If Only.
By: Shelly (singcraz)
Disclaimers: I do not own this show, the music, or the characters. I'm just a regular teen who wrote a fan fiction about the wonderful show Everwood.
Summary: When Ephram finally decides to tell Amy how he feels, he is trapped with her in a room full of angst, tears, and love. Find out what happens! My first fan-fiction! Please read/review! From Amy and Ephram's P/O/V's.
Rating: PG-13 (just a precaution, it may end up being PG)
BEFORE YOU READ: this story takes place after the episode (I'm not sure of the name if someone could fill me in) when Colin wakes up and Ephram and Amy kiss at the mine.
CHAPTER 1
Ephram walked through the narrow hallways of his high school in Everwood, Colorado. Although he had only lived there for two months, he felt as though he at least partially fit in. He got to his class and sat through another long (and boring) lecture in English. He never really tended to pay attention in his last period of the day. He just wanted to get home. He took some sheet music out of his backpack and read it over carefully. It was the song he was writing for Amy, his only real friend in Everwood. Although she had already heard half of it, he felt he owed it to her to finish it. He filled the staff with many notes. A minor, D flat, C, B sharp. It seemed scattered on the paper, but it all made perfect sense to him in his mind. He could hear the music flowing. It was love, a song about love, well, and Amy. It was obvious that he liked her, even that little mousy psychopath kid that always hung around him noticed *What is that kids name anyways? * Ephram thought to himself. The dismissal bell rang. "Ahhhh. music to my ears," Ephram said to himself. Time to go home, his favorite part of the day, but somehow Ephram didn't feel complete. Amy hadn't been currently speaking to him since he kissed her and Colin woke up, so he thought he could try and talk to her.
* * *
Amy knew she hadn't been being very nice to Ephram this past week. Ever since they shared that passionate kiss at the mine, she had been ignoring him. She just didn't want to deal with boys anymore. Ever since Colin woke up, she felt broken inside. She had waited for four moths for him to wake up. She hardly socialized, never dated, and skipped week's worth of school to be with him in Colorado. He owed it to her to her to remember her, love (or at least like) her, and to talk to her again! She had felt unfaithful to him when she had been with Ephram because she knew she had feelings for Ephram that were greater than friendship. She avoided Ephram to be fair to Colin, and Colin didn't keep his side of the bargain! She hated him, she hated Colin now! But she couldn't let him go. She couldn't bear to think that she had wasted a whole summer of her life; she couldn't bear to think of Colin waking up to no one, all alone in a hospital bed. But she had wasted more then a summer waiting for Colin. She knew she liked Ephram, and she needed him, but she couldn't talk to him, not today, not now.
* * *
Ephram saw Amy walking through the hall with her friends. *Ha, nice friends* he thought. *I'll bet they don't even know that she kissed me! They'd probably scream bloody murder and run to the store for anti-bacterial soap to rub all over Amy if they found out!* Ephram chuckled as he noted the reality in this thought. He started thinking about rubbing soap all over Amy, and silently scolded himself for being so bad. *Stop or you'll be washing your sheets again tomorrow morning!* he thought as he looked at Amy push her blonde hair away from her face. He ran up to Amy and tapped her shoulder. She turned around and her smile immediately faded. *I must've had really bad breath that night* he thought. "H-hi," Ephram stuttered. Amy immediately turned back around and continued her conversation with her friends. He got up to her side and said "I'd really like to talk to you," She kept talking but he new she had heard because her expression changed ever so slightly. She looked a little uncomfortable. He quickly got in front of her and stopped her. "That wasn't a request." He said sternly. He was serious now. After a week he was done with fun and games. He wanted to talk, now. Amy looked into Ephram's eyes. She couldn't turn down his baby blues. She gave in, as usual, and left with him. *No more looking in his eyes* she scolded herself *It only gets you in trouble.*
* * *
Ephram found an empty classroom and opened the door. He slipped in silently with Amy following. She shut the door and laid down on the teacher's desk in a relaxed, lounging position. Ephram so wanted to touch her, to get on that table with her, but suddenly he remembered what this conversation was about, and stood up straight across the room. After a few minutes, he started, after realizing that Amy was there to listen, not talk. "You know it's almost been a week since you kissed me and you haven't said anything to me," Amy cringed. "I got my dad to give your 'precious' Colin brain surgery, to get your 'precious' Colin to wake up even when I knew I liked you better, and took care of you better than Colin ever could have. I comforted you and stayed with you despite your friend's comments and your love for a guy in a stupid coma! I." "Ephram," Amy interrupted. "I wrote a stupid song for you, and." "Ephram," "I got your boyfriend out of the coma! I got him out and he doesn't even remember who you are! Every morning I have to wash my sheets because of you!" this comment made Amy smile a little bit. "Ephram!" "What?" Ephram shouted. "I love you Ephram! I LOVE you! Isn't that enough?" Amy shouted. She suddenly stood, realizing the complexity of this comment. Ephram gaped wide-eyed. "I-I, I've gotta go," said Amy as she ran towards the door. She took hold of the handle and pulled. The door was locked! She pulled on the handle with all her might, and slapped the door when it didn't open. Realizing she couldn't leave, Amy slid to the floor and cried. This time, Ephram didn't rush over.
A/U: I really hoped you liked this! I really enjoyed writing it! Please review and give me any comments you want! I will post the second chapter soon! Love always, ~*~Shelly~*~ (Ivy)
Disclaimers: I do not own this show, the music, or the characters. I'm just a regular teen who wrote a fan fiction about the wonderful show Everwood.
Summary: When Ephram finally decides to tell Amy how he feels, he is trapped with her in a room full of angst, tears, and love. Find out what happens! My first fan-fiction! Please read/review! From Amy and Ephram's P/O/V's.
Rating: PG-13 (just a precaution, it may end up being PG)
BEFORE YOU READ: this story takes place after the episode (I'm not sure of the name if someone could fill me in) when Colin wakes up and Ephram and Amy kiss at the mine.
CHAPTER 1
Ephram walked through the narrow hallways of his high school in Everwood, Colorado. Although he had only lived there for two months, he felt as though he at least partially fit in. He got to his class and sat through another long (and boring) lecture in English. He never really tended to pay attention in his last period of the day. He just wanted to get home. He took some sheet music out of his backpack and read it over carefully. It was the song he was writing for Amy, his only real friend in Everwood. Although she had already heard half of it, he felt he owed it to her to finish it. He filled the staff with many notes. A minor, D flat, C, B sharp. It seemed scattered on the paper, but it all made perfect sense to him in his mind. He could hear the music flowing. It was love, a song about love, well, and Amy. It was obvious that he liked her, even that little mousy psychopath kid that always hung around him noticed *What is that kids name anyways? * Ephram thought to himself. The dismissal bell rang. "Ahhhh. music to my ears," Ephram said to himself. Time to go home, his favorite part of the day, but somehow Ephram didn't feel complete. Amy hadn't been currently speaking to him since he kissed her and Colin woke up, so he thought he could try and talk to her.
* * *
Amy knew she hadn't been being very nice to Ephram this past week. Ever since they shared that passionate kiss at the mine, she had been ignoring him. She just didn't want to deal with boys anymore. Ever since Colin woke up, she felt broken inside. She had waited for four moths for him to wake up. She hardly socialized, never dated, and skipped week's worth of school to be with him in Colorado. He owed it to her to her to remember her, love (or at least like) her, and to talk to her again! She had felt unfaithful to him when she had been with Ephram because she knew she had feelings for Ephram that were greater than friendship. She avoided Ephram to be fair to Colin, and Colin didn't keep his side of the bargain! She hated him, she hated Colin now! But she couldn't let him go. She couldn't bear to think that she had wasted a whole summer of her life; she couldn't bear to think of Colin waking up to no one, all alone in a hospital bed. But she had wasted more then a summer waiting for Colin. She knew she liked Ephram, and she needed him, but she couldn't talk to him, not today, not now.
* * *
Ephram saw Amy walking through the hall with her friends. *Ha, nice friends* he thought. *I'll bet they don't even know that she kissed me! They'd probably scream bloody murder and run to the store for anti-bacterial soap to rub all over Amy if they found out!* Ephram chuckled as he noted the reality in this thought. He started thinking about rubbing soap all over Amy, and silently scolded himself for being so bad. *Stop or you'll be washing your sheets again tomorrow morning!* he thought as he looked at Amy push her blonde hair away from her face. He ran up to Amy and tapped her shoulder. She turned around and her smile immediately faded. *I must've had really bad breath that night* he thought. "H-hi," Ephram stuttered. Amy immediately turned back around and continued her conversation with her friends. He got up to her side and said "I'd really like to talk to you," She kept talking but he new she had heard because her expression changed ever so slightly. She looked a little uncomfortable. He quickly got in front of her and stopped her. "That wasn't a request." He said sternly. He was serious now. After a week he was done with fun and games. He wanted to talk, now. Amy looked into Ephram's eyes. She couldn't turn down his baby blues. She gave in, as usual, and left with him. *No more looking in his eyes* she scolded herself *It only gets you in trouble.*
* * *
Ephram found an empty classroom and opened the door. He slipped in silently with Amy following. She shut the door and laid down on the teacher's desk in a relaxed, lounging position. Ephram so wanted to touch her, to get on that table with her, but suddenly he remembered what this conversation was about, and stood up straight across the room. After a few minutes, he started, after realizing that Amy was there to listen, not talk. "You know it's almost been a week since you kissed me and you haven't said anything to me," Amy cringed. "I got my dad to give your 'precious' Colin brain surgery, to get your 'precious' Colin to wake up even when I knew I liked you better, and took care of you better than Colin ever could have. I comforted you and stayed with you despite your friend's comments and your love for a guy in a stupid coma! I." "Ephram," Amy interrupted. "I wrote a stupid song for you, and." "Ephram," "I got your boyfriend out of the coma! I got him out and he doesn't even remember who you are! Every morning I have to wash my sheets because of you!" this comment made Amy smile a little bit. "Ephram!" "What?" Ephram shouted. "I love you Ephram! I LOVE you! Isn't that enough?" Amy shouted. She suddenly stood, realizing the complexity of this comment. Ephram gaped wide-eyed. "I-I, I've gotta go," said Amy as she ran towards the door. She took hold of the handle and pulled. The door was locked! She pulled on the handle with all her might, and slapped the door when it didn't open. Realizing she couldn't leave, Amy slid to the floor and cried. This time, Ephram didn't rush over.
A/U: I really hoped you liked this! I really enjoyed writing it! Please review and give me any comments you want! I will post the second chapter soon! Love always, ~*~Shelly~*~ (Ivy)