"All I Ask"
Fanfiction for Yuri on Ice
Written by: Sinceredreamer
Disclaimer: I don't own Yuri on Ice and its characters. This work is PURE FICTION that is made for the sole purpose of ENTERTAINMENT.
Seasons changes and so does feelings.
If you are ready to leave, please let me have this moment with you,
this is all I ask of you…
"I am not the only one who can tell that we are falling apart..."
"Victor! I will be late again, sorry can you go home without me again?" said Yuuri on the other line.
"Okay, but don't go out too late. Okay?"said Victor as he hanged up the phone.
This was their usual routine now a days after Yuuri won the grand prix. Even as a coach he cannot do anything to lighten up the work load, all he can do is to set Yuuri up to be at his best.
"I missed those times when we go home together, eat together, bathe together, and eventually sleep together..." Victor said to himself as he walked home.
It was quite chilly that night, as he waited for his lover to come.
As he waited, he reminisced the past.
I was the one who taught you the beauty of love…
I recall the first time I saw you during the grand prix finals, I never thought that I would be drawn by your cover of my own program. But my eyes never deceived me you really have something special within you that I want to be the one who will brought that up.
Not anyone, only me.
you enticed me with your innocence…
Teaching you was hard, but it was fun.
It was like I saw a part of me in you. Slowly, I drawn you to my own world, as you achieved many and become one of the most talented figure skaters worldwide.
The world knows your success, but only I know the truth behind Yuuri Katsuki.
As you succumb to the world of fame suddenly things changed.
The Yuuri I know once, vanished.
I never thought that you would be the one who will teach me the feeling of uncertainty…
Victor's thoughts were interrupted when the front door suddenly opened, entering Yuuri.
"Yuuri, How's the party? You're home quite late." Asked Victor as he sat on the sofa.
"It was good, there were many people who gave me some work and some people are looking for you." answered Yuuri as he took off his coat and tie.
"Yuuri..." Victor called as he pulled Yuuri towards him. Inhaling his scent, combing his hair from its roots. it was a natural act of love for them. But Yuuri suddenly broke off.
"Victor, I… um I am kinda tired because of the party. So I'll go change now. You should also go to sleep okay?" Yuuri walks off suddenly Victor called out his name. He stopped and looked into Victor. His light blue eyes gazing warmly at him.
"Yes?" asked Yuuri.
Victor, without another word held him into his arms and placed a chase kiss on his soft lips. But Yuuri broke off blushing. "P-please stop teasing… I'll go to bed now."
"Yuuri, Do you love me?"Victor suddenly asked. Which made Yuuri stopped on his feet.
He looked into Victor's again and search into his eyes on what he is up to again. But the only thing he can see was the tender look Victor was giving him.
"What's wrong? Did something happened?" asked Yuuri.
"Just answer my question, do you?"
there was silence between them.
"Just what I guessed." Victor smiled sadly at Yuuri and then he walked up to him and kissed his forehead.
"Sorry… it was nothing, please rest my dear." with that he left Yuuri at a loss.
I know… I cannot tell you how I feel now.
Because I don't have the starring role in your heart anymore.
I have decided…
Victor came and rest beside a sleeping Yuuri, he looked to his lover's face one last time and sighed sadly.
"Where have you been?" he murmured quietly and then he drifted to sleep.
Little did he know, Yuuri was awake and had heard his little murmur.
"I am always here..."thought Yuuri to himself.
I never left…
But I feel the silence that envelops us is gradually breaking us apart…
You put me into this high pedestal that people began to adore the me that you have worked so hard for.
They don't know the real me, because you are the only one who knew the real me. But now, it feels like you don't even know me anymore…
then tell me,
who am I?
Yuuri suddenly woke up, tear-stained. It was already 7:35 in the morning when he looked at the time. It was a gloomy Sunday morning. It was his rest day but something feels wrong. He looked to his left to find it empty.
He always remembered those days where they always go out of bed together, teasing each other the room full of laughter. But now, the room feels cold and barren.
He got up and went to the bathroom to shower. After he got out he went to the kitchen seeing Victor eating breakfast.
Yuuri again remembered those times where they always have to eat every meal together. Yuuri was always the one who cooks but since he became busy Victor learns to fend for himself.
Yuuri sat on his usual spot and grab some bread and jam.
"Morning," Victor greeted him.
"Morning." Yuuri greeted back.
The usual sweetness and gentle caresses were no longer visible.
Mornings were not this cold before even if it was winter.
"Things really did changed after all…" Yuuri thought to himself.
"Every little shiny things gets old and broken down after all…" he added, little did he know that he thought that aloud that it caught Victor's attention.
"What is broken?" Victor asked nonchalantly.
Yuuri's eyes began to swell, tears suddenly sprang from his eyes.
"n-nothing is… I have to go. I have to practice." Yuuri said as he stands up and rushed towards their bedroom to where Victor followed.
"What's wrong? Yuuri." Victor asked as he knocked the door that Yuuri locked.
"N-nothing is..." Yuuri answered his voice broken.
Yuuri tried to hide the little sniffles but he knows that Victor know when he is crying or not.
He calmed himself down and picked up his sports bag and opened the door. Revealing a very worried Victor.
"Please tell me if there is something wrong..." Pleaded Victor. But Yuuri just walked away.
Victor held Yuuri's hand to stop him from going.
"Victor please..." Yuuri pleaded without looking at him.
"No, Yuuri. Look at me please?" Victor pleaded but he got nothing.
"Why aren't you looking at me anymore?" Victor started which surprised Yuuri.
His bad feeling is starting.
"Things already changed. You got what you wanted, I thought we could stay the same even if you changed… but as of now, I don't know who you are anymore..." Victor said then he let go of Yuuri's hand.
"Please bring back my Yuuri…"
Yuuri can no longer hold back his feelings and started.
"Y-you're the one who made me this way…" Yuuri sniffed.
"If you are not happy with this, then let this be the end…"
then, he walked away.
Love is full of insecurities, if you are no longer happy then let this be the end…
let's stop the misery before it can kill the both of us..
He was already in the front door when Victor stopped him again.
"Yuuri, please don't do this."
Yuuri looked at Victor, his eyes red from crying. His face, was not the usual crying face Victor knew.
Yuuri don't want this either… he knew it, but he also knew that it was his decision.
He sighed,
"I understand, If this will be my last moment with you. Before you walk away, can we? For one last time?"
Yuuri's eyes shifted and then he nodded.
~ To be Continued ~
( A/N:)
Sinceredreamer here with another heart wrenching fanfiction. I was very engrossed with Yuri on Ice that I decided to create a fanfiction, but I was so torn on what I should write, then suddenly I heard Adele's new song entitled "All I ask" then the words suddenly popped into my head.
I know that this is no time for a feels trip. But I got so inspired by so that explains the title.
I know that this is very OOC of these two characters, but this is how I depict the two of them.
I planned this to have a two chapter Fiction so I am now working on the last part.
Again, Sorry for the OOCs the wrong grammar and some mispunctuation.
Tune in to find out if there will be a happy ending or not…
~ Yours Truly: Sinceredreamer