Title: JACK.

Author: Englemyer

A/N: Ok, my mum and I got this idea from recently watching chimera. We got to the stage that the whole Pete thing was so wrong, so we started making scenarios on what we would have changed to involve Jack in some way. All of this is in Sam's POV. So this is what we came up with, I hope you all like it!

DISCLAIMER! I don't own anything, but it would be really, really cool if I did though!

And so it begins.

I can't believe I just invited him into my house. Don't get me wrong I like him all. He still seems lost for words when he looks at me. I think it's cute…sometimes. I wish I could, no Sam don't think of that.

"Suit yourself." I said as I got out of his car. I walked through the front door as he followed.

"So this is home." I said.

I placed my bag down on the dinning room table. I turn to see him standing behind me. He smiles and he leans forward and kisses me. I lead him up the stairs and guided him to my room.

As we enter through the hallway we start kissing intensely. I gently push him against the wall. I fight for the passion and emotion behind it all. He pushes me into the opposite wall. We keep kissing while I try to undo his tie.

He kisses my lips and I kiss him back. Our lips are joined. He then starts to kiss down my collar bone. I breathe heavier than I have in a long time. He started kissing my shoulder leading his kisses to my face.

"Jack," I whispered.

He suddenly stopped and looked at me. I stare at him as he stares at me.

"Excuse me." He asked with a slightly raised tone.

"What?" I don't understand.

"You just called me Jack." He stated.

I didn't…did I.

"No I didn't." I respond.

"Yes you did, I heard it, why else would I make this up?" I stare into his eyes.

"I've got to go." He said as he headed down the stairs.

"Pete wait," I ask him as I follow him down the stairs. He stops and turns to face me when he gets to the front door.

"I don't want to get involved, if you want someone else Sam." A tear runs down my cheek. How could I say his name, when I'm with someone else?

Pete walked out the door without looking back. I start crying and sit down on the couch. I am now shaking and weeping uncontrollably. I reach for my phone that is sitting on the table in front of me.

I dial his number. What would I say to him? It rings 4 times and he picks up. I don't say a word, I hear him breathe twice and hang up. I don't know how I will confront this, him, us…lack of us.

I squeeze the pillow that is beside me and I tuck my legs underneath me. I sob quietly into my pillow.

I hear the front door open, but I don't care I am to upset to care. To angry with myself to even bother.

I turn to see him behind me. Why was he here?

"Carter, what's wrong?" He asked as he sits down beside me.

"Nothing," I reply sharply.

"Right, then why did you call me?" He asked plainly.

"I didn't call you." I lied.

"Caller ID Carter." He said sarcastically.

"So why don't you tell me what's wrong," he questions.

"I can't."

"Why?"

"Because."

"Because why?"

"Because I am so stupid to think I could have a relationship with anybody." I said avoiding his eyes.

"What did he do to you?" Jack asked sounding slightly worried and angry at the same time.

"Nothing, it's what I did to him."

"And that is?" He asked as he took a deep breath in relief.

"It's all your fault." I stammer angrily.

"What?" He said innocently.

"What did I do to you?" he asks slightly annoyed.

"It's your fault because you're like a drug, it's like I am stuck, it's like I am running from you all the time. I can't breathe without you beside me. But worst of all, I can't be with anyone else because as soon as I get close to them I wreck it because your in the back of my mind saying 'I care about her a lot more then I'm suppose to'."

"What brought this on?" He asks plainly as he shifts uncomfortably on the couch.

"Well, if you have to know, I was getting really close with Pete, he really liked me you know. He was kissing me."

"Carter I don't see how that is all bad." He looked confused and now really uncomfortable.

She finally looked up straight into his eyes as he raised her chin to his eye level. She was lost in his eyes, she couldn't get lost in anyone else's eyes like she did with him. She was a definite goner, she loved him and no one could stop her from loving him.

"I said your name. I called him Jack."

THE END!

A/N: Hope you liked it, tell me what you think!

Nat.