked you, to please bear with me. ^_^

So, here it comes, and sorry for keeping you all waiting.

Oh! Before I forgot, if I mess up some of the grammars, it wasn't intentional, and right now, before, another story begins, I apologize...hehehe

Disclaimer: I don't own MSGM, and I apologize, for its real owner, for I am just a fun, who loves, to write stories about this anime.


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Thought of Oneself


She looks up, at the bright blue sky, with a smile "what a nice day to start" she thought. Then, lower her gaze, at the statue of Maria sama. Which, is standing tall, in front of her, and watching every students of Lillian Girls High School, as they, entered the school premises that morning, she joined her hands together, and closed her eyes to pray "Maria sama, please guide me today, for I am about to face the members of the Yamayurikai. I ask you, to give me strength, to stand firmly, in front of them" she prayed, through her mind. Then, opened her eyes and started to walk slowly, towards the Rose Mansion "my name, is Fukuzawa Yumi, I'm just an ordinary first year student, with a normal life, but everything has change, after I accidentally, met the star of Lillian's Girls High School, Ogasawara Sachiko aka Rosa Chinensis en Bouton, my onee-sama, I just accepted her rosary yesterday, and today, was the day, that she will be, introducing me to all the members of the Yamayurikai, things, might have happened in a rush between us. But, am still happy, because I knew, that I made the right choice, and that's to be with the most important person in my life"

-o-

Yumi entered the Rose Mansion silently, and climb the stairs, to the second floor. Then, stops in front of the student council room, but before, she could knock on the door, she heard footsteps coming, towards her. And when, she turn her head, to her left, she saw Rosa Gigantea Satou Sei "gonkigenyo Rosa Gigantea" Yumi said, politely and bowed her head slightly, to give respect, at one, of the heads of the Yamayurikai.

Sei frowns at first. Until, she recognizes the girl in front of her, it was Fukuzawa Yumi, the first year student that has been, linked to Sachiko. And then, a smile was formed on her lips. When, she saw the silver lace, hanging in Yumi's neck "you accepted Sachiko's rosary, didn't you?" Sei asked. When, Yumi straightened her back, and unconsciously, Yumi touch, her neck, in wonder. This amuses Sei "you're quite, amusing" Sei commented.

"Eh?" Yumi asked, confused. And when, she realizes, what Sei meant, she looks away blushing.

"So, are you planning to go inside or you'll just stand there?" Sei asked, and walks toward the door, to open it.

"Sorry" Yumi answered, apologetically. And step back, to let Sei open the door.

"This girl was truly a good match, to Sachiko" Sei thought, as she glances at Yumi, before opening the door.

Everyone in the room, looks at the door, as Sei, entered the room followed by a shy Fukuzawa Yumi, after seeing Yumi, Sachiko stood up, from her seat, and approaches her petite soeur. While, the others waited for her to say something.

"I have an announcement, to everyone" Sachiko said. While, looking around the room, Youko leans back, on her chair to listen. While, Eriko watch Yumi with interest, and Sei stood, behind Shimako's chair waiting, Rei and Yoshino waited, for Sachiko to say something "I already taken Fukuzawa Yumi, as my petite soeur" Sachiko said, in a loud and clear voice, and it didn't surprises everyone that much, because they knew, that this might happen.

Youko smiled, and stood, from her seat, and walks towards Yumi, who flinch. When, Youko put her arms in front of her chest, as if to show authority, Sei chuckled, at Yumi's reaction, and shook her head "Youko, you're scaring Yumi chan" Sei said teasingly.

"Oh, shut up Sei" Youko said, without glancing at her friend, and lower her arms, on her sides "sorry if I scared you, Yumi chan" Youko said, smiling "and welcome, to the Chinensis Family" Youko added, enclosing Yumi in a tight embrace, even though surprised, Yumi smiled, and return the embrace.

"Thank you" Yumi said, but before Youko, let go of her, the older girl whispered in her ear.

"It's nothing, but I tell you, as your grand soeur, I ask you now, to have a long patience, with Sachiko, because your onee-sama, was a moody person, with short temper" Youko said.

"I know" Yumi whispered back, with a smile.

"That's good to hear, then" Youko said, and freed her, from that tight embrace, and looks around, at the faces waiting "everyone! Let's welcome, Yumi chan, to the Yamayurikai!" Youko said, happily.

"Then, give me a hug, Yumi chan" Sei said, and started to approach Yumi with open arms, but Sachiko stood, in front of Yumi. While, eying Sei suspiciously "hey, what's with the look?"

"I'm sorry, Sei sama, but you're not, allowed to hug, my petite soeur" Sachiko answered possessively, Sei frowns. Then, glance at Youko, who shrugged.

"Am not?" Sei asked innocently, looking back at Sachiko.

"Yes" Sachiko answered firmly, and looks around "everyone is allowed, to hug Yumi, except, for Sei sama"

"Why is that?" Sei asked, bewildered.

"Stop it Sei" Eriko said, standing up, from her seat "remember about the saying that, you can't, always get, what you want"

"But that's unfair! Why am I the only one, who isn't, allowed to hug, Yumi chan?"

"It's because, Sachiko doesn't trust you, in some ways" Youko answered, with a smirk.

"Why is that?"

"Who knows" Eriko answered, and approach Yumi "welcome to the Yamayurikai, Yumi chan" Eriko said, with a welcoming smile, and the rest of the members, welcomes Yumi, with smile, and shake hands, and in response. Yumi thank them, by bowing her head, to show her appreciation.

"As a celebration, for Yumi chan joining us today, we will not, have a meeting this morning, instead, we will asked, Sachiko and Yumi chan to give us, some service" Youko announce, that shocks Yumi. While, looking at Sachiko in panic which, made the others laugh, at her reaction "relax, we're not going to ask you, to dance or do some stupid acts" Youko said, suppressing her smile, and look at the others "but we want to know, if how, did Sachiko offer, her rosary to you?"

"Eh?" Yumi asked, turning her gaze back at Youko, astonished.

"So, could you tell us?" Youko asked. Yumi looks at Sachiko. Whose, brow was twitching "don't be afraid, I'll protect you, from Sachiko's wrath"

"I can't, tell you how" Yumi answered, and look away blushing.

"Hmm... did Sachiko, do something, to make you, accept her rosary?" Sei asked grinning, Yumi looks at Sei in wonder. Until, she realizes, what, the older girl meant.

"No, she didn't, do anything" Yumi answered, flustered. Sei, Youko and Eriko watch her, with interest. Which, made her step back, but Sei grab her hand.

"Trying to escape, aren't you?"

"No" Yumi answered, firmly. While, looking straight, in Sei eyes then, straightened her back that amazes the three roses.

"Sachiko has a good eye, for choosing, Yumi chan as her petite soeur" Youko thought.

"Yumi chan will surely, make this boring Rose Mansion, entertaining" Eriko thought.

"Hehe... this, will be pretty interesting" Sei thought, maliciously.

"Alright, that's enough service, for everyone" Sachiko said, crossing her arm in front of her chest, and step forward, between Yumi and the three roses "because, you three, were only scaring my petite soeur, instead, of welcoming her"

"Oh my, what a harsh word, for you to say" Eriko said.

"Well, Sachiko has a sharp tongue, as always, and it could also, damage your thought, if you let her every word, sink in your head" Sei commented, sarcastically. But Sachiko just ignored the two roses, and faces Yumi.

"Don't mind what they say" Sachiko said to Yumi, who looks up at her with concern.

"But..."

"I'm already used, to their remarks, about me" Sachiko said, with a smile cutting Yumi off, but Yumi, couldn't accept. What Sachiko had said, and with a frown, she shoves, Sachiko on the side, and looks at Sei and Eriko seriously. When, she saw the two roses giggle and it irritates her.

"Sachiko sama might be used, to your sarcastic remarks, and just ignores them, but I'm not, and I won't be just standing here, listening to all of this" Yumi said, in a serious, and dangerous tone "I don't care, if you punish me, for disrespecting the two of you, but I won't back down, until you stop your stupid remarks, towards Sachiko sama" Yumi said, in a controlled voice, but her eyes were fierce and dangerous.

Everyone stared at Yumi in disbelief. Then, a satisfied smile, was formed, on Youko's lips, and hold Yumi on the shoulder, to calm her down "hey, calm down Yumi chan" Youko said, calmly. Which, made Yumi looks up at her, confused "Sei and Eriko, won't be saying words like that anymore, to Sachiko alright? And, as your grand soeur, I promise that"

Yumi nodded, and her dangerous eyes returned to normal which, is a pair of honest, and sincere brown eye. Then, bowed her head, towards Sei and Eriko "I'm sorry, for being rude, but please stop, insulting, Sachiko sama" Yumi said. That, made Sei and Eriko felt ashamed, of themselves, as they watch, on how Yumi, fights for Sachiko.

Sei and Eriko bowed their heads too, in apology "we're sorry" the two older girls said, in unison. When Yumi straightened her back, she glances at Sachiko, who was looking at her proudly. Which, made Yumi smile.

"You two, need's recollection" Youko commented, on her fellow roses, with a smirk on her face.

"It's Sei, who needs recollection and counselling considering her attitudes, lately" Eriko commented.

"Well, for your information, Ms. Decochin. I'm totally fine, unlike you, who was flirting around unconsciously, on every students, you saw. When, they interest you" Sei retort, in defence to her hurt pride.

"W...wh..."

"That's enough, you two" Youko said placing herself, between the two. Before, they would grab each other's hair "stop acting like little kids, will you!" Youko said, in a loud voice, and started lecturing her fellow roses, forgetting that everyone was still standing.

Eriko sighs "here we go again" she whispered, while Sei rolled her eyes.

"Are you two, listening to me?" Youko asked in frustration.

"Yes, we are" Sei and Eriko answered, in a bored tone. Which, amuses Yumi, as she watch the three heads of the Yamayurikai

"Are they, always like this?" Yumi asked, in a whisper to Sachiko. When, the older girl came closer to her.

"Yes" Sachiko answered, and holds Yumi's hand, and squeezes it lightly.

It takes thirty minutes. Before, Youko's lecture has ended, and everyone in the room was already bored. While, listening to her, because Youko only stops when they heard, the bell rings, as the sign, that the morning class, was about to begin.

"We're not, done yet Sei, Eriko" Youko said, as the three roses started to leave the room, followed by Shimako, Yoshino and Rei.

"Yes, yes, we, heard you" Sei said in response.

Yumi was about to follow too. When, Sachiko stops her, by grabbing her hand. Yumi looks up, confused. But, Sachiko didn't say anything, and waited for the door to close. And when, it does, Sachiko looks down at her, and with a mischievous smile, Sachiko kiss her. Although, surprised Yumi kiss Sachiko, passionately in return, but they separated right away. When, they heard the bell rings again "it's time to go, to class" Yumi said, with a grin. When, she saw the disappointment, in Sachiko's eyes.

"You're right" Sachiko agreed, with a sigh.

"Hey! sighing, early in the morning, was bad luck, you know"

"I can't help it. Since, that bell cuts my intimate time, with you" Sachiko's mind answered, but didn't say it "let's go, before we became late, to our class" she answered instead, and holds Yumi's hand, and they walk out, of the room together.

-o-

Lunch break...

Mami and Tsutako approach Yumi in her seat happily, and with broad smiles on their lips, "Shimako san told us, about it" Mami said, while Tsutako started pressing her camera, taking her pictures.

"About what?" Yumi asked, innocently.

"About you, and Rosa Chinensis en Bouton, Shimako san said, that you already accepted Rosa Chinensis en Bouton's rosary, and she already introduces you to all the members of the Yamayurikai"

"Oh that!" Yumi responded, with her usual, late reaction.

"Yes that" Mami said, with patience "so, when did she offer it to you?"

"Yesterday afternoon"

"So, you're telling me, that you're not able to escape her?"

"Yes" Yumi answered, shyly "well, Sachiko sama used, her bodyguards to block my way, and there's no escape for me. Then, we had a talk, and clear some things, between us, and at the end. She offered me her rosary, and I accepted"

"Is that all?"

"Yes"

"Could you tell me about these things, that the two of you clears, on each other?" Mami asked, but Yumi shook her head.

"I can't, because it's a secret, between the two of us"

"Hmm... it only makes it more, and more interesting" Mami commented, and Yumi just smiled, at her friend.

-o-

After that day of introduction, Yumi was proclaimed, as Ogasawara Sachiko's petite soeur, through the help of the Lillian Newspaper club. Who, gladly accepted the job, to do the announcement, and as expected, everyone reacted differently. Most, students were happy while, the others are not, and some. Felt sympathetic towards Shizuka, but in the end, all the students of Lillian Girls High School congratulated Yumi. Until, the news finally subsided. And Yumi was now friends, with all the members of the Yamayurikai.

Youko was on her way back to the locker room, after her P. E class. When, from a far, she saw a familiar face of a girl "Shiori?" she whispered to herself, and instead, of going back to the locker room, she run towards the place. Where, she saw the girl. But when, she reaches the spot the girl, was no longer in sight "was it, just my imagination?" she asked, herself again. While, looking around but didn't saw any sign of the girl.

"Hey Youko! What are you, doing there?" Sei called out in a loud voice that surprises Youko.

"I can't, tell Sei" Youko's mind said then turns her gaze at the blonde haired girl. Who, was now walking towards her.

"What's wrong, why did you, suddenly run off, like that?" Sei asked worriedly, after stopping in front of her friend, Youko shook her head, and smiled at Sei.

"It's nothing, I just thought, that I saw someone, I knew, but I guess, it was, just my imagination" Youko answered, and cling her hand, on Sei's arm.

"If you say so" Sei said shrugging, and the two of them, walks back, towards the locker room, to change their clothes.

From a tree, a girl with long brown hair, emerge. While, watching sadly Sei and Youko leave, "she must have forgotten, about me already" the girl whispered, and let her tears, fall from her eyes.


A/N: So, what do you think? Please, let me know, because, like other people says, feedback's from the readers, are the source, of every writers motivation, to continue on writing a story...hehehe

Anyway, that's it, for now, but I hope you enjoy. ^_^

I'm going to sleep now, because, right at this moment, the rain was pouring hard, outside and its cold...

Good Night! ^_^

Sept. 29, 2010 [11:15 PM]