It had been a year since we had gotten Sirius away from the school and well I really wasn't doing too well you see I had a thing for my god-father which nobody knew about because I was worried about what people would think about me, I knew that he would never see me the way that I wanted because well I was everything that he should have been when he was in school. I knew that I should tell him but I haven't because I don't want to be disowned or for him to think any less of me. You see when we started Hogwarts my brother and I came from a abusive family, our aunt and uncle did not like us and well they were always telling my brother and I that we were freaks and that we were nothing special to anyone. So when we finally was able to come to Hogwarts, my brother got into Gryffindor and well I was put into Slytherin, to this day I knew that Snape who was our head of house was not happy about as I was the daughter of the person that made his life hell and well he did show his hatred for us.

I sighed as I walked into the great hall and noticed nearly everyone was already sat down and I knew that I would just have Draco and Daphne asking me what was wrong, I noticed that my brother Harry walked over to me and smiled as he put his hand on my shoulder, "do you want to sit with us today as you seem unhappy about something" he said to me and I smiled as I looked to him, "sure little brother, I would love to come and sit with you" I said and walked over to the Gryffindor table with my brother and smiled as I saw Ron and Hermione, "hey Pandora, nice to see you again" Ron said and I smiled, "hey Ron, all okay with you" I asked and noticed that he was still looking at Hermione to answer me, I laughed as I noticed that she looked like she didn't have a clue that Ron liked her and I smiled, "have you told her yet" I asked and he laughed, "no I haven't told her" he said and looked to me, "I have to get the courage to ask her" he said to me and I rolled my eyes, "Men always finding something to stop them from doing what is needed" I said.

I smirked as Ginny and Hermione both laughed as they looked to me and nodded, "of course they are, I mean you are aware that men don't do anything easy" Hermione said to me and I laughed as Ginny nodded, "plus you know that it takes a woman to get them to do the right thing" Ginny said making me smile. I thought to the woman that Sirius would be with in the end and sighed as I looked down not really wanting to eat anything as I felt sick thinking about someone else having the happiness that I wanted. I noticed that I was being looked at and turned my attention to Harry and smiled as he was looking at me with worry in his eyes. I sighed as he took my hand making me look at him, "Pandora please tell me what is wrong with you because I know that something has been eating at you the past few weeks" he said to me and I smiled, "don't worry about me Harry, I am fine" I said and he laughed as he looked to me, "Pandora you have been upset and quiet for weeks and to be honest you are starting to worry me because this isn't like you" he said. I sighed as I looked to him, "don't worry so much about me, I am going to speak to Remus over the break and I am sure that he can help me with the little problem that I have" I said and I noticed that he now did look worried about me, "you're not going to do anything stupid are you Pandora" he said and I smirked as he looked to me, "I don't think that I could lose you" he said to me and I noticed that he smirked, "is this over a guy Pandora, has someone made you feel bad" he asked me and I laughed, "no brother, this is nothing to do about a guy" I lied and looked to him, "plus I believe that stupid is your job brother" I said to him making the others laugh.

I was worried as Harry wasn't far off finding out about my little issue that I had and well I was worried as to what he would think as well, being that Sirius is our godfather as well as Remus, I sighed as Hermione looked to me and smirked. I looked to her and frowned as there was no way she would be aware of my problems as well I didn't really know her that well for us to get along like that. Hermione smiled as he grabbed my hand, "Pandora please can you come with me" Hermione said and I looked to her, "no sorry but I won't be coming with you Hermione because I don't want to listen to another lecture on listening in class" I said and she smirked, "it is nothing to do with that Pandora as I know that you are doing well being that you have been in the library the past few nights" she said and I laughed as Harry looked to me, "you have been in the library" he asked and I nodded, "yeah well I do need to pass these owls" I said to him and smiled as Hermione grabbed my attention again, "I would like to speak to you about something that I think you can help with" she said to me and I sighed as I looked to her, "Mione I really am not in the mood to speak to anyone" I said to her and she smiled, "humour me Potter, I believe that you need to speak to someone as you're going to blow up on someone and well I don't think that it would be good to do that on your aunt and uncle" she said and I sighed, "fine I will come with you but that doesn't mean that I am going to speak to you and I wouldn't blow on my aunt and uncle, I know what happens if I do" I said and got up walking out of the great hall.

Hermione followed me out of the great hall and I smiled as I noticed that Draco walked around the corner and smiled, "Hey Dora" Dray said to me and I smiled as he looked to me, "you okay?" he asked me and I smiled as this was a side to Draco that Hermione and the other Gryffindor's don't see, I looked to him and nodded, "yeah I'm alright Dray" I said as I looked to Hermione and smirked, "I am just going for a walk with Hermione as you know what she is like when she wants to speak to me about something and being the good sister that I am, I said that I would be nice to my brothers friends" I explained and he laughed as he looked to me, "well don't be long because we have potions next and well Snape seems to be in a worse mood than normal for some reason that I cannot figure out" he said to me. I sighed as I looked to him, "when isn't he in a bad mood Dray, I swear he just hates everyone" I said to him and smirked, "plus don't worry so much about me Dray, I won't be late for potions because I know what will happen" I said to him and he smiled as he walked pass us both and went towards the great hall.

We walked outside and I noticed that Hermione turned to me and smiled, "it is nice to see that Draco can be a nice human being to someone other than himself" she said to me and I smirked as I looked to her, "remember that us snakes stick together and well people don't think that Draco can be nice" I said to her and she laughed as she stopped and looked to me, "so this person that you are pouting over and pretending doesn't exist" she said and I laughed as I looked to her, "no one, I don't like anyone" I said to quickly and she laughed, "come on, who is he" she said to me and I looked to her shocked, "how in the hell did you know it was a guy I was worried over Hermione" I asked her wanting to know if this was noticeable for other people. Hermione laughed as she looked to me, "because you are still a girl Pandora and I know when someone is pining over someone" she said to me and I laughed as I looked to her, "I am not pining over anyone" I said to her and she sighed as she looked to me, "come on you know that you are and you know that you want to speak to someone about it" she said and I sighed as I looked to her, "I haven't said anything to anyone over this Hermione" I said to her and she smiled as she took my hand and made me look to her, "I know what you are going through Pandora" she said and I looked to her, "how, you don't seem to be having this problem" I said to her and she smiled, "because I am also a girl and can see your really worried over this, which means that you really must love this person" she said to me and I sighed as I looked to her as she smirked, "which means that you think that your family won't accept this person either, otherwise you would have gone for it with that Potter charm you and your brother seem to have" she said to me.

I sighed as I turned to her and nodded, "okay your right" I said and watched as she smirked, "I am worried about what people will think because this is someone that I shouldn't have fell for" I said and looked to her, "if I tell you who this is please don't think any different of me because I am already having issues over this as it is" I asked and she smiled, "I would never think any different of you Pandora, I do think that we are friends" she said to me. I looked to her and nodded, "of course we are friends Hermione, you and Ron are the only gyffindorks that I want to get along with willingly" I said to her. Hermione looked to me as she smirked, "is it Draco who you have fallen for" she asked because I noticed that she looked to me with lust in her eyes, "because Dora I will admit that he is hot!" she said to me and I laughed as I shook my head, "no it isn't Draco Hermione" I said to her and smirked, "but I will let him know that you think he is hot" I said to her and she turned red as she looked to me, "please don't" she asked and I laughed as I looked to her, "I think that he wishes I liked him like that, but no it isn't him that has got me like this" I said to her and she smirked as she was looking to me, "someone older?" she asked and I nodded as I moaned as I put my hands over my face trying to hide the red that was now covering me, "yeah and he wouldn't want me because I am in Slytherin and destined to be a dark or horrible witch" I explained and she sighed, "just because you have been put into Slytherin doesn't mean that you are going to be a dark witch Pandora" she said and I looked to her, "I don't think that a Gryffindor is going to see it that way" I said to her and she smirked, "so he is someone who was in our house then, which leaves it to be either Remus or Sirius" she said and I moaned as I was giving this away too much.

Hermione grinned and looked to me, "is it Sirius that you have fallen for" she asked and I looked to her as I wiped my eyes, "I am the worse person in the world Hermione" I said and looked to her, "I fell in love with my god-father and there is nothing I can do about it, I mean that I can't even look at him without feeling horrible about it because I know that I shouldn't be feeling this" I said to her and had to admit that I was nice to finally speak to someone about this. Hermione looked to me as she smiled, "Pandora have you tried speaking to him about it, he might surprise you with his answers" she said to me. I looked to her and couldn't help the snort to come from me, "you are joking right" I asked and she smiled, "no" she said to me. I looked to her and sighed, "no Hermione, I haven't spoken to him about this and I am not going to" I said and noticed that she looked confused, "but why, he is your family and I am sure that he wouldn't do anything horrible when you explain these things to him" she said to me and I sighed as I looked to her, "Hermione I don't want to be disowned by them because of this, so I am going to speak to Remus in the Christmas break to see if there is any spell that can remove this from me" I said to her. Hermione looked to me with shock on her face, "Pandora I don't think that is a good idea" she said and I smirked as I looked to her, "why would that be" I asked and she sighed as she looked to me, "because this is a bad idea Pandora" she said and I laughed as I looked to her, "well I am going to, then I will finally be able to live a happy live with Sirius knowing that he is my parental figure and not my other half which is something that I am wanting" I said to her as I wiped my eyes trying not to let my heart break into pieces.

Hermione wrapped her arms around me as she pulled me into her arms for a hug and looked to me, "Pandora I am asking that you please speak to him before you do anything drastic" she said to me and I looked to her, "well I can't Hermione, what am I going to tell him 'Sirius I love you and want you to do naughty things to me" I said to her and she sighed, "Pandora what happens if you don't do this and it is something that you regret" she said and I sighed as I looked to her, "I don't want to be hurt, so I am going to make sure that Sirius doesn't find out" I said to her. Hermione looked to me and sighed, "that is a horrible way to live pretending that nothing was there Pandora, you will be ripping half of your soul ripped out of you and god know what will happen to you" she said to me. I looked to her and smiled, "I won't be speaking about it to him Hermione because I won't do that to him" I said and she looked confused again.

I sighed as I knew that I was going to have to explain my reasoning to her so she would understand my reasoning for not telling Sirius, I looked to her and smiled, "I am sorry if it isn't the best thing for me mione and I am sorry if you don't think this is the best idea" I explained and she nodded, "but I will not ruin the only family that Harry and I have been able to get. All because of these feelings that I have for my godfather might make it worse for the both of us" I explained and she nodded, "I understand that Pandora but I think that your brother would want you to be happy" Hermione said to me and I sighed as I looked to her, "you have to understand that Harry and I have been in horrible family because of what happened to us and I won't do that to my brother if all goes wrong" I said to her and watched as she sighed. I knew that she wasn't convinced with the idea that I wanted to do but I knew that I couldn't do this to Harry if all went wrong.

I sighed as I looked to her realising that we were going to be late if we stayed outside any longer, "come on we have potions and we don't want to be late" I said to her and she nodded, "Hermione I am sorry, but when we get to go home tomorrow I am going through with my plans and I am sorry if that means that you don't want to speak to me or even look at me anymore" I said and she looked to me, "please think on what I said to you Pandora" she asked and I sighed as I looked to her, "sorry, but by the time that we get back to school, I won't be feeling like this and we can all move on" I said and she sighed, "this is a bad idea because you will lose who you are" she said and looked to me, "please think on what I have said Dora, I don't think that you want to do something that you are going to regret" she asked and I sighed, "fine, but I won't change my mind Hermione, this is something that I will be doing when I get on break" I said to her.

We both walked back into the castle where I noticed that Draco was waiting for me and smiled as he grabbed my hand and wrapped his arm around my shoulders, I smiled as I looked to him, "nice for you to wait for me Dray" I said and he smiled as he looked to me, "come on we don't want him in a worse mood than normal and you walking in with Hermione might just give him a reason to take more points from both houses for a change" he said to me. I nodded and turned back to Hermione, "thanks and I promise that I will think about it" I said and she nodded, "please do, I worry" she said and I smiled as she decided to walk behind us. We got to the dungeons and I smiled as I looked to her, "I'll see you later mione, thanks for speaking to me" I said to her and waved as we walked into potions.

I sat down next to Draco as we took our seats and sighed as Snape walked in with his robes billowing like normal and I had to admit that he looked even more pissed than normal, Snape looked to us all and snarled, "steps are on the board and don't mess this up, this is something that you should be able to do in your sleep" he snapped as he walked into his office, I turned to Draco and sighed, "wonder what got him in a bad mood this time, I don't think that he has seen any other students for a while" I said and he shrugged as he turned to me, "I have no idea why he is like this, I remember when I was younger he was always nice to be around but recently he hasn't been around a lot" he said to me and I frowned as something wasn't right there.

I looked to him and smiled, "you know that he doesn't like to speak to anyone or look at anyone as they seem to put him in a worse mood" he said to me and I sighed as I looked to him, "wonder if it is someone he is upset over" I said and Draco looked to me, "I don't think so, I haven't ever seen my godfather date" he said to me and I looked to him, "well he is a human being and I think that he is capable of dating" I said and Draco smirked. I thought about my love life and sighed, maybe I should think about dating to try and take my mind of Sirius. As Draco and I went to making the potion that was on the board for Snape so we wouldn't be messing up and lose more points as at the moment Severus was one for taking points from his own house. Draco and I finished our potion and I quickly poured it into vials and smiled as we walked up to the desk Severus was sat at and placed it on his desk. Draco and I smiled as he looked up to us and frowned, "Potter, Draco" he said and I smiled trying to hide the hurt from him not liking me, "there you go sir, should be to how you want it" I said as I looked to him, "do you mind if I am excused for the last 10 minutes of class please sir" I asked as I wanted to get out of the classroom as I had been thinking about Sirius more and more. Severus looked to me, "why Potter, is there somewhere else that you need to be than my classroom" he asked and I sighed, "these are monthly reasons professor" was all I said and he nodded, "of course you can be excused but next time make sure that you have it sorted before you come to my class" he said to me and I nodded, "of course sir" I said to him, Severus looked to me and sighed, "I am sure that the hospital wing will be able to help you potter" he said to me and I nodded, "thank you professor" I said as I walked over to my table and grabbed my bag as I walked out of the class not looking at Draco or my brother as I would break down. I got out of the dungeons and made my way up to the room of requirement where I sat down on the floor and sobbed as I was not feeling happy about the idea I was getting.

I felt a hand on my shoulder which made me jump as I didn't think that I would be disturbed in here and looked up to see Hermione stood there, I figured that she must have had followed me from the potions class, I noticed that she smiled as she sat down next to me and grabbed my hand making me smile, "I told Harry and Draco that I would come to the hospital wing with you" she said and I looked to her, "why" I said and she smirked, "well I didn't think that you would want them to come after you" she said and smiled as he made me look at her, "and well I thought that you could use a friend Dora" she said to me. I looked to her wiping my eyes as I broke down again, "I am sorry that I snapped at you, I am just so confused about things is all" I said to her and she smiled, "don't worry so much about snapping at me, I am used to your brother and his little temper tantrums" she said and I laughed as I looked to her, "I have to wipe my memory and heart of him Hermione, I cannot live through my life and wonder what if all the time because I will never move on with my life and I believe that I need to" I said to her and she moved so she was now sat down in front of me and smiled, "and what happens if he feels the same way for you that you do him" she asked me. I laughed as I looked to her, "Hermione I am nearly 16 years old and I don't think that he is going to go for a teenager" I said and smirked, "plus I don't think that he will want to date me let alone the daughter of one of his best friends" I said to her.

Hermione laughed as she looked to me, "please do remember that the laws in our world are different to the ones in the muggle world Pandora and well you have been living in that horrible place to not see the laws of our world" she explained to me. I looked to her and smirked, "and what laws would these be" I asked and I frowned as she rolled her eyes at me, "you and your brother don't read our books in the library do you" she asked and I smirked, "I am not a book worm Hermione, I don't like to always read like you do" I said and she smiled, "well the laws in our world say that you can date and older witch or wizard because we don't age the same as the muggles do" she said to me. I had to admit that this was new to me and I couldn't help but look confused still making her laughed, "Pandora, Sirius will look like he does for the next 100 to 120 years because we don't age like muggles" she said to me. I looked to her and smirked thinking about Sirius in that way, I smiled and was shook, "don't daydream, I am speaking to you" Hermione said and I smirked, "just thinking of some nice things" I said to her and she laughed as she looked to me, "it is there to say that we can date younger if we want to." She explained to me.

I looked to her and frowned as I didn't remember reading anything like this and would have to find a book somewhere to see if this was true, I realised that I was being looked at still and smiled as I looked to her, "what" I said and she smiled, " Pandora I am asking that you please trust me and speak to him first, if he doesn't like you the way you do there are other things we can do than ripping your sole to pieces" she said to me and I looked to her with worry on my face, "Hermione what happens if I speak to him and say that I love him and please can we date because that is the one thing that I want most in this world and he looks at me with disgust on his face" I said as I looked to her with tears in my eyes again, "and what happens when he says no and doesn't want me around him anymore, I don't think that I can deal with that heart break" I said to her and she smirked, "well that one is easy, I will wipe the memory from the both of you so it was like you never asked the question and I will get rid of the feelings that you are feeling" she said and I looked to her, "can't you do that to me now so I don't have to feel this" I asked and she shook her head, "no, you are going to speak to him about this first Pandora, I need to make you and your brother see that you are allowed to be happy" she said to me and I laughed as I nodded, "I swear you should have been in Slytherin when you say things like that Mione" I said to her and she laughed, "I think that we need to come up with a plan to make you see that you are worth everything to Sirius" she said to me and I looked confused again.

Hermione smiled as she looked to me, "Well I believe that to begin with we need to see if there is an attraction there for him as well" she said and I looked to her, "what do you want me to do, walk over to him and kiss him, see if he kisses me back" I asked and she laughed, "no there is an easier way to do this" she said to me and I looked to her, "always take the fun away" I said and she smirked, "bring me your clothes that you have with you Pandora and then we will got from there" she said and I sighed as I looked to her, "I don't have any clothes that fit me Mione" I said and she looked to me, "you know that Harry and I weren't allowed clothes. We always got Dudley's things which would fit both harry and I in" I said to her and she sighed, "I hate those muggles for what they did to the both of you" she said and I smiled as she was one of the people that knew all the things that happened to us both, Harry being the one to confide in her and Ron as they were the ones that were always there for my brother and Draco being the one that I would confide in as well his parents were always nice to me when they saw me. Hermione looked to me and smiled which I had to admit did look scary because that was normally the one look to come from me, "come on we can go to London and get some clothes, I will get a note from madam promfoy saying that you need to get some woman things due to not having any and we can leave now" she said to me.

I looked to her and smiled as this was a nice side to Hermione, not a lot of people really got to know Hermione as they always through that she was a know it all, once you got pass that part of her she was a really nice down to earth girl. I looked over to her and noticed that it was coming to class and I knew that we would be able to be late so I smiled, "well how about we go tomorrow because it is nearly dinner and I don't think that we would be good to miss our classes being that it is our last class" I said to her. Hermione looked to me as she nodded, "plus that way you know that I won't speak to Remus straight away and you can try out your idea because I think that you are enjoying this a little bit to much" I said to her which made her smile as she nodded, "alright then, we have a plan" she said to me and I laughed as she wrapped her arm around me as we got up off the floor and walked out of the room of requirement.

Hermione and I walked down to class that we would have next and noticed that we were going to be a little late, Hermione turned to me and smiled, "come on we have McGonagall and you know that she doesn't like it when we are late for her lessons" she said to me and I moaned as I looked to her, "she really doesn't like me" I said and Hermione laughed, "she is bitter that she didn't get the potter twins is all, she thought that she would get the both of you as she does have the Weasley twins as well" Hermione said and I smirked, "they are more trouble than me, but she just seems to always yell and pick on me" I said to her and Hermione looked to me, "are you whining" she asked and I smirked, "I spend to long around you people" I said to her and she laughed as she looked to me, "she will come around to you in time" she said to me and I laughed as we walked into class where McGonagall looked to us and sighed, "Miss Potter, Miss Granger, why are you late?" she asked and I smiled, "monthly reasons and Hermione was already in the bathroom" was all I said and she softened, "okay then, please don't be late again Miss Potter" she asked and I nodded.

I took my seat and Draco looked to me with worry in his eyes and I smiled as he took my hand, "what's going on because I know it isn't that Dora, you came on a week ago because you were more bitchy and mean than normal" he said to me and I smirked as I looked to him, "Hermione likes someone in her house and well she is finding it hard to tell them so she wanted to come to someone that is able to help her" I lied and he smirked, "the little mud blood can't get someone she wants, shame" he said and I smacked him over the head and looked to him, "her name is Hermione Draconis and I would remember to use that in my presence" I snarled and he looked to me with shock on his face, "you have never called me that before" he said and I looked to him, "I am not worried about kicking your ass in front of people Draco, I do not like that word and you know that I don't" I snapped and turned back to the front deciding that I would ignore Draco until he realised that he wasn't his father.

I looked around for my brother as I knew that he would be in this class as we did have most of our classes with the gyffindorks and it was then that I noticed that Hermione was once again telling Ron and Harry how to do what we were learning and I couldn't help but shake my head wondering how my brother and his best friend made it through our school classes, as I knew that if they didn't have Hermione to help them that they wouldn't have passed half their classes. I laughed as McGonagall went to showing the class how to change a rock into a glass and back again telling us that we needed to make sure we were paying attention, "now for us to do this you need to see the glass in your mind for it to turn in the glass from the rock" she explained and I looked down to the rock and smirked as I pictured a glass and tapped the tip of my wand and watched as the rock became what I pictured and then back again into a rock when I tapped it again to make it change back to normal. I noticed that McGonagall was smiling at me and nodded, "well done Miss Potter" she said and looked to me, "10 points to Slytherin for transforming into a cup and back again" she said to me and I smiled as Draco looked proud that someone else had given us points other than Snape.

Class had now finished and McGonagall smiled as she looked over to us all, "I hope you all have a good break and enjoy your Christmas's, we will see you back here in 3 weeks" she said to us and I got up turning to Draco and noticed that he looked scared of me, "I want you to say you're sorry to her Draco, there was no need for that otherwise you and I are going to fall out and you know that you and I are good friends" I snapped and he sighed, "Dora" he started and I shook my head, "no, I mean it Draco. You don't need to be a prick all the time, I have told you this many times but we like nice Draco" I said to him and he nodded as he looked to me, I laughed as I noticed that my brother was waiting for me outside the classroom and I looked back to Draco and smiled as he really was thinking about what I said to him, "I will meet you in the great hall, I need to speak to my idiot brother" I said and noticed that Harry was looking at Draco, "Don't start" I asked and smiled as he nodded to him.

Harry looked to me and then to him and sighed, "fine" he said and I smiled as walked down the hall, "so you going to tell me what is wrong with you, because I know that the monthly reasons were a lie" he asked and I looked to him, "nothing is wrong harry and I just needed to get out of the class, Snape is being an ass and well I didn't want to deal with it is all" I said and he nodded, "sure there isn't anything wrong but fine, you don't want to speak to me" he said and sniffed. I laughed as I looked to him, "and they call me the drama queen" I said making him smack me. we both were laughing about different things as we walked into the great hall and I turned to my brother, "I will see you later" I said and he nodded. I went to leave but Harry quickly grabbed me and smiled, "please remember that we are taking the train back, so we cannot be late as he will only be pissed at us about it" Harry asked. I nodded as I looked to him, "yeah Remus is going to meet us before we have to see the idiots to make sure that we are alright and of course he is going to see if he can get Padfoot there as well" I said to him. Harry nodded and I noticed that he was looking at me strangely and I had to leave as I couldn't help the red to come to me as I thought about Sirius. I looked to my brother and smiled, "I will see you later little brother" I said making him growl at me.

I walked over to my table chuckling as I was thinking back to the annoyed face of my brother and noticed that Draco was sat there and pouting still which made me laugh even more, I sat down next to him and he sighed as he turned to me, "fine I will say I am sorry later okay" he said to me. I nodded as I looked to him, "you better Draco Malfoy because I don't like this side to you" I snapped at him. Draco nodded and looked to me, "sorry I upset you Dora, you know that I don't like it when your upset or mad" he said to me making me smiled, "your forgiven Dray" I said and smiled as he went to eating something that was on his plate making me laugh.

I grabbed a hold of the cupcake that was in front of me and frowned as I watched Dumbledore walk over to me, "wonder what I have done now, he only ever speaks to me when I have done something really wrong" I said and Draco nodded, "he doesn't like that you're a snake" he said and I smirked as he got closer to us and smiled as he looked to me, "Miss Potter, how are we today" Dumbledore said. I looked to him and nodded, "fine" I said as I tried to hide the hatred I had for the man for what he was doing to my family. Albus smiled as he looked to me, "please can you come with me Pandora, I need to speak to you about something that I think you will find nice" he said to me, I looked to the man and couldn't help the frown to come to my face as I didn't think that I had done anything wrong in the last couple of weeks, I looked to the headmaster and smiled pretending that I was the sweetest person in the world, "I haven't done anything have I headmaster, I believe that Draco and I have been well behaved this last term" I said to him and he smiled as he shook his head, "of course not my child, this isn't anything bad" he said and I wanted to tell him to piss off but knew that I couldn't so I smiled as he went to speak again, "I just need you to come with me and your brother as I have a surprise for the both of you" he said to me and I nodded.

I turned to Draco and smiled, "please make sure that you do say you're sorry" I said to him and smiled as he nodded, "I will see you later as I am sure that I am really in trouble" I said and he laughed as we walked out of the great hall. I looked over to my brother and frowned as normally it was only me that was the one being told of by the headmaster as well harry was his little golden boy and couldn't do anything wrong in his eyes. I wrapped my arm around his shoulder and smirked as he looked to me, "wonder what we have done, he says that it is a surprise but I am not sure on that as surprise and me in the sentence isn't normal for him" I explained and he frowned, "well I haven't fought with Malfoy a lot this year and I haven't been in any bad places either so I don't think that we have done anything bad together to make us be in trouble with him this year" Harry said to me and I smirked as I looked to him, "I am sure that this school cannot withstand two sets of twins that like to prank people" I said to him and he smirked as he nodded showing that he did agree with me. I noticed that we were coming up to the headmaster office and I couldn't help but wonder what it was that we were walking into, weather it was a trap or if we were really going to be yelled at for something I was not aware off.

Harry and I walked into the headmaster's office and I couldn't believe what I was seeing; here was Sirius and Remus who we were told that wouldn't be able to look after us because of the wards at the house and of course Albus wouldn't be able to control my brother from them look after us, I sighed as I looked over to them and noticed that they smiled as they looked to us. I felt as my heart was beating faster than normal as Sirius was giving me that dopy smile that made me want to run into his arms and confess everything to him but I knew that I needed to vent my frustration on to someone else otherwise all was going to come to light which would not be a good idea. My main worry was that Sirius shouldn't have been here because of him escaping and well I knew that with him being here he was going to be thrown back into Azkaban and this was something that I wouldn't deal with because of this idiot headmaster. I turned my attention to Albus and growled, "Sirius cannot be here Albus, he is still wanted for the murder of my parents which you will not help with for some stupid reason and I will not lose my family because your being pig headed to do anything about it" I snapped at him.

I noticed that Remus got up and looked to me wanting to tell me that I shouldn't be rude but I noticed that Albus walked over to me as he smiled and placed his hands on my shoulders, I wanted to push the man off me but I knew that I couldn't otherwise I would end up getting into trouble that well I wouldn't be able to get out of, Albus smiled as he looked down to me with that horrible twinkle that was in his eyes, "you don't need to panic Pandora, we have spoken to the ministry in regards to Sirius problem, and Pandora your god-father is now a free man and free from all the warrants that were out there for him" he said to me and I looked over to Sirius to see he was nodding to say that Albus was telling the truth.

I felt as there was something about what albus was saying was not true but I knew now was not the time to get in to this as I would end up being in more trouble than normal, I smiled as Albus turned to me and passed me something which made me frown as he was normally always passing things to my brother, being that he was the boy and boys do better than girls. I looked down and noticed that it was a document from the ministry which made me frown as I didn't know what was going to happen, I was also worried that Albus was trying to spilt my brother and I up as well. I noticed that Harry walked over to me and smiled, "are you going to open it or stand there staring at it like it is going to bite you" he said to me. I grinned as I looked to him, "wouldn't be the first thing in this school to bite" I said to him and frowned as I turned to Albus and held the letter up, "what is this" I asked. Albus walked over to me and smiled, "it is telling you that we have made it so that Remus and Sirius are now the guardian's for you and your brother" he said to me and I turned to them and smiled, "you mean that we don't have to go back to our aunt and uncle" I asked.

Remus smiled as he looked to us and nodded, "yep you are now stuck with us as your parental guardians" Remus said to us. I smiled trying to hide as my heart was breaking because I realised that Sirius didn't want me in that way. I noticed that Harry was looking at me again and I smiled as I looked up to see that they were looking at Harry and I, "Cub, pup" they said to us and I couldn't help the smile to come to my face as it was finally nice to have someone to call family other than Harry. I ran over to Remus and wrapped my arms around him as I buried myself in his stomach and chest trying not to let the tears fall from the pain I was now in, I forced a smile on my face as he tightened his hold on me, "good to see you to cub, I have missed you and your brother so much" he said to me and I smiled as he kissed my head making me feel a little bit better as I knew that I would always have Remus if needed.

I noticed that I was being looked at and turned around to see that it was Sirius and looked up to him to see that he was smiling at me, "so where is my hug pup because I have missed you as well you know" Sirius asked and I smirked as I stayed cuddled into Remus, I knew that he was hurt but I was trying to hide the pain as I looked to him, "sorry Siri" I said to him and stayed where I knew it was safe for me.

Remus sighed and looked to me which I could tell he was worried as he was giving me the father look which I couldn't help but frown at as this shouldn't be working on me, I sighed as I knew that he wanted to speak to me about something which was probably the reason to why I was pulling away, I noticed that he smiled as he bent down and pushed me onto the chair so he could look to me, "want to tell me what is going on Pandora because you starting to worry us" Remus asked and I shook my head smiling, "nothing is wrong" I said and Remus sighed, "Pandora I know something is wrong because your brother wrote to us a few times saying that something is going on with you and he is worried as are we" he said to me. I sighed as I knew that my brother was worried about me but I couldn't say anything for the reason of not wanting to have to go back to the Dursley's, even now that they have guardianship over us both.

I looked to Remus and smiled as I shook my head, "nope, nothing to worry about Remy, I am fine promise" I said and he sighed, "I am going to go with Dora and get her stuff Siri, why don't you get Harry's stuff and we will meet back here in an hour as I am sure that they two don't tidy up after themselves" Remus said and stood up pulling me out of the office so we were alone without anyone around. Remus turned to me and smiled as he bent down and put his hands on my waist, "now that we are alone, please can you speak to me Dora" Remus asked and I shook my head, "I can't" I said and he smiled, "please sweetheart, I am worried about you" he said and I sighed as I looked to him, "if I tell you what is wrong with me, promise me that you won't think I am a horrible person or that you or Siri won't disown me because I don't think that I would be able to deal with that at all" I explained to him and he smiled as he took my hand and looked to me, "cub I promise that you and your brother are everything to me and Siri, and we would never think anything different of you or even disown you for anything that might happen to you and your brother in the future" Remus said and I sighed as I did feel a little better about it now.

I noticed that Remus was still looking at me and smiled, "please can you tell me what it is that is eating at you" he asked me and I sighed as I looked to him, "I am going to hold you to not thinking any different of me" I said and he smiled, "alright then cub, please tell me what is wrong so we can figure this one out for you" he said and I sighed as I looked to him, "I fell in love with someone that I shouldn't have" I said and he smiled, "who is the lucky boy or is it a lucky girl" he asked and I smirked as I looked to him. I knew that Siri and Remy didn't mind who we dated as they had already told us that we were to be happy with whoever we chose but I was still worried about what they would think of me being in love with Sirius of all people, I looked to him as I rang my hands together getting ready to give him the big news, "well it is someone older than me and no it isn't a girl Remy, I know you always say that Harry and I are happy to explore but I like guys and only guys" I said to him and he laughed, "so come on what's his name" he asked me and I sighed.

I looked to him and frowned as I once again had to wipe my eyes as the tears were coming down my face again, "someone that I shouldn't be attracted to Remy and I feel horrible about it because my heart hurts with all the pain I know is coming, just thinking about the pain I will go through if I tell him" I said to him. Remus looked to me and took my hands, "let me guess, this man you have fallen in love with is Sirius" he asked me and I looked to him with a pout on my face, "is it really that easy to see Remy" I asked and looked to him, "to be honest I thought that I had it under lock and key" I said to him and he laughed, "No it isn't the easiest to see sweetie, only to the right people Pandora and well I know what it is like to like someone that you shouldn't like" he said to me. I looked to him and frowned as I wanted to know who it was that he liked but I also knew that he would be able to help me with my love issue. I looked to him and smiled, "what do I do Remy" I asked and he smiled, "tell him" he said and I sighed as I looked to him, "Remus he is my god-father, I shouldn't be feeling this for him and I shouldn't be wanting to sleep with him either" I said and he smiled, "I promise you that it is not as bad as you think, trust me when I say 'speak to him'" Remy said to me.

I moaned as I looked to him, "why are you and Hermione telling me to speak to him" I growled and turned around, "I don't want to be disowned Remy and I don't know if you have noticed but I am not the normal type of girl he goes for" I said and he laughed, "Dora I promise that he isn't going to disown you or anything else, I promise you that he will surprise you" Remy explained to me and smirked, "plus you didn't know him in school, you are right up his street for looks and well your redheaded which is a big thing for him" he said to me and I couldn't help but laugh, "well I'm sorry but his parents disowned him because he was put into Gryffindor and well I am everything that he should have been" I said and looked to him, "he isn't going to want to be with a Slytherin witch that is supposed to go dark because she is in the dark house and not to mention that I am his best friends daughter" I said and he sighed as he looked to me, "first thing Pandora, you are not and never will be a dark witch, whoever told you that you were going to be dark can answer to me because I will yell at them all" Remus said and I smiled as this was the parental side to him that I loved and he smiled, "but I didn't tell you this Pandora" he said and I looked to him, "tell me what Remy" I asked and he smiled, "Sirius would end up trying to kill me if he found out I told you this, but I need to tell you because I have a feeling that you want to do something stupid and I cannot lose you" he said and I looked to him with confusion on my face, "Pandora the feeling you have for Sirius isn't just one way, he feels the same way about you that you do him" he said to me and I looked to him, "wait what" I asked and he sighed, "Sirius hasn't been sleeping to well at night" Remy admitted and I felt for him as I knew about that pain he was feeling as it was the same for me, "he dreams of you and he is worried that it is the reason why your not speaking to him" he said to me.

I looked to him as I wiped my eyes, "I am the reason that he is having nightmares" I asked and he smiled, "no Pandora, you are not the reason" he said and smiled as he took my hand, "he thinks that you are disgusted with him Pandora, he thinks that you will walk out of his life if he tells you the truth and he doesn't want that to happen, he thinks that he is hiding it well but well I know my best friend" he said to me and I sighed as I looked to him, "he thinks that I am disgusted with him, Remy he is everything that I want in life. I could never be disgusted in him" I explained and Remy smiled at me.

I noticed that he looked to me and sighed, "you have to remember that Sirius hasn't had a relationship in a long time because of the past and well even in school he was a flirt but he was always looking for his one girl" he explained and I looked to him, "I don't want to know about the past girls that he has slept with Remy, I don't think that I would be happy knowing that someone else has had him" I explained and he smiled, "he was never happy with them because he was always looking for his mate, his one" he said to me and I looked to him, "and that would be" i asked hoping that he would say me. Remus smirked as he looked to me, "I know that this girl is you Pandora" he explained to me and I smiled as my heart was beating so fast that I wanted to run back to him and tell him that I loved him so much, but instead I looked to Remus and smiled, "let me think on this please because this is a lot to be told" I asked and he nodded, "please don't take too long and I promise that I won't say anything to him" Remy said to me and I smiled, "thanks Moony it means the world to me that you told me the truth" I said and he laughed, "come on cub, we don't want them to come looking for us" he said to me and I laughed.

We walked down to the dungeons and I quickly put my hand on the side and smiled as the door appeared, "it is a mixture of handprints and passwords over the months" I explained and walked further into the common room with Remus behind me, "wow" he said and I smiled, "I believe that we are under the black lake" I said to him and he smiled as he nodded, "it is beautiful in here" he said and I laughed, "well we all don't have the luck of staying in a tower for our common rooms" I said and smirked as Draco walked over to me and smiled, "I said sorry to Hermione and well I think that she was shocked that I said sorry to her" she said and I smirked as he was looking to Remus, "also what's going on because you know we don't like Gyffindorks down here" he said to me. I smiled as I looked to him, "Harry and I get to live with Sirius and Remus" I said to him and he smiled as he wrapped his arms around me, "thank god, I don't like it when you go to your aunt and uncles, they are always mean to you" he said making me smile, I looked to him and grinned feeling happy for the first time in a long time. I turned back to Draco and smiled; "well I need to grab my stuff as we are leaving today, I will see you soon" I said and hugged him quickly.

Remy followed me into my dorm room and he smirked as he pointed to the other bed and I smirked, "well Pansy is still bitching that I am in Slytherin and doesn't like to share with me" I said and grabbed the case and quickly went to putting it all inside making Remy laugh, "I think that we need to teach you to fold your clothes cub" Remy said making me grin at him. I closed the lid to the trunk and Remy walked over waving his wand and making it smaller so he would be able to put it in his pocket and smiled as he turned to me, "come on then" he said and I smiled as we left the common room for the next 3 weeks.

As Remy and I got back to the headmasters office I noticed that Sirius was sat down on the chair and looked broken over me not want to speak or hug him, I sighed as Remy walked behind me and put his hand on my shoulder, "speak to him, he needs to know that you are okay with him" he whispered to me. I went to speak when I noticed that my brother had his hand on his shoulder, "she is just having a horrible time is all Padfoot and she will come around" Harry said and I frowned as maybe I was making this more difficult that I needed to, I looked over to them and smiled as it was always Harry that was trying to make everything better for the both of us, "Plus you know Pandora, she is all heart and fight" I heard harry say and I looked to Remus wanting to know if I had time to speak to him now, "how long have we got till we have to leave" I asked and Dumbledore walked through the door and looked to me as he smiled, "we must being going now so you can have a look around your new home" he said to us and I nodded, "sorry if I made you think that I am not happy Siri, I am okay just having some issues at the moment that I need to work through is all" I said to him and he looked to me and smiled but it wasn't one that would cover his face and I felt horrible as I knew that this was because of me, "is it me that is making you uncomfortable" he asked and I laughed, "no paddy, of course it isn't you and it could never be you" I said and he smirked, "paddy" he said to me and I smirked, "I like it, I think that it is a great nick name for you" I said and he smiled as he got up and walked over to me and smiled, "come on I have a surprise for the both of you which I think you're going to like" he said to me and my brother, I smiled as he looked to me and opened his arms seeing if I would come to him and smiled as I ran over and pushed myself into his arms to have a hug. I smiled into the hug and kept the moan from me as he pulled away, "come on then you two" Remus said and I smiled, "alright then" I said to them both.

We walked over to the fireplace and he quickly threw powder in and smiled as he turned to us, "come on" he said and Dumbledore smiled as he turned to Paddy, "once again Sirius I am sorry for the part I played in your time in Azkaban and thank you for taking the twins" he said and Sirius smiled, "of course they are family and they belong with me and only me" he said to Albus and I smirked as he pushed us through the floo. We got to a manor and I couldn't help but look around as we walked through the main room as this place was huge, there was a large staircase that I had to admit did look beautiful and then there was a large ballroom that looked like it was newly done. I turned to Harry and noticed that he too was looking around in awe, "reminds me of the Malfoy's place, but less dark" I said and he smirked as we heard as the fire went again and we turned around to see that Paddy had come through and turned around to grab the cases from Remy.

Sirius and Remy turned to us and smiled, "welcome home you two, we hope it is everything that you would love" he said and I turned to Harry and grinned, "you mean that we get to live with you all the time and not just on odd days" Harry asked and Sirius looked to us both, "only if you want to, I don't want to make you both do something that you don't want to" he asked and I smiled, "of course we want to live with you Paddy, we didn't like it with our aunt and uncle" I said and he smiled as he looked to me again but with some pain in his eyes.

I took a deep breath and turned to Paddy, "come take a walk with me Paddy, I am sure that Remus can keep my idiot brother out of trouble for an hour" I said and Remus looked to me, "deep breath Pandora and please remember that nothing bad will happen when you tell him the truth" he said and Sirius looked confused about what Remy was saying to me.