A/N: Hey! Guys, I'm back with another story. Yes, I know I need to stop coming up with new stories and, update by old ones, blah,blah,blah, But I was watching season five on soap net the other day and, this just pop in my head. So I just started writing it.
Here's what you need to know. Everything from season one to season five happen, but Lucas never went to Peyton's label to tell her he didn't hate her. Which means he never called her from the airport (yet, ha, ha) He did leave town, he did not call Brooke or Lindsey. He left by himself, it is now two years later. Lucas Scott is really to return to Tree Hill, but what will he been returning to. What will happen when he finds out the Peyton Sawyer moved on.
The first chapter is all about Peyton, what she kinda went through after she heard Lucas left.
Please let me know what you think, Let me know if I should continue, thanks.
Song: Movin on by, Rascal Flatts
Chapter One : Moving On
MOVING ON & HOLDING ON!
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
Many of us can't move on because we are emotionally, spiritually, and mentally being held hostage by are past. For some of us we become co-dependent on our past. For others, the "past" makes a mighty fine excuse for a 24/7 pity party. Meanwhile, we are missing out on the joys life has for us. Take courage. Breath deep. Take that first step forward. Learn from the past, but don't look back. There is glorious world patiently waiting on us.
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
That is exactly what Peyton Sawyer did, she moved on, she wanted to be happy, she needed to be happy. She was emotionally falling apart after Lucas Scott the man she thought she was going to marry one day. Told her, "I hate you" those three words that still made her heart ache when she thinks about that horrible night..
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
She went to the river court a couple of days later, after a talk with Haley, about how she knows Lucas doesn't hate her. Haley said, that sometimes people write what that can't say. So that's what Peyton did, she went to the one place, a place she went a long time ago, when she wanted him to know she cared. She paint very clearly words that would tell anyone that saw it. That some girl named Peyton was in love, with same guy named Lucas. It took her all day, but she didn't care she needed to let him know, they his words hurt her to the core,but she was still completely in love with him.
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
That night she kinda pray that Lucas would stop by the studio, her house, or even call her, but he didn't. The next morning she was told by a very upset, and angry Haley that Lucas left for a while she had no idea where he went, when he was coming back, or if he was coming back. She nodded, as Haley told her pretending that she didn't care, saying that she understood. That it was Lucas life, his chose, but inside she was crying. Haley, didn't say no more, she pretended along with Peyton, that Lucas was doing what was best for him, she wondered if Peyton even crossed his mind before, he left.
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantee's, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
She cry for a couple a weeks alone in her bedroom, Brooke worried about her, but she knew that Peyton had to deal with Lucas's leaving on her own. Peyton blamed herself for him leaving a town that he loved so much. Where his brother and best friend and nephew, and memory's of Keith were. She wondered if he was with Lindsey and none of her friends, had the heart to tell her. That thought alone cut like a knife. It wasn't till one day she over heard Haley tell Brooke that Lucas called, he had been gone for a month and three days, five hours and ten minutes and fifteen seconds. Peyton literally kept track, Haley was still upset with the fact that he left without telling Peyton he didn't hate her, but she was happy to hear his voice, to know he was okay. Peyton was also happy to know he was okay, but she still wondered where he was.
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out-of-town
I've loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
The next morning Peyton, woke up feeling no longer trapped by herself, for holding on to the past. She was now listening to that little voice inside her head, that she blocked out years ago. It told her that she was worth living for and to take it day by day, the interaction between her fears, heartbreak, motivations is the director of the film of her live. It was time for her to move on, time to let go of Lucas Scott. Time to have her happy ending, without Lucas.
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin on
Well, there was chapter one, What did you think? Please review,
The next chapter will jump to two years later,
Did Peyton really move on?
