Summary: Bella is popular. Edward is not. Edward loves Bella, but does she notice him? Edward just wants her to notice that he is there and always have been. One problem is that Edward is a nerd, not even that, he is the lowest of the food chain and Bella's boyfriend is the top of the food chain.

AN: It's me again. I am excited about this story. I am in love with this song. It is so true. I hope you listen to it. It is really wonderful. I have been listening to it for one hour straight while writing this. So here goes.

EPOV (yeah that is right I am starting off with Edward)

Love is so fucking bitter. Yeah I said it. I hate the way the media makes it looks like the nerdy guy can get the popular and beautiful girl. It isn't true. Take me for instant, I wear glasses, I'm smart, and quiet so I am a nerd. While people like Mike Newton are popular because they are assholes. It sucks ass. I don't get why you would like someone who is a bully rather than someone who is nice. But I guess that is the way this world that we call high school works. So why do I call love bitter? Because I am in love with the Queen Bee, the top of the chain, the it-girl, Bella Swan. Yeah I know what you are thinking, isn't every guy in love the most popular girl in school. But that isn't why I love her. I love her because she isn't one of those evil popular kids. She cares and she is sweet. You don't ever see her talking about people or bulling them. She has these deep brown eyes and curly wavy hair. Her smile is deep and makes everyone around her smile. It's the way she is so clumsy that no one notices because she catches herself so fast for anyone to notice, is just amazing. But do you think she sees me? NO! You know why, because I am a nerd. I am not on a sports team or an organized club. Sorry if I sound a little angry but you would be too if you had loved someone and they have never even glanced at you. And the best thing is that today is the first day of senior year. Yeah right! Another year of being the slum under the dirt.

I got dressed in my worn out jeans and my plain black tee and left the house. I am not the only child, but I am the outcast. My sister Alice is in the middle of the food chain. She into fashion and all that stuff but she is also too hyper to hang with Bella and her group. My brother Emmett could be part of the group but he decides to hang with me out of pity. It is sad but very true.

"Hey lil bro" Emmett said when I pulled up to school.

"Hey Em." I said not really not caring about being here.

"Don't be so sad, Eddie. It will be a good year. Al told me" he said laughing.

"Sure just like every other year." I said

"Yeah well I will see you later I got to go look for Rose" he said walking away. Rose was Emmett's girlfriend. She was gorgeous and Bella's best friend. She wasn't that bad, actually she doesn't really talk to me.

I walked into the school not caring about the stares and laugher anymore. I when to get my schedule and locker number from the office. Then I walked out not looking where I was going. Then Bang. I fell to the ground and all my stuff flew into the air, including my glasses. I soon found out that I ran into a girl because I heard her scream as she fell on top of me. She was very light and smelled like strawberries. I knew then who it was, Bella. Okay I am not a stocker because I know what she smells like.

"Hey dweeb, what the hell is your problem?" Prince Charming himself said. Mike. I really wasn't paying attention though because Bella was still laying on me with her face inches away from mine and my hands were wrapped around her holding on to her for dear life; her shirt had lifted up a little, so I was touching her skin. I felt a shock go through my whole body. Not only that but she was staring into my eyes with her deep brown ones. "I asked you a question, loser" Mike said again grabbing Bella so she was off of me.

"Sorry, Bella" I said looking at her and she was blushing. God how I loved her blush the most.

"Its okay, Edward" she said. Wait, she knows my name? Oh sweet baby Jesus.

"Hey nerd, don't touch my girl again or I might have to make your face uglier than what it is now"

"Yeah sure Mike." I said. Then he shoved me into the locker.

"Mike leaves him alone" Bella said shoving Mike out of the way and down the hall. "Thanks for breaking my fall again, Edward" She said my name again and smiled at me. She can say my name all fucking day if she wants. Okay so I didn't mean it like that, but she could.

Today was going to be just wonderful. Yeah right.

BPOV

I can't believe I have to go to school today. I hate that place. Not that I hate school itself, I just hate the people who are supposed to be my friend. Like Jessica, who voice alone just annoys me and the fact that she will fuck anything with a penis. And people think I am slutty. Then there is Lauren who watches me like the wanna-to-be she is. I can't stand it, she will agree with whatever I tell her to do. Then there is Mike, my boyfriend, who just wants to feel me up all the time. I mean I use to think people were wrong when they said boys just want to fight and have sex, but now I believe them. Then there is James, Mike's best friend, who seems to want me more than Mike himself. And last by not least is Tyler, the gay guy in the closet still. Okay not to sound vain or anything, but last year at my beach party I was changing into my bikini and he walked in on me, but do you think he looked, no he ran out screaming like a little girl. What straight guy does that? I am such you are wondering why I would talk about my friends like that. And that is just it they are not my friends. I am popular against my will. I know that sounds stupid but it is very true. Because I choose to look a certain way and like to spend the money given to me, I am labeled popular. Now I am in so deep, I can't get out of it. I have tried too. I came to school in sweats and a tee shirt one day and they all just thought I was sick and told me how cute I was. It is horrible. Not that it isn't nice to be loved sometimes, but I hate attention. I hate when I walk down the hall girls give me fake smiles and guys stare at my ass. It makes me uncomfortable.

So I get ready for school, put my contacts in, since I can't wear my glasses because last time Mike punched this kid for calling me a sexy librarian. I, then, put on make-up I don't need. I put on some jeans and a cute blue shirt on and a small heel. I combed my hair out and grabbed my purse. Then I got in my baby, a red 2011 MTM Audi RS5. That is all I can name about it, Rose picked it out for me. Ah, Rose, the only one I can call my actual friend. She is popular because of her beauty. She is pretty cool though. She isn't fake like the rest of them, always telling the truth, which is why people call her a bitch. But I love her and I can be myself around her, which is nice for a change.

I raced to school and parked next to Mike's jeep. He got out as soon as I did. He grabbed me and kissed me. Something else I actually hated. Mike is not a good kisser; he always wants to shove his tongue down my throat. I pushed him away.

"What's wrong baby you didn't miss me?" he said trying to be sexy. Cue the lie.

"Of course I missed you. I just want to get my schedule before everyone else does. Come on" I said grabbing his hand.

We were walking into the office and I wasn't paying attention, when bang. I ran into someone and had fallen on top of them, their hands instantly went around me and I felt a shock of electricity go through me. I opened my eyes to look into the gorgeous green ones staring back at me. I instantly knew who it was, Edward Cullen. Edward is what my 'friends' call a nerd, the lowest on the food chain. To me he was very nerdy, but I kind of liked it. It was…sexy. Edward was someone I envied because no one paid attention to him. He was invisible, like I always wanted. And his hands felt really good. Someone had worked out, but I guess you don't have a choice when your brother is Emmett. I smiled at him, realizing I was still lying on him. I felt Mike pick me, something that made me like him a little less.

"Sorry Bella" Edward said. I blushed, something that happens a lot.

"It's okay Edward" he looked shocked that I knew his name. That made me feel a little bad.

"Hey nerd, don't touch my girl again or I might have to make your face uglier than what it is now" Mike said. First of all I am pretty sure that Edward could kill Mike if he really wanted to. Secondly, Edward face is not ugly; it is just hidden behind those glasses that he wears. His hair is Bronze that could be cut a little, and with some nice clothes he would look like a model. I hate how Mike treats people.

Edward said something to Mike who then shoved him into a locker. This officially pissed me off.

"Leave him alone Mike" I said shoving him down the hall. I turned around "thanks for saving my fall, Edward" I said looking at him one last time before walking down the hall and smiled. Yes it is true, I Isabella Maria Swan, have a major crush on the schools biggest nerd, Edward Cullen.

Today might actually be a good day.

AN: Okay this is the first chapter tell me if you like it of now. If you like it I will keep going if you don't I will just write it for myself and not post it. Anyway if you don't like classical music then listen to the Aly Michalka version of this song.