Ignorance is bliss...
Tohru-
If I pretend like everything is alright, like nothing can make me sad, then maybe one day I'll be able to believe that. I kept telling myself that but still... My heart still hurts. But still I continue to smile as though nothing has happened, because that is what I have made myself believe that I had to do. And even that causes me pain. I hate it. I hate this wretched me.
Kyo-
I love her, I shouldn't but I do. I've done nothing for her, but still she wants to stay by me. Even though it was I who allowed her mother to die that day, I who could have saved her from a heartfelt turmoil, she still cares for me. For this twisted, ugly, being that is myself. Its all my fault, I don't deserve her love. If I lock these feeling, and memories, away, deep inside my heart, then they won't hurt my, and they won't hurt her. I love you Tohru, and I hate myself for it.
Yuki-
I think of her as a mother figure. All my life what I wanted most was a caring home. With a kind family; parents who loved me, friends that I could play with, and siblings that would look after me. But I didn't have those things. What I did have was Akito. He wasn't pleasant to be around. Growing up in this environment served only to tear my heat to shreds. And then she came into my life. She was a strange girl that I knew from school, who lived in a tent on Sohma property. When we took her in, I didn't expect her to be allowed too stay for so long, or for me to become so attached. she asked to be my friend, something no one else had done before. I was ostracized because I was born pretty. Everyone thought I would think of myself too good to join them, when all I yearned to do was spend time with others. She never thought like them. She never belittled me, never hatted me, never turned her back on me. I love her so much. But, my love is so wrong. I can never love her in the way a man loves a woman, and so I will put a lid on these feelings. Then maybe I can redeem myself.
I'll probaly make more if people if people actuly review, like Shigurre, Akito, and Kureno, but right now I can't really concentrate because my brother watching South Park. Stupid T.V. Yay Imagination Land!!!!!