A little something different then I'm used to writing so it might not be all that great. I wanted to write this after watching a music video that implied women and child abuse. I know its a very touchy subject and I might get a few negative comments on this but I felt compelled to write this. Sorry! This is the first part of this two part story. This part actually does time jump a few times.
Don't own BTR sadly :(
Little Logan Henderson felt his body tense up with fear as he heard the rumble of his fathers truck pull into the drive. He jumped from his spot on the floor grabbing his school work and ran upstairs as fast as his little legs could carry him. He quietly closed his door as he heard the front door open and slam shut. "Rose! What's for dinner baby girl?" He let out a breath he was holding and felt his body relax. His father for once didn't seem angry, it must have been a good day at work. Although Logan was only eight years old he was more mature then other people his age. He had seen things that most of the children his age might never see, only hear about. He snapped out of his thoughts when he heard his mother speak. "Steak with mash potatoes and green beans." Even up in his room he heard the annoyance in his fathers voice when he spoke.
"Didn't we have that last night? God Rose is that the only thing you know how to fucking cook?" Logan crept out of his room and looked down over the banister to watch what would happen. There stood a man around 5'11 black hair and dark brown eyes, his skin was darken by the sun and dirt covered his work clothes. "Daniel this all that we have in the fridge. That all I can-" The man step forward and out of Logan's vision. "Maybe if you got your fat lazy ass of the couch and went to the store there would be other food in the fridge" He heard his father slam his fist against the kitchen table. It was then Logan knew to head back to his room. He closed the door behind him and walked over to his bed. Steven his friend who lived a few blocks down the street had asked him to come over but he had declined because he wanted to get ahead in his classes. Now he knew that was a mistake he should have went over.
"Get back here Rose!" Logan jumped from his bed and ran over toward his closet and closed the door behind him. He hid in the corner bringing his knees up and began to rock back and forth. The small boy jerked as he heard glass break and something being overturned. "Daniel please I'm sorry!" Logan let silent tears run down his cheeks as he heard his mother cry out in pain. Her sobs carried up the stairs loudly making the boy cover his ears. The front door slammed and nothing but sobs were heard in the house. Logan sat watching the door wishing he could at Stevens house. His father scared him, he was nothing like his friends fathers who smile and played with them. Logan continued to rock in his closet slowly drifting off to sleep.
Daniel Henderson pulled back into his drive way after hitting up the local bars. Leaning over he pulled a flask out the glove compartment and took a swig. He had a vague notion that it was wrong to hit his wife but it felt so good. His muscles would loosen up like the stress was just melting away as he struck her down. The fear in her eyes made him giddy with a surge of power. Tumbling out his truck he slowly made his way into the dark house. There was a light in the kitchen that soon attracted his attention. He walked to the kitchen before stopping at the door and leaning against the door frame. Dark eyes watched at his son was going through the fridge looking for something to eat since he slept through dinner. Daniel cleared his throat and laughed as his son jumped and stumbled backward. "D-dad..." The small boy looked down at the floor while he waited for his dad to speak.
"Logan." The small boy looked up his bottom lip quivering due to the fear racing through his veins. When his eyes reached those of his dads his heart nearly stopped and then a blast of pain hit him in side. Daniel watched as the boy fell to the ground before bending over and picking the boy up and throwing him over his shoulder. Logan started to panic and tears once again started to flow down his cheeks. Daniel moved to the living room and threw the boy on the couch where the boy whimpered and scrambled to get his bearings. He felt his father grab him by the throat and pulled him up to sitting position. "Logan you're such a good boy aren't you?" Logan slowly nodded his head keeping his eyes on the man before him. "And you always listen to your parents right" The boy again nodded watching his fathers every move. "What happens here no one is to know about. Absolutely no one even your damn mother is to know. Got it?" Logan swallowed before letting out a small whimper as his father reached for him.
~~~~~~~~Fast Forward a few years~~~~~~
"Awww my baby is leaving me. Promise me that you are going to keep up your studies." Logan looked at his mom, her brown hair was pulled tight into a bun and her hazel eyes seemed aged more then they should have. It had been eight years since they left Texas and every horrible memory there. His father had gotten killed in a car accident. Ironically a fellow drunk driver, who use to drink with him, plowed straight into the driver side killing him instantly. About a year later his mother married Richard Mitchell and they moved up to Minnesota because Richard got a promotion. Making friends wasn't hard at all seeming as they kind of forced themselves on Logan, which he didn't mind.
"Mom! You act like you're never going to see me again." The doorbell rang and Logan jogged downstairs and opened the door. Mama Knight stood there smiling along with Kendall and Katie behind her. "Hey Mrs. K. Come on in" He moved to the side and allowed the three Knights to walk inside. "Where is your mom Logan?" Smiling he nodded toward the stairs. "Upstairs helping me pack while holding back tears. You guys want anything to drink or eat?" Kendall took off toward the kitchen to find some food with Katie on his heels. Mrs Knight shook her head and took a sit on the couch. "I'll go get my mom for you, perhaps now that you're here I can actually pack" With that Logan jogged back upstairs and entered his room. He watched as his mother folded his clothes and placed it in his suitcase. "Mom, Mrs. Knight is here to see you. She's in the living room." She looked up at him and nodded placing the shirt in her hand on the bed. As she moved passed him Logan grabbed her hand and pulled her into a hug. "Mom its going to be alright. I'll call you everyday just so you know I'm alright." He released her and wiped some stray tears off her cheeks. "Oh Kendall and Katie are in the kitchen so you might have to go grocery shopping after I leave." She laughed and kissed Logan on his forehead before moving downstairs.
"Hey Mrs. Mitchell"
"Hello Kendall" She eyed the plate filled with food before smiling at him. "Did you find everything okay?"
Kendall grinned and nodded before rushing up the stairs to find his best friend. "Logie! Dude you're still not done packing?" His green eyes ran from the suitcase on the bed to the boy digging in his closet. "Kendall you didn't have to comfort your mom while you packed. Would you get your butt off of that. Great now I have to wash that when we get to L.A" Kendall laughed and quickly got off the pile of clothes he was sitting on and moved to the computer desk chair. The blond watched his friend continue to pack as he munched on his food. Logan pushed up the sleeves of his shirt exposing the pale skin of his arms. He shut the suitcase and bent over and pulled his duffel bag from beneath his bed. Kendall shifted in his seat as he watched Logan bend over giving him a delicious view of his ass. He looked at his plate suddenly finding it interesting as the brunette stood back up. Reaching over the smart boy snatched the other half of Kendall's sandwich and took a bite.
"So not cool man!" Grinning Logan turned and looked at his friend before taking another bite. Green eyes flashed before Kendall got up and tackled Logan to the bed. "Give it back!" Logan started laughing at his friend whining and somehow manage to take another bite before Kendall's hands find a tickle patch on his ribs. The food got caught in the back of the brunettes throat causing him to start choking. The blond immediately stopped his attack and jumped off pulling Logan with him. He got behind the smaller boy and curled his hand into a fist and covered it with his other one and placed it above the smaller boys belly button. He then delivered five upward squeeze-thrusts into the brunette abdomen praying it worked. Logan coughed out the piece of sandwich and dragged in some much needed air. "Thank god you made us go to that Heimlich maneuver class huh" Kendall tried to calm down his racing heart, he almost killed his best friend over a sandwich!
Logan nodded and sat down on his bed, his breathing was alright back to normal. He looked up at his friend and smiled which quickly turned into a frown. "Where is the sandwich?" Kendall shrugged and looked on the floor only noticing the bite that had once been lodged in Logan's throat. Both boys looked at the bed and found the missing piece of food laying in pieces among his pillows. "Oh man" The brunette got up and picked up the sandwich and its stuffing and threw it in the trash can. He then removed his pillows from their cases and threw the cases near the door. He turned when he heard a sniffle. Kendall was looking in the trash can at the remains of the sandwich. "What a waste of a good sandwich."
"Wow Kendall, I would expect that from Carlos not you." Logan shook his head and finally finished his packing. "But Logie it was a good sandwich! Why else would I almost kill you for it?" A bushy brow raise as if trying to say Don't deny it was awesome! The brunette laughed and threw his duffel bag at the blond then reached over and picked up his suitcase. "Come on or we'll be late. We still need to pick up Carlos and James." Kendall nodded and followed the shorter boy down the stairs. They reached the foyer and looked in the living room smiling as the two moms hugged.
"Oh good you boys are ready. We need to leave now if we want to make it to the airport on time." Mrs Knight looked at the bags before taking the suitcase from Logan allowing him to say goodbye to his mom. Kendall patted his back and followed Katie and his mom out the door. Logan walked over to his mom and hugged her tightly. "Thanks mom for letting me go with the guys. I promise to keep up my studies and call you everyday. I love you." As he pulled away he watched his mom smile back up at him. "Tell Richard thanks for letting me go as well." He gave his mom a kiss on the cheek and hurried after his friend.
~~~Fast forward~~~
For being the smart one of the four boys Logan wasn't that smart at all, at least not to Kendall. Why couldn't the smaller boy see what was right in front of his face! Kendall was way better then stupid Camille, no offense to her, but Logan was Kendall's. He glared as the actress tried to kiss Logan goodbye then grinned when the boy dodged the kiss. The girl turned and walked away from the pool to the lobby leaving Logan by himself. Kendall knew he had to do it, he had to tell Logan how he felt before it was too late. Just as he was about to approach the brunette he turned and found the blond looking at him. Logan started to walk over to his friend and watched a bit confused as the taller boy blushed.
"Hey Kendall, whats up?" When the boy didn't say anything Logan waved his hand in front of the boys face. "Uh um yeah hey Logan. Say can I talk to you alone?" The brunette looked around and found no one was near them. "I meant like upstairs perhaps in our room?" Realization dawned on the small boy and with that he walked toward the elevator with the blond close on his heels. The ride up was silent much like the walk to the apartment and then the short distance to their room. Logan sat on his bed and watched as the blond nervously paced back and forth.
"Logan we've been friends for like what eight years right?" Before Logan could respond Kendall pushed forward thinking he would lose his nerve if he stopped. "We have grown really close during that time, more so since we moved to L.A. Uh well for the past few months.. no for the past year my feelings have changed. It's hard to explain." Logan smirked and got off the bed to stand in front of Kendall.
"Kiss." Kendall eyebrows drew together in confusion. "Remember in class. K.I.S.S. Keep it simple stupid. Just say what-" Logan didn't get to finish because Kendall's lips covered his in simple chaste kiss.
"I like you Logan. I want you to be mine." Logan stood there wide eye not knowing what to say. Kendall who just put his heart on the line started to mentally freak out at his friends silence. The brunette notice the taller boy tense up poised ready to run if need be and could tell his friend was really thinking about it. Logan reached out and pulled Kendall to him kissing the boy with all the passion he possessed. "I like you too Kendall. So don't even think of running away from me because I will right behind you the whole time just like I have been for the past eight years."
Kendall smiled and couldn't help but pump his fist in the air. Logan rolled his eyes at the blond while sporting a smile of his own. "So Kendall wanna be my boyfriend?" The blond bit his lip and nodded emerald eyes sparkling with happiness. "We should tell the others so they don't freak out if they walk in while we're kissing or something" Kendall looked over his shoulder at Logan as he walked out their door. "You coming?" Then brunette simply walked out after his boyfriend his eyes roaming the length of Kendall's body knowing that all of it was now his.
After telling Carlos and James who seem unfazed by the news they told Kendall's mom. She also was unfazed and happy that the two finally got together. Kendall shook his head as he remembered her saying something about mother intuition. Logan had wandered off somewhere after they finished telling his mom about them. "Now where can he possibly be?" Kendall moved out of there room to the living and found it just as empty as the rest of the house. Just at that moment Logan walked into the apartment holding two bags. "Whats in the bags?" Logan looked up then held one bag up. "Food and the other one is off limits." He gives the bag filled with food to his boyfriend and turned to walk away.
Kendall smirked and went to grab the bag but it was snatched out of the way. The smaller boy couldn't fight the grin that comes to his lips at his boyfriends attempts. Next thing he knows he is on his back Kendall straddling his waist. "Oh its on Kendall" Green eyes widen and he went to scramble off the boy underneath but halfway off Logan manages to knock him back down. Next thing he knows Logan has him pinned his arms spread out to the side his legs trapped between the smaller boy. Seeing brown eyes trail down his neck down lower over his chest, a shiver runs down the blond spine. He starts to squirm underneath the smart boy trying desperately to get away. The movement causes Logan to shut his eyes and groan. "Kendall stop" The blond stopped looking up at Logan noticing his breathing was shallow now.
The door slams open and James and Carlos walk in talking and then stop when they see Logan pinning Kendall to the floor. Carlos grins and looks at James. "Wrestle Mania!" The Latino taps his helmet twice before diving in shoving Logan to the side. James watches from the sidelines not wanting to mess up his hair since he has a date tonight. Kendall suddenly free from Logan's grip trys to put Carlos in a headlock before getting flipped to the floor. Carlos grabs Logan and throws him over his shoulder and starts walking to the couch. Logan starts to panic his heart is pounding and his limbs are tensing up ready to either attack of run away. He can feel tears starting to form as Carlos throws him on the couch. It was then that Logan jumps up and over the backside of the couch rushing into his room. He heads for the closet and brings his knees up to his chest and begins to rock back and forth.
"Logan?" Carlos looks and Kendall confused and then turns to James who is sitting there just as confused. Logan loved to wrestle with Carlos, they usually wrestle for hours being an equal match. Kendall goes to room and finds that the room appears empty. He begins to head to the bathroom when he hears a small hiccup come from the closet. He slowly opens the door and sees Logan rocking back and forth. "Baby are you alright?" Logan stops rocking and looks up at Kendall before nodding.
"I don't know why but I started to panic. It felt like I had been through that before but I can't remember. I don't even know why I'm crying!" Logan starts to get angry with himself. He was in no means a girl but here he was crying. Not knowing why he was crying pissed him off even more. The blond grabs Logan's hand and pulls him out of the closet. "Maybe all you need is to sleep. Come on." Logan nods and takes off his shirt and slides off his pants leaving him in navy blue boxers. Kendall couldn't stop himself from licking his lips and goes to strip down himself. Both boys head to bed but at the last second Kendall moves away from his bed and joins Logan in his. The brunette is laying on his back with Kendall curled into his side. His hand starts to rub circles into the blond shoulder as he starts to feel his eyes get heavy. "Goodnight baby"
Logan smiled and kissed Kendall's hair. "Night hun."
So there you have it the first part of the story. I don't believe that any kind of abuse should be tolerated when it comes to a child whether physical or emotional. Woman abuse is equally wrong as well and can have lasting impressions on the victims. Stay tuned to part 2 of this story. Be careful out there you guys! ~Desari out~