Sians POV

I dont even know what happened…i am just crying my eyes out in our room…I had a fight with Sophie, yes again,and we fell apart. But I don't want it I want sophie back, my sophie back. But she's not MY Sophie anymore, we are fighting about everything, but this time was different.I know I left her on valentines but we needed some time apart. As I said we were fighting all the time before I left that I couldn't cope with it. Then I came back and she began to talk about living together, rent a flat and stuff and we are so young…

The real reason was not that though…she was too much jealous about anything, I just found a friend while I was on my holidays and when she saw the pictures there we were, fighting again. I am sorry about it now that I had time to think, I should have not told her that I cant deal with it anymore, but I really cant deal with this new always-angry-Sophie. Since the tram crash, baby Jack, Rosie moving out ,her parents divorce…it's a lot to deal with and I understand why she is being like this, but I am here, with her, as always. Well not anymore I suppose…

Then I heard the door. 'Please be Sophie, please be Sophie'. Yes its her, she's staring blankly at me, not showing any emotion in her eyes, when usually I can read her eyes like a book know how she is feeling just looking at her, and its odd.

'Soph please…' I started closing my eyes to concentrate on something to say, they are just words but then she stopped me crashing her soft lips in mine forcefully, deepening the kiss instantly. 'God I missed this'. Its so full of passion and lust, breath taking, literally. She is taking my breath away with this kiss, pushing me into her desk and throwing the stuff away.

Then she started to caress the skin of my hips lifting my shirt a bit and I felt my heart skip. I wanted her. I needed her. I threw my hands to her neck playing with her long hair and trying to pull her closer, pushing her into my centre, wich made me release a load moan into her started to lift up my shirt taking it off and kissing my neck the second it was on the floor.

With her hands all over my body…her touch is sending shivers down my spine, its not sweet and gentle as always though. Our tongues are battling for dominance she's dominating me , she got me, I've never felt that vulnerable but im hers, always have and always will.

My thoughts were stopped by a very flustered brunette who reached the bottom of my jeans and pulled them off forcefully lifting me up in the desk and entwining my legs around her waist .Rocking our bodies in time the kiss got more and more heated as she undid my bra. She left my lips kissing down my jaw to my neck, fuck she knows how to turn me on . She took me then and there, and I couldn't help myself but let her. Even though I was worried about her behavior since she has never been that dominant I couldn't be more turned on. But I was wrong, cause without any hesitation or teasing ( as she always does) she entered me moving my panties to the side. It was…mind blowing how she touched me, how she kissed me with all she got using her tongue as only she knows. Not only in my mouth, but all over my body. Licking softly my breasts as she began to move her fingers in and out, slowly at first making me groan with pleasure.

She suddenly stopped, making me open my eyes abruptly and seeing her looking deep in to my eyes. She still had this odd look, as if she has no emotion. I know its selfish, and I should have talked to her, stopped her, but I couldn't help myself but start riding her hand staring into each others blue eyes. I felt the orgasm building up as she came back to massage my centre running her thumb over my clit.

"Fuck Soph"

We've been quite distant due to her mood and I missed her touch. I knew it wasn't going to take much more time to go over the edge as she picked up a pace."D-Don't stop" I tangled my hands into her hair pushing her into me aching for her body as I tightened around her fingers moaning her name loudly over and over again until I reached my high.

"Oough Soph!"

I collapsed on her embrace without any energy on my body to support me after that mind blowing orgasm. I knew Sophie was amazing, but wow…she left me speechless. After riding out my orgasm and a few minutes trying to regain my composure and catch my breath again I noticed that she was full clothed. But I couldn't move, I was dead tired to even open my eyes. So she carried me to the bed. Still without talking she sat down on the edge of the bed looking at me with that face, that weird face. She brushed some hair from my fringe and then she left.

That's all I remember when I woke up: fight, tears and sex. She's gone and I am still naked under the covers of our bed. She left just 2 minutes after making love to me! Although it feels like she was fucking me, it was a bloody shag for her. Fuck and leave without even talking! That's all she wanted, of course, how can I be so stupid. Well I know why I am so stupid, cause I love her, Im in love with her and that's not going to change, not ever. But she's changed.

My phone started ringing snapping me out of my thoughts. 'Its Sally'

"Hey Sally…yes im here I just woke up…I was so tired I went to bed when I arrived…yes, I saw her but…WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING IN HOSPITAL?...THERE'S NO WAY SHE JUMPED OFF THAT ROOF!...I'll be there as soon as I can."

At the hospital

General POV

"Hey Sally, what happened? Is Soph ok? I cant believe it…but what exactly happened, Sophie jumping off a roof? There's no-"

"Slow down Sian, Sophie is ok, she's so lucky nothing worse happened to her. She landed on a car but she has broken her leg and some ribs, they are checking for brain damage-

"BRAIN DAMAGE? Oh my god oh my god…"

"OMG SIAN!" Shouted Rosie jumping into Sian arms" where were you? I thougth you would be with her"

"Well yes, I was with her, but then she left me sleeping cause I was dead tired. Anyway ,is she going to be ok?"

"Don't worry Sian, she is not in danger anymore"

"What the hell do you think you are doing here you little bitch? You were supposed to be with her, to take care of her! And you were fucking sleeping while she was drunk jumping off a roof?" Kevin shouted at Sian, who stayed stunned at Kevin outburst

"First, YOU are her dad, YOU are the one that is supposed to take care of her, but no, you don't give a damn about her anymore, but furthermore, you are blaming me! I am who stood by her, who supported her when her family was busy fighting and shouting at eachother. And second she didn't jump!"

"You are right, I don't give a damn about the daughter that have sex with her girlfriend in my own house, that get drunk every time she can, and that jumped off a fucking roof"

"Shut up cause she didn't jump! Im sure she is not able to commite suicide! You are talking about Soph, our Soph and you must have cared about her the most in the worse moments cause she needs you! But you cant see beyond your nose, you are selfish!"

They were stopped by the doctor: "Sophie's family" All of them surrounded the doctor "I must say she's a lucky girl, apart from the damage that you were informed we did pertinent tests and she has no big damage in her brain. I have bad news though, we think she's lost part of her memory as she thinks she is 15 instead of 18 due to the hit on her head as she landed."

"But will she remember, will she get her memory back?"